Desperately into you

CHAPTER 91

I was here in my room crying my heart out because of what happened.

After what happened in the bathroom and when Viel saw us, I can't bear when I saw how disappointed he was with me... And what's more painful is when Bellas run and hugged him as if I was the Villain of their loves story.

I was hurt too... She started it.

I can't bear what I'm sewing at that time so I run while the tears continue strolling down my cheeks.

I don't care if another guest is watching me, I know I'm making a very embarrassing moment at that time but I was mad and hurt that I don't care what they'll say...

I looks like a mad woman at that time, I was so messed with my hair, and my dress but I continued running until I got out of this suffocating premises that I wish I never went. I regretted that came here.

That time I heard commotions when I heard Viel call my name. I didn't think he'll follow me but thinking that he would just scold me for what I just did hurts me more...

My parents surely get mad at me because their so good and only the heiress made another shameful act again...

I ran straight towards the car and at that time I was thankful that my bodyguard was there.

That's the moment that I was grateful that there was Luka. I told him to drive me home so he did.

So here I am in my room... Lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling. I think I run out of tears, 'cause there's no more, I don't want to move I just want it here in my room.

Well, our room is our comfort. Whenever I feel down it's like my room does.

Luka was downstairs when he saw me in that state, he just don't know what to do, he drove me home and watch me as I ran to my room, he was quiet and serious the whole time, well he's usually like that anyway.

Unmoving with a calm breath and the beating of my heart started to call down unlike earlier it was terribly tight.

After a few moments, I heard the screech sounds of a car that has just arrived. I heard it since all my windows were open and only the door of my room was locked.

I puffed a breath... And close my eyes, I'm sure that's my parents... I'm hoping that they're going to leave me alone even just for tonight 'cause I needle that, I don't really want to hear anything right now but silence.

But I think this is the really unlucky night I've ever had because just after a few minutes I heard a knock on my door... I don't know if it's Melinda or if that's my parents already waiting for me behind that damn door.

I didn't answer, I didn't even move... I'm tired and I just want to sleep.

Silence...

But then again someone knocked again, it was a soft knock... I browned but I didn't answer.

"Karina..."

My stoic face crumpled and my eyes widens as I swiftly looked at the closed door of my room.

I think I heard it wrong.

I slowly sat on my bed and stared at the door.

He won't be here, right? He's probably there comforting Bella while I was here lonely.

I stayed silent and afterward I shook my head because I didn't hear a knock or a voice calling my second name.

"You're insane, KC," I whispered to myself...

I'm probably hallucinating right now, why he would follow me here anyway?

I used my lips and was about to lie on my bed again but---

"Karina, open the door."

I was stoned and looked back at the door once again with my wide-eyed gaze...

It's him!

I heard it clearly, it's him! He's here.

There's a soft knock again.

"Karina, open this door, hmm?"

I almost fall on my bed when made his voice was so soft and sweet.

Fuck!

That's bait.

"Sir, she's probably asleep now..."

I heard Melinda said

" I saw her crying hard, Sir, " she added.

My forehead crinkled, what the? This girl is just so nosy!

"I know,"

That's a faint and weak voice coming from Viel.

" I'll b just in the guestroom, inform me if she's awake okay? Right away... Okay?"

He ordered Melinda.

"Yes, sir.." Melinda immediately answered.

I sighed.

It's better not to see him right now. I don't want and I can't.

I wonder what she thinks of me right now. Well, he knew I have this attitude though, I'm not a hypocrite to hide it.

He knows that I am sometimes stubborn, he even often calls me a brat but what just had happened between me and Bella wasn't my fault, she started it and I was provoked 'cause she attacked me physically.

But anyway...id rather not think of that. It's better to forget about that.

I sighed once again and stood up from my bed.

I face the mirror.

Well, I look like s**t, with messy hair and my light make-up was ruined because of my endless tears a while ago and my night fancy dress was badly ruined too.

" I better take a shower," I whispered to myself.

Good thing I didn't open the door when Viel was knocking earlier... Damn, I look like s**t and ugly, good thing I was saved from embarrassment the second time.

I took off my dress and walked naked into the bathroom.

I washed my face first and looked at myself in the mirror once again here in the bathroom.

When it is the bathtub was ready, I let myself submerged in it... The soft and warm water embraces me and it feels so good and relieving.

"Hmm.." I rested my head and close my eyes.

This is so good, if I just chose to stay here than attend the one party instead I think I was already sleeping peacefully by now. But what can I do? It already happened.

And I still have a class tomorrow too that I have to attend... Probably Crisha and her cousins are still in the cloud I guess, but I remember that Sandro was there earlier at the party so maybe she's talking about Mike or Sidro when she said she'll go clubbing with her cousin?

Well... I think so. I guess she's with her cousin Mike, I doubt Sidro would be there since he was based in Seattle probably busy together with Viel's dad.

I lick my lower lip and play with the bubbles in the tub.

I'll just relax, for now, I'm going to face my parent's wrath tomorrow. And also is I could hide from Viel tomorrow, I will.