Battle Of Survival

Episode 15

Irish's Point of View,

In my whole life I got never scared that much, I can eevn met with ghost at that time but not him, I do not want to see him ever, he is nothing but a monster, I saw so many things in my life and I always took  life a challaege but this challege was nothing but a death for me and I think I can die in this challenge any time soon, I do not want to die, I always passed every task with a smile on my face but right now, I am feeling like I am nothing but a looser now, I was always treated like a princess in my family, and my dad was my super hero but now seems like every thing got change at three sixty angle, I have no stranght left in my body, my parents betray me already and now I have no one left in my life who can supprot me, I am feeling like I am already hating my life, I do not want this life, this life is making me feel so weak and I am feeling like I am not the one who I used to be, I feel like my parents killed the bold and brave gilr the day they agreed to send me with moster, and now I am at the stage of my life that I do not want to even look at their faces, they are already died for me, or maybe I am dead for them, now if they come to me and apologize too, I do not think that I can ever forgive them, I do not have such big heart like others, what they did to me, I can never forget that, I mean can you ever belive that any father could sell their only daughter to save their f*****g company, mere this thought disgusts me, I fukcing hate them from the bottom of my heart.

His every single move my scaring me to my core, I do not if I should get scare of this or maybe i should get habitual of this, or maybe now this is my life, I have to suffer like this and cry like hell, and may be I should wait for my death, coz death would be so pretty than this life, a girl dies when someone came to loot her, she has only one precious thing which she carries for someone she loves so much and I also want to gift my purity to Nile only, but I do not think that this man will spare me just like this and my dream will evr get fulfill, I will be ruined and no one will even look at me, I will be finished and my life would be over just like this, I know maybe I will regret this so much coz I want to talk to Bella and Nile at least once before I die in this hell and god knows if my dream will ever will be fulfill.  

I just gulped hard and looked at him with wide eyes, I was holding Shimmy's hand hard and my grip on her hand become tighter than before, I just do not know what should I do and how should I react, I am just feeling so terrified and I just want to hide myself from him,

"Please save me, please save me Shimmy", I said to her slowly and she just looked at me with sad eyes and I just looked at her with pleading eyes, I was just gulping my saliva again and again but I just no that I just have to give up at least now, he will not give up on me so I just have to bear it,

"I am so sorry, I just can not help you", she said to me and left my hand, I was still looking at her with pleading eyes but I just held her hand again,

"You are looking so pretty", he came to me and said to me as he licked his lips in such a dirty manner making me feeling so disgusted and I just made a disgusting face, he was rubbing my hand and I just try to get away from him, he just roamed his finger to my face and I was feeling that I want to slap him hard but I just know that my one step will put me into the danger, Shimmy already left this room and I do not have any hope now, I am feeling that now it is the time when my life is gonna finish, I have no one who could help me now, my life is just a tragedy now and nothing else,

"Are you ready baby, now I am gonna give you so much fun, you are gonna enjoy this ride so much", he said to me and I just gulped hard my saliva, I was just shaking my head and he was just looking at me and smiling hard,

"I am, I am hungry", I said slowly and he just stopped smiling as he looked at me with narrowed eyes and I just passed a forced smile to him,

"What did you say", he asked me again as he was now caressing my hair and I was just trying to compose myself, I just know that he is not gonna spare me anytime soon but I can at least try to save myself as long as I can do that,

"I said I am so hungry, I did not eat anything since morning and I am feeling like I am gonna vomit as I am having a bad stomach ache", I said to him and now he was looking at me with suspicious eyes but I did not say anything to him, I just know that he does not trust me so I just have to win his trust slowly,

"Why stomach ache", he asked me and I just held my stomach so tight and my expression got changed so fast, I made a painful face,

"I just got my periods", I said and I just saw anger build up in his eyes and he held my hand so painfully, and I just cried in pain,

"You are lying to me", he asked me with angry eyes and I just gulped hard, I just know that he can punish me for lying to him but I am not having any option right now,

"Trust me I am not lying at all", I said slowly but he just held my hand and pushed me on the bed,