FOREVER IS NOT A EVER AFTER

CHEATER

At lunch time Alejandro was no were in the cafeteria and I already knew there was something up between them, not just the project. Next period I decide to confront him, as soon as he comes in the classroom I ask him.

“Where have you been, I’ve been looking for you?” And I make the most innocent face I have. 

“I went with Caroline to the computer laboratories to work on the project” 

“Oh, I thought we might spend some time at lunch,”

“Yeah, but I did wanted to work with her so I could have the afternoon off, we’ve been having a few stressful weeks and haven’t seen each other for a while, so I wanted to make it up to you” he looks at me with an apologetic smile. 

“Tell me about it” and know I feel bad for thinking he might been having something to do with Caroline. 

“So your place or mine?” He asks with a huge grin. 

“My place, at 6 how about I ask for a pizza?”

He smiles again “it’s a date”

At the end of the class he walks with me to art, he never does that. We get there before everyone but insisted on waiting with me until the class started. Antony was early also but he basically ignored us and went about his business.  When Alejandro leaves for his class Antony immediately turn to me. 

“What’s with your new bodyguard” but he looks annoyed. 

“You know he is my boyfriend not my bodyguard, and he is feeling guilty for all the time he’s been away” 

“No he doesn’t!” This is actually the first time I’ve seen him mad “he just wants to take advantage of the situation and I give him 3 more weeks before he shows his real face”. 

With that said he turns and leaves the class I actually hear him mumble something to the teacher about not feeling good. 

That’s when I decided to follow him. I walked behind a few feet so he couldn’t see me. He entered a building I had never seen, in the door it said “winter sports” 

I see him walk into the men’s locker room and I notice an ice skating ring and some bleachers, so I decide to go seat down and wait. After a few minutes he comes out in a Hockey uniform all black and white and his helmet in hand. He starts skating back and forth with the hockey stick with too much speed if you ask me. Then he takes a few shots to the goal and practices some moves after like an hour I was starting to feel numb, I was getting cold. I decide to get down and walk to the player’s entrance and then he spots me, and comes over. 

“How long have you been here?” He is confused. 

“Enough to know you’re pretty good at this, and to start not feeling some of my body parts” we both start laughing. “So this is where you disappear every now and then and every weekend?” 

“Yeah, you caught me” he looks to the lockers “would you like to skate with me?”

“I’m actually pretty cold, and I still need to get home and finish homework, we’ll be leaving for the rodeo Nationals in a few weeks and I want to be on schedule in school.” 

“How about we come after Christmas break.”

“Sure” and I smile at him. “See you tomorrow ok? Don’t be mad at me”

“Never!” He yells at me as I’m leaving. 

I arrived just in time to pick up the apartment and work on some stuff before Alejandro got here. I changed into something more comfortable, a plain white shirt and some shorts. Suddenly the doorbell rings, I open the door and he is standing there with a pizza box and a movie. 

“Brought dinner” I’ve got this feeling that I don’t like, “do you like “Saw”?”

“Not really but let’s watch it while we eat” I went to get the plates while he puts the movie in the laptop. 

We are done eating and the movie its half way through, he starts moving his hand on my thighs. I turn to look at him and he takes this an invitation to kiss me, not like it’s the first time we’ve kissed, I mean we have made out lots of times here, but never gotten farther. He shifts his body so he is on top of me and I’m pinned between him and the couch. His hand go from my thigh up to my waist and underneath my shirt. I don’t really feel like stopping him we usually do this and then stop before anything else happens. He starts massaging my b****t with one hand, while we kept on kissing, he starts kissing me down de neck and in the collar bone. That’s when he moves one of his legs between mine and uses his other leg to support his weight on the floor allowing him to move both his hands. Meanwhile we were kissing he gently grabs both my wrists and pins them on top of my head. He knows I’m not ready I’ve told him a thousand times, but this is where I notice something is not right he is starting to get too rough. He pulls my shirt up leaving my bra exposed, with his freehand he pulls down my bra exposing my b*****s. 

“Please stop, you know I’m not ready for this”

As I’m telling him this he bends down and s***s and bites my sensitive n*****s. And he starts to put his hand under my shorts and panties. 

“No, stop now, I don’t want this, let me go”

But instead of stopping he holds me down harder. This is were riding comes in handy, I have really strong legs and quick reflexes. I keep on trashing trying to get him to listen, I don’t want to hurt him. He is supposed to care for me, as the tears threaten to come out I pull both my legs up to his neck and lock both on one side of his head, since he doesn’t have a good balance point I push with all my strength to the side and manage to make him fall of the couch. This gave me enough time to jump up and get my distance with him quickly fixing my cloths. 

“What a hell is your problem!” He is shouting 

“I asked you to stop! You know I’m not ready for this” now the tears are turning into rage. 

“How difficult is to open your legs, we are almost 3 months in this relationship” he is visibly annoyed. 

“Well it’s not my fault you prefer to spend your time with Caroline than with me, you’re always busy nowadays!” I’m trying my best to control my anger. 

“Well at least Caroline does know how to open up those legs she has and satisfy me! And is never too busy riding around horses when you should be riding this!” And he points down to his d**k. Now I’m shock did he just admitted to have cheated on me? 

“Since when?” I guess I did saw that one coming just didn’t expect him to admit it so openly. 

“Since the first weekend I went to the frat party! I was just hoping to ruin your little perfect girl facade for him!” He yells as he heads to the door. 

“What are you talking about” now I’m confused 

“You don’t know, well I won’t tell” he has this evil look and it gives me goose bumps. 

I decide to make him leave. “We are done I don’t want to see you again, and please don’t even bother to look my way in any way!” I take his movie and throw it to him missing his head by a few inches. He picks it up and leaves the apartment closing the door behind him. I run up to the door and close it with the deadbolts. 

I feel so dumb, why did I do this to myself. I prepare a hot shower, and after I blow dry my hair and go to my room. I turn on my music and get lost to the lyrics of “bucked off” by Brad Paisley. 

“... This ain't a wild bull, it's just a barstool

But it's all I can do to just hang on

And George Strait's on the jukebox in the corner

Singing about cowboys riding away... 

It feels like there's a number

Pinned on to the back of my shirt

'Cause this is where the cowboy gets bucked off... But the pain only lasts so long

And when you get bucked off you get back on... “