Irish's Point Of View,
I just do not know until when I will feel the same in this house, this house is scares me so much, I do not know what should I do to get rid of this fear, but this fear is not ready for leave me, I can not take breath properly, I can not sleep properly, I always think that he will come back anytime soon and again punish me for nothing, since I came here, I did nothing wrong but still every passing second is a punishment for me and now I am done with punishment, can not god see that I am done with this, can not god see that I already suffered more than anything, can not he see that I am dying each passing moment, I can not survuve like that, this life is a lie for me, I did not expect this life ever in my life and I do not think that I derseev this kind of life, I w
