"Paascaaliine..." The way he calls my name makes me cringe. He is back. He never left. As much as I want him to leave he's always been a part of my life, I can hear his voice, I can feel his presence around me, and as much as it scares me, somehow it gives me comfort. Sometimes he's too harsh and blames me for everything, but other times he's just there to make me feel better, but that's how Ronald was, one moment he would be mad at me but the next, he was being this sweet person, having him here is comforting. He is the only one that sort of was so straight with me, if he didn't like something then he wouldn't hesitate to let me know about it. "You can't seem to get out of trouble." It's not like I choose to be in trouble, it always finds me. "If you wouldn't have killed me, we wo

