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It all started when I was six years, on a sunny afternoon, everywhere is silent with the birds chirping so loud I had to close my window.  Laying on my bed with tears streaming down my eyes I hear my mother calling me, I wiped my tears and runs out of the room in haste I collided with Amanda    Meghan where have u been , ive been searching for u all over the house, ur mom is worried.   I rolled my eyes at amanda , ever since I was a baby amanda was the one who took care of me my mom never cared about me, she is always busy with her work.   Why is she concerned about me, its not as if she notice my presence when I'm with her, all she do is work and get drunk, How I wish papa is alive       Remembering my papa brought a lot of happy memories , I shoove the memories off my mind and follow Amanda to the kitchen.       My mom storms into the kitchen , yelling at me and I turned away, i was disgusted , she stinks of alchohol         Meghan, why did you lock yourself up in your room, well I dont f*****g care, ive told amanda to pack your things you are leaving for boarding school nextweek, I can't stand seeing you in this house again, you are just a worthless child, a witch, you killed ur papa b***h.      She pours the remaining scotch in her hand on me and storms off, I ran to Amanda and hugs her crying profusely, I begged Amanda not to let mom take me to boarding school, I promise her to be a good girl, Amanda also cries and I rushed to my room locking my door. For the past five days ive not seen my mom, I tried many times to wait up for her at night just to see her once before leaving for school but she always arrives late and leaves the house before day break.        its finally time for me to leave, I turned back looking at the house with tears in my eyes, I wish papa was here, deep in thought , Amanda tapped me and leads me to the car. The driver placed my luggage in the car and drives off, staring at the house through the back of the car with tears streaming down my eyes, dreading the future that await me...             Hi guys, this my first time of writing , I'm a little bit anxious. I would appreciate if u guys leave ur comment after reading this story,and will appreciate if dere is any contribution.   I may be slow in uploading the story , but I will try my best not to keep u in suspense for too long.