Love Me, Will You?

Love is cruel. Ever since I was born, one look, and they think I don't deserve their love. I was heartbroken, and yet I foolishly yearned for their love. Every day I try to do my best at school, get high scores, participate in school events, work part-time job, and I even voluntarily do house chores. Even so, it was nothing to them. All they cared about was my elder brother and my elder sister. As they have inherited my parents' looks, they are definitely popular and famous. I even wondered if I was really their daughter, given that my appearance is average and not very appealing to others. In the end, I was nothing in their eyes, maybe a servant. And then my life suddenly changed that very moment when I decided to buy some groceries that day. It was Wednesday. As usual, I want to buy some ingredients for today's dinner. Making a list and dressing comfortably for my daily routine at the store. "Mom, I'm going to leave for a sec, do you need anything?" I shouted, waiting at the doorstep. "Oh, um, then buy some cream for your sister or something. She's been cooped in her room, crying because of some pimples on her face". Unexpectedly, due to earsdropping, my sister suddenly yelled "Some pimples?! Mum, you should not underestimate some pimples! Look at me! I'm so ugly now, what if Keith doesn't like it because of this?" "Oh hush now darling, don't worry, we will fix it and, besides, who can resist my darling angel? You are so pretty, you know, I'm pretty sure Keith could never resist you." Cooing to my selfish and narcissist sister, I quietly leave, thinking I might get scolded for no reason at all because my existence is the cause of her misery. Then, using my old bike, I went to the nearest store. Buying everything I needed, as I was about to leave, suddenly a group of robbers entered, pinpointing their guns to the cashier. Terrified, I automatically hid in the maintenance staff room, hoping they wouldn't see me. Then the yelling started, the cries of the terrified people and the stuttering voice of the cashier. "Oh god, p-p-lease ha-have mercy". Cannot contain his irritation, the robber suddenly grabbed the collar and directly pointed the g*n to the cashier's head. "Give it to me now or else we will go kill this kid!", proving his point, his colleague suddenly pulled the child away from its mother then suddenly slice its arms two times. The child wailed in pain, crying for its mother. Shocked, the cashier immediately pulled out the money and gave it to the robber for the sake of the child's life. The robbers greedily took the money, as if there was not enough. By their sudden urge, they started molesting women, searching their bodies for some jewelry, tearing their clothes apart. Because of their cruelty, some men tried to rebel against the robbers, then the killings started. Many people died, even the cashier was dropped dead. Knowing I couldn't survive if I stayed there, I immediately got out of the room and sneakily went past through to the robbers. I also immediately called the police, hoping at least some of us would be saved. And then suddenly the robber found me, grabbed my hair and started punching my face. It was horrible, so much pain, even if I fought back, this bulky man wouldn't stop hurting me. I felt like dying at that moment. As I accepted my fate that I would die today, suddenly the kid started to run, going after the man who was trying to kill me, and then struck his back using the knife he found at the store. The robber wailed in pain, angry, and went to the kid. Seeing it, I tried to get up, wincing in pain. I didn't want the kid to die, so I sprinted with all my strength and tackled the man and I shouted to the kid and said " Run, run away!Go!" and putting all my strength into the man. "You b***h! Get off!" "Never!". Irritated, the man yanked my hair again, and threw me across the wall. My head was hit. It felt like my ribcage broke and my tears flowed uncontrollably. My blood started to flow like a faucet and I started to lose consciousness. As I closed my eyes, I heard the sounds of the police sirens, thinking "You guys are so late." and then I died. And when I woke up, I tried to talk but I couldn't, I couldn't even move. It feels like I have no strength and I feel my body so heavy. I tried to use my arm when suddenly I saw an infant's arm. Horrified, I realize I am an infant itself. Confused and scared, I realize I have been reincarnated in a place a god only knows.