Episode1
Kelly POV
The morning sun wasn’t a blessing; it was a spotlight on everything I was failing to fix.
I stood in the narrow hallway of my apartment building, my breath hitching in my throat. There it was. A neon-orange slip of paper, taped crudely to the peeling wood of my door. It looked like a scream made of paper.
**EVICTION NOTICE.**
The words were bold and cold. They didn’t care that I had spent the last three nights surviving on black coffee and generic-brand crackers. They didn’t care that my hands were stained with cerulean blue and titanium white paint because I couldn’t afford proper soap to scrub them clean. To the homeowner, I wasn’t Kelly White, the artist with a vision. I was just Tenant 4B, the girl who was three months behind on rent.
I ripped the paper off the door, the adhesive making a sharp, mocking sound. My fingers trembled as I tucked it into the pocket of my oversized cardigan. I couldn't let the neighbors see. Not that they cared, the hallway smelled like stale cabbage and floor cleaner, a scent that seemed to cling to my very skin.
I pushed inside my apartment and locked the deadbolt. It was the only thing that felt secure, even if it was a lie.
The studio was small, what the real estate agents would call "cozy" but nobody else would call a closet. My bed was a mattress on the floor, tucked into a corner. The rest of the space belonged to my art. Canvases were propped against every wall, some finished, most half-done. They were my children, my ghosts, and my only hope.
I walked over to the window. The New York City skyline loomed in the distance, a jagged horizon of glass and steel. Somewhere out there, people were making millions of dollars before breakfast. Here, I was wondering if I could stretch my last five dollars into two days of meals.
"Keep it together, Kelly," I whispered to the empty room. My voice sounded thin.
I looked at my easel. On it was a landscape I’d been working on for weeks. It was a scene of the city at dusk, the lights flickering like grounded stars. I had tried to capture the way the light hit the puddles after a rainstorm, that fleeting moment of beauty in a place that usually felt so harsh. But looking at it now, all I see is failure. Beauty didn't pay the electric bill.
My phone buzzed on the kitchen counter. It was a text from Sarah, the manager at the café where I was waiting.
“Hey Kel, can you cover Miller’s shift tonight? It’s going to be a rainy one. Lots of tips if you’re up for it.”
I closed my eyes and leaned my forehead against the cool glass of the window. A rainy night meant a busy night. It meant grumpy customers with wet umbrellas and muddy shoes. But it also meant extra cash. It meant I could maybe, just maybe, buy another week of time before the homeowner changed the locks.
“I’ll be there,” I typed back.
I spent the next few hours trying to paint, but the orange slip of paper felt like a weight in my pocket, pulling at me. Every time I tried to mix a color, my mind drifted to the logistics of homelessness. Where would I put my canvases? Who would take care of my brushes? They were the most expensive things I owned. Some artists made it big, their names whispered in hushed tones in galleries in Chelsea. I was just the girl sketching on the back of receipts.
By 5:00 PM, the sky had turned a bruised purple, and the first drops of rain began to streak my window. I changed into my uniform, black leggings and a faded polo shirt with "The Daily Grind" embroidered on the chest. I tied my hair back into a messy bun, ignoring the stray curls that refused to stay put.
I looked in the mirror. My eyes looked tired, the dark circles a permanent fixture these days. I looked like anyone else who was losing a fight.
"Smile," I said in my reflection. "Nobody tips a girl who looks like she’s about to cry."
I grabbed my sketchbook and a charcoal pencil. I never went anywhere without them. They were my shield. When the world got too loud or too mean, I disappeared into the lines on the page.
Leaving the apartment felt like leaving a sinking ship. I walked down the four flights of stairs, the wood creaking under my weight. Outside, the air was thick and damp. I didn't have an umbrella, mine had broken in a windstorm a month ago, so I pulled my hood up and started the walk to the café.
The city was a different beast in the rain. The neon signs reflected off the black asphalt, creating a neon kaleidoscope. I tried to memorize the colors, the way the red of a "Don’t Walk" sign bled into the yellow of a passing taxi. I needed to remember this. If I ended up on the street, I’d need to paint the world from memory.
By the time I reached the café, I was damp and shivering. The bell above the door chimed, a cheery sound that clashed with my mood. The smell of roasted beans and cinnamon hit me, warming my nose.
"You look like a drowned rat," Sarah said, though her eyes were kind. She handed me an apron. "Get some coffee in you and hit the floor. We’re slammed."
I nodded and moved behind the counter. The next few hours were a blur of steam, clinking spoons, and polite smiles. I moved on autopilot. Double latte. Low-fat cappuccino. Blueberry muffin, warmed up. During my ten-minute break, I sat at a small table in the back corner, the one hidden by a large potted palm. I pulled out my sketchbook. My hands were finally warm enough to move smoothly. I started to draw the people in the café.
There was an old woman in a plastic rain bonnet, clutching her tea like a secret. There was a teenager staring at his phone, his face lit by a pale blue glow.
And then, the door opened.
A gust of cold air followed him in. He wasn't like the other customers. Most people came in looking frazzled by the weather, shaking their umbrellas and complaining about the traffic. This man walked in as if the rain had simply cleared a path for him.
He was tall, wearing a charcoal-colored overcoat that looked like it cost more than my entire life. His hair was dark and perfectly styled, despite the wind outside. He moved with a quiet, lethal sort of grace. He didn't look for a seat; he looked like he owned the building.
I found myself holding my breath. My charcoal pencil hovered over the paper.
He walked toward the counter, but his eyes scanned the room. For a split second, his gaze landed on me. It wasn't the way people usually looked at a waitress. It was sharp. Piercing. As if he were looking past my faded uniform and seeing the eviction notice in my pocket.
I looked down at my sketchbook immediately, my heart hammering against my ribs.
"Kelly! Break's over!" Sarah called out.
I stood up quickly, shoving my sketchbook onto the table. I smoothed my apron and stepped back into the fray. I had tables to clear and coffee to pour. I had a life to save.
I didn't know then that the man in the charcoal coat was Kelvin Clark. I didn't know that he had noticed the way I held my pencil, or the way I looked at the world, as if I were trying to memorize it before it vanished.
All I knew was that the orange paper was still in my pocket, and the rain was still falling.
As I walked toward his table to take his order, I felt a strange shiver that had nothing to do with the cold. The air around him felt charged, like the moment before a lightning strike.
"Welcome to The Daily Grind," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "What can I get for you?"
He looked up at me, and for the first time, I saw his eyes clearly. They were the color of the sea during a storm, grey, deep, and dangerous.
"Coffee," he said. His voice was a low baritone that seemed to vibrate in the air. "Black. And whatever you're drawing in that book."
I froze. "I... I'm sorry?"
"The sketches," he said, nodding toward the back table where my book lay open. "I'd like to see them."
I felt a flush of heat creep up my neck. "They're not for sale. They're just... practice."
"Everything is for sale, Kelly," he said softly.
My blood ran cold. How did he know my name? Then I remembered the name tag pinned to my chest. I felt like a fool.
"Just the coffee then," I snapped, turning away.
I didn't see the small, intrigued smile that played on his lips as I walked away. I didn't see him reach for his phone. I just saw the clock on the wall, ticking away the minutes until I had no home left to go to.
I didn't know that tonight, the canvas of my life was being wiped clean, making room for a story I never would have dared to paint.