Misery loves Murder

Burning excitement

The sound of chalk clashing on the blackboard wasn't the only thing I noticed while I wrote on it. I could feel the gaze of the boys looking at my legs, my dress only reached till the knees, and as I got on my toes to write on the very top it was lifted even further up. Whenever I turned around they would avert their eyes back into their notebooks.

"Write it down, this'll be your homework for today," I said, sitting down on the chair.

I could hear sounds of discomfort, when I mentioned the homework. but I couldn't care less.

Why did you come to school if you didn't want to study? I wasn't sure what some of their parents were thinking.

I looked around and paid close attention to the class while they wrote down the questions, some of them simply pretended to write when they noticed me looking at them. I never understood why you would waste your time and continue to pile up work for later when it was right in front of you.

As I surveyed I saw Sammy and remembered my talk with the principal this morning. He was one of the kids who were good at everything and listened to what the teachers had to say but somehow still remained unpopular within the student population. While I felt somewhat bad for him I couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement as I looked at him.

What kind of face would he make if I mess him up? I wondered.

I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with him but somehow I could feel the heat in my body rising again. The more I thought about it the more aroused I became, I didn't know why I felt this way and yet my body reacted this way.

I folded my legs and leaned onto the table. I wanted to calm my burning chest. I wanted to let my fingers roam all over my body, but I had to contain myself.

What helped me keep my sanity in this situation was my husband's memories. I didn't want to betray him, but I wasn't sure how long I could fight my body and the sudden change in my emotions that I've recently started to experience.

My train of thoughts was broken by the class bell, it was the end of the class and everyone started packing their stuff and moving out. I was sure some of them never did write the questions down in their notebooks, but honestly there was no helping them.

When I saw Sammy moving out I instinctively told him to stop, I couldn't help the excitement in my heart knowing I could be alone with him for a few minutes. After everyone had left the class I turned to face him.

"Your father was talking about you with me this morning," I told him, looking at his face I knew he was somewhat puzzled. Like where was I going with this?

"He was talking about you wanting a car, and how he was against it."

He frowned his eyebrows and looked at me. At that moment he looked like a cute toy.

If only I could just mess you up.

"Why was he talking about this with you?" he asked, visibly a bit annoyed.

"Your mom was in the cabin when I came, he wanted some advice," I replied.

For a second I noticed a smile on his face before it turned to concern. I once again could feel the burning sensation inside my heart and my blood felt as if it was boiling. I knew what I wanted to do with him.

" What did you say? "he asked, he looked as innocent as a puppy waiting for a response.

I got up, and picked up my purse.

" I told him that he should listen to your mother," I could see the excitement on his face.

He jumped around for a second before he realised I was still his teacher.

"uhm.. Sorry," he muttered.

"Do you know how to drive?" I asked him.

He looked a bit dreamy before replying,

"Actually I don't."

This was my chance and I knew I couldn't let it go. I walked around the table and moved in front of him. I grabbed my car keys from my purse and waved them in front of him.

"You can learn with my car," I told him.

His eyes shone for a split second before he took a step back, it made me just a bit hesitant before I shrugged my shoulders and put the keys back in my purse.

"Wait! I want to learn," he looked pretty desperate, but not wanting to ride a teacher's car was pretty reasonable.

"It's just you are my teacher so it felt weird."

"You don't have to worry about that, just keep it a secret from him," I told him.

"I still don't understand why are you helping me ma'am," he asked, leaning slightly forward.

His brown eyes and blue jacket went well together and with ginger hair he looked like an angel. If there was someone I could mess up with it was him, there was no other reason.

" You are a good student and I just wanted to help you," I replied, faking a sweet smile.

We decided to meet later that evening at a park near school, it almost felt like a date and I honestly wondered if he felt about it the same way.

After school was over, I went back to my house. I checked around the whole place but it seemed Emma was out somewhere. How she felt about that night still remained a mystery to me but it had certainly affected our friendship.

She would barely talk to me or even greet me, I wanted to believe that it was just her way of grieving the dead and she would be back to her regular self, but that was just conjecture.

I laid down on the bed and fell asleep, the place had no phone connection, so I wasn't sure how Go was going to contact me and with everything else going on at the same time, I wanted to rest a little bit. Moment later I fell asleep.

When I finally woke up it was five on the clock, I quickly took a bath and after brushing my teeth picked out clothes to wear. I wasn't sure how things were going to get in the car but I wanted to leave an impression on Sammy's mind. I picked a black top with a loose neck somewhat revealing my breasts and dark blue jeans to go along with it.

By the time I reached the place we had decided to meet it had been past six, our meeting time.

I saw him sitting on one of the benches by himself looking around aimlessly, he had a red jacket on and a blue cap hiding his hair entirely.

I honked to get his attention and when he noticed the car he rushed towards me. When he got there I told him to get on the seat beside me.

"First you need to see me drive and then maybe we can let you do it," I told him, his gaze shifting back and forth from my cleavage to the steering wheel.

Even I could feel tingling in my body, sharing this small space with a high school teen. We drove around for a while. I told him all about driving hoping he would at least remember some of it, since I didn't want it to just turn into a driving lesson so I made small talk with him.

After driving around the neighborhood for about an hour, I drove to one of the more deserted roads. And as night slowly started to settle in I stopped the car for a little bit.

"Think you'll remember all this," I asked him.

He looked somewhat tired after listening to me talk all this time. I was tired as well but I didn't want to directly express it.

"Yeah, I guess so,"he replied, his eyes once again on my breasts.

It was time for me to confront him about it,

"You should be a little less obvious," I told him, he looked back up at my face.

"I noticed you looking at my breasts all this time."

His eyes broadened up and the surprise on his face was priceless.

"I-I'm sorry miss Rhodes, I didn't mean to," he apologized shaking his head.

I held his hand and calmed him down before saying something he had perhaps not expected.

"It's fine,"

I turned off the car completely and it became completely dark. On a road that was barely used and no lights there was nothing that could see us or disturb us. I slowly pulled up my top and threw it on the back before leading his hands onto my chest.

I leaned into his face and gave him a brief kiss before leaning back into my seat.

While I felt bad for what I was about to do, but I had promised myself a future and moving on was the first step to it.

"Keep this a secret," I told him.

He quickly leaned onto me and placed his lips on top of mine before squeezing my breasts as firmly as he could. For a minute we continued on kissing before I pushed him back onto his seat and from the space between I went in the back. I pulled off my jeans revealing everything.

Before all this I had never thought that I would be revealing myself to a student in such a manner but now that I am here, I wondered why I didn't do this this before?

The excitement was burning in my chest, this was only the start of ruining your life, I thought looking at him.