Battle Of Survival

Episode 16

Irish's Point Of View,

I was so f*****g scared about what will happen now, I just lied to him about my periods and I am so scared that what if he check me, I am just so scared to my core, I was just thinking that what if he hurt me and I am not able to handle any kind of pain coz my parents never hit me before, and today this monster just hit me so hard and I am still feeling so pain near my lips but I just can not say anything to him coz I just know that he will not think once before kill me and I just do not want to die in such a young age, I just want to meet to the Nile at least once before I die, I just know that it would be so hard for me to make him understand that I am married to somoen else and now I am just used and now there is no way that I can even look into his eyes, I just gulped hard coz I just do not know what will happen now, the moment I said to him that I am on my periods and he just pushed me on the bed and my head just started sweating hard, I am scared to my death now,

"How dare you f*****g lie to me you b***h", he said to me and he pulled my dress, I just do not know what should I do and I just gulped hard my saliva,

"Trust me I am not lying", I said to him but he just pulled my shorts down and I felt so f*****g embarrassed, I just want to cry so hard, I want to cry my lungs out, I never felt that like this before, I just want to die right now, I was wearing my underwear and also wearing a pad inside, so the moment he pulled my shorts and looked at my underwear and I just closed my eyes coz I was feeling so f*****g shy, there is no way that I can look into his eyes especially when he is looking at my private area, no one is allowed to touch me there or look at there, but this bastard is forcing me for this and there is no way that I can save myself so I just lied to Shimmy that I am on my periods and I need some pads,

A few moments ago-

I removed my clothes and jumped in the bathtub, this bathroom was nothing less than a heaven, every single thing was so pretty and expensive and I am feeling like I can stay here forever, I do not even need a bedroom while if I could have this bathroom, this hot water was soothing my skin and I was feeling so relaxed and calm, for some time I even forget about my all problems, this bath was so relaxing, but the moment I jumped out from the tub again all those thoughts started running into my mind and I again just gulped my saliva, I was so worried, I want to save myself anyhow but nothing is coming into my mind, I was thinking hard and just then an idea popped into my mind and I just pray to god that this idea will work,

"Shimmy, I need your help", I said to her as I just peeped out from the bathroom and looked at her,

"Yes, tell me how can I help you", she asked me as she came to me and I just forced a smile on her,

"I need some pads, I just got my periods now and I badly need them", I said to her and she looked at me with wide eyes,

"Oh my god that will make him so angry for sure, I mean he just hate this and I am so sure that he would be so f*****g angry", she said to me and I just gulped hard,

"Oh, but what can I do, it is just natural, it is my date time and I just got it so there is no way that I can help about it", I said to her and she just looked at me with pity eyes,

"You, hope you are not lying coz if he got to know that you are lying then he is not gonna spare you", she asked me and for a second I just thought that she will catch me as sweat started coming on my forehead but I just shook my head and looked at her with a forced smile,

"Okay then just wait for me here, I will be back soon as I will get them for you", she said to me and she just walked out of the room and I changed my clothes and wore the dress she gave to me, it was a little uncomfortable dress of me but I just did not complain as I just wore and walked out of the bathroom, soon she came back with so many pads and handed them to me and I again forced a smile to her and took that pads and walked in the bathroom, I just saw there was a red colour inside the bathroom so I just used it on my pad and attached it with my underwear, I was just hoping that he will not check it but in case if he is a stupid psyco, he will check it for sure so I just want to be in a safe zone, I walked out as Simmy was waiting for me outside,

"Are you okay, are feeling low or stomach or something, if you need anything else you can tell me and ask me, okay, I will be always there for you", she said to me as she caressed my head,

"Thank you so much Shimmy, I just can not express how happy I am to have you in my life as I got you just now", I said to her and hugged her so hard,

At present-

He was looking at me with angry eyes and I just do not what should I say now, it is so hard for me to control this, I am scared that what if he pulled my underwear down, there is no way that I can face him, I was just closing my eyes tight as it was so humiliating for me to handle this, all these moments are just like a punishment for me, I wanted to have all these moments with the Nile and the only Nile and if this man try to hurt me I would finish soon,

"How you f*****g dare, why the hell this happened today, you just know so well that I want to f**k you hard but this stupid period came just now and I just want to you right now", he yelled at me and I just opened my eyes slowly, I just thought that he will hit me but thank god he did not raise his hand on me, I was thankful to God that he was only angry and he did not do anything else to hurt me, I was not expecting him to say something like this, I just know that he would be angry but did not know that he will say these types of words,

"I just do not know, I am not normal, I have some health issues", I said to her and he just came to me and hovered me and sucked my neck so seductively, I just thought that he is not gonna leave me in my periods too but thank god that I was wrong at least this time, he just roamed his hand on my chest and pulled one breast in his hand upon my dress and I just closed my eyes again, his touch was making me feel so disgusted and I just want to feel that I am gonna puke now, I was feeling pain as he was grabbing my breast and then pinching it and I just cried in pain,

"Please, please, please, do not do that", I said to her in a pleading tone and he just came to my chest and tried to remove my dress from the upper side but I did not let him do that, I just do not know how to stop me, tears were already rolling down to my cheeks, and my vision was already getting blurry, but I just composed myself and try to control my tears and took a deep breath, he was still torturing me with his hands and sucking my neck and I just hold my dress so tight coz there is no way that I am gonna let him win this, I will try my best to hold myself and control this, I just know that it is not that easy to do that but if I try I could manage it,

I was just feeling that his member was growing big as I could feel it near my stomach, he was f*****g getting erected with my touch and lust was clearly visible in his eyes but now I just know that he will not force me today at least as I told him that I am on my date and these words already spoiled his mood, he just sucked my neck aggressively one last time and then looked at me with angry eyes,

"Just let me know when the hell this stupid period of yours will be over", he said to me and grabbed my jaw with so much force and I just looked at him with tearful eyes,

"Did you f*****g get that", he asked me and I just nodded my head slowly and he left my jaw and left the room holding his member with his hand and cursing me so badly,