I decided to write Austin a letter, explaining my disappearance, even though I don’t owe him anything. It should keep him away for a while, I hope. As I was about to start writing the letter I had to get a grip on my emotions first, I had so much to say but I had no idea where to start, no idea how to put it all into words. Regardless of the hurt I still had so much love for him, I cared for him. A man I know so little about, a man I knew for such a short time and yet I wanted that man with all of my heart and soul. Tears falling on the paper, I finally started…
“Austin…
I don’t even know where to start, but please I need you not to look for me and let me be. Therefore this will also be a letter for a leave of absence or a resignation letter if must. I see now that I was too emotionally
