“How could you?” I heard my voice echoing not realising how loud I was speaking. He seemed shocked at my reaction, what did he expect? That I say oh it's nothing, good joke? I looked at him with complete disgust. What did I get myself caught up in? He walked over to me, “I know I hurt you and I regret following Austin’s orders to keep an eye on you, had I said no we wouldn’t be talking about this right now.” My expression changed to confusion, what did he mean by following Austin’s orders? I can’t seem to explain how I am feeling, my stomach in a knot, my hands trembling and a little light headed. I calmed myself, gathering my words carefully so that I don’t scream at him again even though I wanted to.
“Please explain what you meant with ‘following Austin’s orders,” I asked him refrainin
