My surroundings become a blur as time seems to stand still for me. Everything.. I had everything I could ask for right in my hands. I was able to hold it, feel it, love it. And now I have to let it all go.
What I am currently feeling is new for me. I have no plan and do not know what to do. I am completely blindsided by this extreme power shot being dealt to me. This happens sometimes amongst the ranks as men try to rise above one another out of greed. But who?.. A short list of possibilities run through my head. It could have been Russo, Johnny Johnson, some new kid I don’t know about? Or worse.. Someone after Raine?
Whoever it is may have caught me off guard with this, but I have no intentions of throwing in the towel. They have no idea who they are f*****g with. I may have gone stra
