Twenty Five: Getting something heavy off the chest
I was anxiously chewing on my nails and I never did that unless I was dying of nervousness and this was definitely the kind of situation that made sense for me to be doing what I was doing right now. I could not believe that I had made yet another agreement that I knew I would not be able to hold up easily but what choice did I have at the time? I suppose the very first time I really did have a choice it was just me that decided to make the wrong one and now I felt like I was really in a corner in order to be able to make this one. I could not believe that I had to go and tell Celine that she has to bring James over for dinner tonight.
Celine was absolutely going to lose her mind and I did not even know how I was supposed to bring up th
