I woke up in Calder’s large bed alone. Moonlight flooded into the dark room from the window. My head pounded harshly, vision shifting for a moment. After clutching my forehead, I pushed myself up to a seated position and leaned against the headboard.
“What happened?” I whispered to myself.
The last thing that I remembered was cleaning myself up in the bathroom. Everything after that was a blacked-out blur that my brain either couldn’t remember or didn’t want to remember. And part of me feared that this … had happened before. So many times, I couldn’t remember anything about those endless nights at Dad’s estate.
What if someone … what if something bad happened? In front of my guys too?
Deciding that I needed to at least see if someone remembered, I shuffled out of bed, realized that I w
