{Forbidden Lust the series 2} Pregnant For My Husband's Brother

Third person POV "I think that I'm pregnant" Emma said presenting the pregnancy test and she was really pregnant, her gorgeous face looked slightly pale, and the weakness was visible on her face and also on the way she clutched the wall, she can't afford to hold on to someone for now because she is not yet sure whether to be happy or worried from the pregnancy of another male whilst still marrying his brother. She steals a glance at Ava once in a while to gawk her facial expression but so far her face was neutral without any sigh of anger or happiness, but thinking more on it, why does she carries pregnancy test every where she goes, is she a doctor?, she doesn't remember so, but before she could come to a conclusion a heartbreaking voice screamed. "What!!" Jose shouted, he was beyond shocked and dumbstruck, how, how can this happen?, how can his wife be pregnant for his brother so soon?, it hasn't even been two weeks, or did they start f*****g each other even without waiting for me to leave here then?, how can she even get pregnant "Have you..." Jose swallowed hard, the word he wanted to say sound so heavy from his mouth, he doesn't know how to force it out. He thought that all this Cillian was doing with his wife was just a play, that they are trying to fulfill their fantasy, and after sometimes they would come back to their senses and go their ways, and then Emma would come and apologize to him, realizing her mistakes and vow to never do it again, and then they would went back to their happy life that Cillian wasn't part of, he thought that this was just a few moment thing, that's why he decided to give Cillian what he want, he decided to follow his idea and not hastily confronting Emma to avoid her choosing so fast, that why he has been avoiding Emma's gaze because he is not ready to hear anything from her for the moment and he is not ready to confront her for the time being untill they realizes their mistake. But it seems that all this thinkings was only his delusion, who in their right mind would leave the gorgeous girl after having a taste?, he has been trying to convince himself that the look of deep love he saw in the eyes of Emma towards Cillian was just lust, craving and nothing more, even when his brains was telling him that he was lying to himself but he refused to listen to it. 'Why! why!' he screamed inside his head and looked up again "...have you guys being f*****g even before I reach were I was going?" he finally spatted it out, he knew that the question was a silly one and he already know the answer but he still went ahead to ask, he can't bear all of this, he can't pack all of it inside his mind anymore or he might die prematurely. "Emma you..." Jose swallowed again, he doesn't know what he was feeling right now or what he should feel, hurt?, anger?, betrayal?, it seems that it was now that he has realized that he has truly lost Emma, if the case was negotiable before, now it wasn't. He has realize the power of pregnancy, what pregnancy could cause, all his delusion, all his convincing of himself that this was just temporal, now he has finally realized that he was just dreaming earlier, tears started to ozz down from his cheeks unending, his handsome face was now in disarray, his heart felt like it was about to suffocate and if he didn't stop thinking about this that he might get a heart attack or gasp for air. Seeing this Emma was also sad, she don't know that she never loved Jose from the beginning, she thought that she did but she was realizing that it was only life, she doesn't feel any spark with Jose, no giddiness, she doesn't feel any anxious feeling from him in whatsoever time, she doesn't feel anything at all, but with Cillian she can't even discribe how she is feeling, anytime she sees the man she became unnecessary happy to the extent if people wasn't there she would have jumped on his laps and hug him forever, whenever Cillian's talking to her she feels a very good feeling warming her body as if she was now complete with him, as if she was were she's supposed to be, is it talking about s*x?, that part is a given, she is not even certain that there would be any other man that can pleasure her or f**k her like Cillian does, even though she felt so guilty and want nothing else than to make Jose stop hurting but she wouldn't sacrifice her lifetime happily would she?