Twenty Four: unwelcomed but foreseen consequences
They say there will be no rest for the wicked and I definitely felt like I had to be one of the wicked people of the world right now because I had not gotten a wink of sleep at all last night and now that the sun had just risen I was feeling even more tired and still I could not go to sleep. I could not afford to do so anyway. I had been thinking about how I was going to deal with the situation from the moment that I went to bed with Josh and I had not been able to rest at all.
He on the other hand had been sleeping wonderfully like a baby with his arms wrapped around me. It was finally time for me to get out of this bed and deal with what I had done. The guilt was consuming me and it really felt like I would suffocate if I do not do som
