Irish's Point Of View,
I just do not know how should I explain what I am feeling in this house, I am just feeling that I am a bird in a golden cage and I will die in this golden cage, no one loves me and the person who does, he does not have any idea about my condition, he would be still wondering that why I did not reply him yet, I just know that he is so handsome and he could easily get anyone he wants but what about me, what I will do, what will happen with me, he will not even look at me when he will get to know about it, I was just lying on the bed and I do not know when did I closed my eyes and I just then felt that someone was caressing my hair and I instantly opened my eyes and saw Shimmy was caressing my hair like a mother,
"Hey, when did you come, did you wait for me so long", I asked her and she just smiled at me,
"No, I did not wait, I came just now", she said to me and sat on the bed and gave me her hand and I also got up from the bed and sat on that,
"What did you bring for me", I asked her and she just put the plate and tray in front of me and I just smiled at her as I looked at breakfast, she made sandwiches for me with orange juices,
"Thank you so much Shimmy, you do not have any idea how hungry I am", I said to her and took the tray and started eating the sandwich and it was no doubt so yummy so I just licked my lips,
"Thank you Shimmy, it is so yummy", I said and eat again and she was just looking at me and smiling and I just looked at her with narrow eyes,
"I am so glad that you like it", she said to me and kissed my head, I finished my breakfast so fast coz I was so hungry and she was just standing there and looking at me with a big smile on her face,
"Okay so now you go and sleep, you must be tired and you need some rest now, okay", she said to me and caressed my hair one last time and made me sleep,
"Can I come with you, I do not want to sleep", I said to her but she just looked at me with worried eyes,
"I do not think that it is good for you to go there now, you just should stay here and take some rest, I will come to you once you will take a good nap, okay, so till then have some rest", she said to me and I just looked at her with sad eyes,
"Just try to understand baby, I am saying this for your own sake", she said to me and I just nodded my head with a sad face, she then made me laid on the bed and covered me with a quilt, she passed me a big smile and left the room and closed the door, I just adjusted myself on the bed and closed my eyes and I just did not realize when did I fell asleep but I was thankful that I at least slept and I could divert my mind for some time at least,
Three days passed-
"Hey Shimmy, I am so hungry, I need to eat something so fast", I said to Shimmy as I was sitting at the dining table and reading the newspaper, four days passed and I am feeling so good here, that monster is not at the home, he is out of station for his work and we do not know when he will come back so I am enjoying at this home so much,
"Wait for me honey, I am just gonna give you, your favourite breakfast", she said to me as she was yelling from the kitchen and I was just sitting there, I never felt this good before,
The day he left-
I was lying on my bed with so much happiness and the door of the room was closed, and I have no idea that he is in the home, the door of my room got open with a bang and he walked in the room with lust in his eyes, and I just got scared to see him like this here, I just do not know why he always comes like this to scare me, I just gulped hard to see him as my head was already started sweating and I just wiped my head to see him, hope he is just here to talk,
"What happened, why are you here", I asked him and he just walked close to me and stood in front of me and staring at me with lusting eyes and I was just feeling so disgusted to see him like this,
"Seems like you forget that it is my house and I came anywhere I want, so you better do not question me again about this", he said to me as he held my jaw so tightly and tears build up in my eyes again, does he come to me always to hurt me, can not he let me live peacefully at least, I am just trying my best to stay calm here and maintain my distance from him, but he always comes to me to hurt me and I do not understand it why,
"No I was just asking", I said slowly as he was squeezing my jaw and I cried in pain and then he just jerked my jaw so painfully and I just looked at him with tearful eyes,
"Did your periods go away", he asked me in an extremely angry tone and I slowly shook my head as he was roaming his hands on my thighs and I was feeling so disgusting, I was feeling ticklish and I badly want to push his hand away from my body as is so f*****g uncomfortable when someone touches you so badly and you do not want them to touch you but you are so helpless that you can not even do something,
"No, I am still on my periods, it is just one day passed and it takes more than five days for me", I said to him slowly and he just looked at me with angry eyes as I asked him for his kidney, I was just gulping hard and I just do not know what the hell he will do with me,
"You are really so damn lucky you b***h or else you would be under my body and screaming my name right now", he said to me and after hearing his words I was feeling like I want to puke so badly but I just controlled myself and gulped hard, he came to me and pulled my hair so hard and I cried in pain,
"I am just going out for a business trip, and this trip is so important for me, so if you try to do anything or if you try to pull any stunt here, remember one thing, you will not like the consequences and I will make sure that you regret your stunt so much, so better you stay in your limit and behave nice with the staff here, okay", he said to me and then he patted my cheek like I am a small kid and I just looked at him with wide eyes, what the hell is wrong with him, just now he was pulling my hair and now he was caressing my cheek, what gotten into him, I just gulped hard and nodded my head,
"And also, hope when I will come back, you will be free with your stupid period", he said and kissed my head and I was just speechless, I just do not know why he is caring for me all of the sudden, I do not know what to say so I just nodded my head slowly and he just walked out of the room and closed the door,