Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 25

Glee Club

I'm sitting down on the middle row with all my locker stuff next to my seat. Yeah tomorrow is graduation and I just packed all those thing that I wanna bring home and bring to New York.

"Okay, seniors, the underclassmen have something they'd like to say to you." Mr. Schue says to us. "Come on."

The underclassmen walks to the front and sit down on the front and smiling at us.

"With all the dedications being thrown around McKinley this week, there was one that we wanted to make sure didn't get missed. Finn. Right now, you're something I never thought possible when I first rolled down these halls. You're my friend- our friend. Even before Glee Club was kind of cool, you had our backs. You were on the football team. You were one of the most popular kids in school. You had a lot to lose, and people forget the sacrifices you made.

We wanted to thank you." Artie smiles at Finn.

Sam with New Directions (and Tina):

There are (places I'll remember)

All my life, though some have changed

Some for (ever not for better)

Some have gone and some remain

All these (places have their moments)

With lovers and friends I still can recall

Some are (dead and some are living)

In my life I've loved them all

Sam (and Tina):

But of (all these friends and lovers)

Sam with New Directions:

There is no one compares with you

Sam (and Tina):

And these (memories lose their meaning)

Sam with New Directions:

When I think of love as something new

Sam (and Tina):

Though I (know I'll never lose affection)

Sam with New Directions:

For people and things that went before

Sam and Tina:

I know I'll often stop and think about them

Sam with New Directions:

In my life, I love you more

Sam (and Tina):

Though I (know I'll never lose affection)

Sam with New Directions:

For people and things that went before

Sam and Tina:

I know I'll often stop and think about them

Sam with New Directions:

In my life I love you more

Sam and Tina with New Directions:

In my life I love you more

They ended up their song with full of applauding from the seniors. We then walk to the front and hug them.

I smile at Sam and hug him really tight and he hug me back until we pull our body each other. I dont wanna leave him and move to New York actually.

"Thank you guys so much. This is really sweet." Finn smiles at them.

They just smile back at Finn and we back to our seat together but Finn is still standing on the front and half-smiled at us.

"I wanna spend my senior year all over again so I can graduate together with you." I said to Sam.

"It would be an honor, baby. But no. Your future is waiting for you." Sam smiles at me.

"Finn, you wanna say something?" Mr. Schue asks Finn.

"Yeah, so if I may?" Finn asks Mr. Schue.

"You got the floor, Finn." Mr. Schue says to Finn.

"First of all I wanna thank you guys so much for this. For dedicating this song to me even though all these seniors have their own part here and I cant thank you enough. This is amazing." Finn smiles at us. "And today, I'm standing here because I want to give a graduation present to someone and I know that we will graduate together but she gave me something that I wont forget and it was really special." Finn says to us.

Everyone turns their face at Rachel and smiling at her and I can see that Rachel is smiling happily and proudly.

"Dont tell me that you gave your virginity for that graduation present." Santana says to Rachel.

"No, it's not for Rachel. It's for Emily." Finn shake his head.

"Me?" I raise my eyebrows.

I turn my face at Rachel and she just smiles at me. I still raise my eyebrows and waiting for an answer from Finn.

"Yeah you." Finn nodded. "I cant thank you enough for what you gave me yesterday. Yeah even though only a picture frame of my puberty and nine pairs of different drumsticks but for me that was special because you already represent yourself as my gift. I wont be exist in this world without you. We've been together since we were unborn until the rest of our lives. You...you are half of me. I know that we fighted a lot and dealing with your crazyness is stupid, like you always kick me and make me fall from the bed only to wake me up when you cant sleep, or you will tickle me with feather, I know that you never want to sleep alone and how you afraid with the thunderstorm, I'm tired with all those silly things you did to me but I love you. I know everytime you mad at me, it's because you love me, we can ignore each other for a long time but I'm still love you and will always love you. You're amazing and I'll always be the guy who want to date you the most. I'll always be the guy who jealous with all your boyfriends...."

"I just have one." I cut him off.

"I know. I mean, those guys who dates you. And I wont let they hurt you or make you cry, because you are me and I'm you. And no matter what, you are my older sister, my number one and I love you more than anyone else in this world and you are the most beautiful girl in my life. You're amazing and you taught me how to be someone, you know me better than myself. So this is your graduation present." Finn smiles at me.

I just smile back at him and wipe the tears that slowly fall down from my face. Suddenly the music begin and New Directions singing back up.

"Dance with me." Finn says to me.

"No." I shake my head.

"Come on." Finn says and takes my hand.

I just chuckle and he start dancing with me while singing his song.

New Directions:

Uuuuhhhhh, ah-ah-aaahh

Ah-ah-aaahh-ah ah-ah-ah

Finn:

Oooh

Her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they’re not shining

Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Yeah I know, I know when I compliment her she won’t believe me

And it’s so, it’s so sad to think that she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me “Do I look okay?” I say

Finn with New Directions:

When I see your face

There’s not a thing that I would change

'Cause you’re amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl you’re amazing

Just the way you are

Finn:

Yeaaah

Her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she let me

Her laugh, her laugh she hates but I think it’s so sexy

She’s so beautiful and I tell her everyday (New Directions: I tell her everyday)

Oh you know, you know, you know I’d never ask you to change

If perfects what you’re searching for then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking if you look okay you know I’ll say

Finn (New Directions):

When I see your face (When I see your face)

There’s not a thing that I would change

‘Cause you’re amazing (You’re amazing)

Just the way you are

And when you smile (When you smile )

The whole world stops and stares for a while

‘Cause girl you’re amazing (You're amazing)

Just the way you are (Ahhh-ah-ah-ah)

The way you are... (Ah-ah-ah)

The way you are... (Ah-ah-ah)

Girl you’re amazing (You're amazing)

Just the way you are (Ahhh-ah-ah-ah)

When I see your face (Ah-ah-ah)

There’s not a thing that I would change (Ah-ah-ah)

‘Cause you’re amazing (Finn: You're amazing)

Just the way you are (Just the way you are)

And when you smile (Ah-ah-ah)

The whole world stops and stares for a while (Ah-ah-ah)

‘Cause girl you’re amazing (Finn: You're amazing)

Just the way you are (Just the way you are)

Yeaah.

"Finn, why you become really sweet these days? Thank you so much." I hug him.

"You can admit that I'm more sweet than Sam now." Finn giggles.

"Thank you. Thank you so much." I smile at Finn.

"And I have one more thing." Finn says and walks to the book rack behind the piano and take something there. "Since you gave me a picture frame of my puberty so I want to show the others about our puberty." Finn grins at me and hold a photo album.

"Oh no, you show that to them, I swear, I'll go to dad's grave and tell him that he has a suck son." I protest.

"Haha no, but this is for you. I know that we will live in New York together but I'm getting married and I want to give this to you." Finn gave me that big photo album.

I take that photo album and open it one by one. There are many picture of Finn and I since we were baby. I keep looking at that photos album while sitting down on the front row.

Finn still standing in front of me and smiling at me.

"You know what? This is the most beautiful gift that I got for my graduation present. Thank you so much." I smile at Finn.

"You're welcome." Finn smiles at me.

"Oh look, Emily's naked picture!" Kurt suddenly shouts.

"Let me see that!" Puck suddenly stand up from his seat.

"You are not allowed." Sam shake his head.

"You want to see? Here." Kurt take that photo album and show the baby picture of me and Finn naked in the bathtub.

"I was wrong." Puck rolls his eyes.

"I didnt know that you both were cute baby. Finn must be the one who with his bottle." Mercedes chuckles.

"Exactly. Finn already become a predator since we were little." I laugh.

"There are little notes in every picture." Kurt says. "Bathing time with being a bartender, Montreal, June 1995. Haha cute." Kurt chuckles.

"I just aged one month that day." Sam laughs.

"Okay let we see that." Santana takes that photos album from my hand.

I just let out a sigh and let the others see our baby picture which is sort embarassing but some of them are cute.

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"You dont want to bring this to New York?" Sam asks me as he hold my snow globe.

"I'm afraid that it will be break on the way to New York." I said to Sam.

"I can give you another one if you want, baby." Sam sit down next to me.

"I'm tired and tomorrow is graduation day." I sigh and lay my feet on his lap.

"And tomorrow you will be official alumnus." Sam says to me.

"Dont say like that. I dont wanna go to New York actually." I sigh.

"Then?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"Well because you stay here so I want to stay here too." I said to Sam.

"No." Sam shake his head. "You have to go and get your dream." Sam says to me.

"I dont wanna leave you alone here." I said to him and hug him from his left side.

"Baby, you dont leave me. You go to pick up your dream. I dont want to talk about this anymore." Sam sighs.

"I'm so sorry." I kiss his cheek.

Sam turns his face at me and smirks at me. He looked at my lips and start kissing me passionately until I lay my body on my bed and Sam ontop of me and we have our make out session.

"Your brothers wont disturb us right?" Sam asks me.

"I lock the door and put sign 'do not disturb' on the door knob besides that I throw Finn's key and my parents went to work, baby." I smirk at Sam.

"Great because I dont want to stop this moment, baby." Sam start kissing my neck.

I'm smiling when he is trying to give me a hickey on my neck until he take off his blue sweater and he want to take off my tanktop but he cant because the zipper of my bra lock my tanktop.

We just can laugh so hard through this. It's been twice when we want to do our things but turned into epic fail like this.

"It's been twice." Sam sighs and layin his body next to me.

"We can cuddle if you want." I make aslant facing him and strokes his hair.

"I really want to because you know that I'm a cuddler." Sam smirks at me.

"Even you still look cute with that smirk." I smirk back at Sam.

"Let's cuddle and fall asleep together before we face our long distance relantionship thing." Sam grins at me.

"Dont remind me with that thing please." I sigh.

"Alright, I'm so sleepy now." Sam hugs me.

"What the hell with the dnd sign here?" Finn shouts from the outside.

"Revenge for the last two weeks, Finn. Just go away!" I shout back.

"What happened?" Sam asks me.

"Two weeks ago, Finn locked the door and put a dnd sign on the knob and he had s*x with Rachel until I have to sleep in guest room alone and you know that I cant sleep alone right? So I didnt sleep." I said to Sam.

"Why you didnt tell me?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"I dont want to disturb you." I said to Sam.

"Babe, I'm wondering if you move to New York who will sleep in the same room with you?"

"Finn." I simply said.

"But he will be a husband and he must be sleeping with Rachel." Sam rolls his eyes.

"I'm still have Kurt. Or I can call you to sing me a song until I fall asleep." I giggle.

"I can fly to New York in five minutes and sleep next to you and hugging you." Sam smiles at me.

"You're sweet." I smile back at him. "Alright, lets fall asleep together." I giggle and pull the blanket to cover our body.

Sam hugs me really tight and then close his eyes. I give him a quick kiss on his lips then close my eyes.

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Graduation

The seniors and I are in the choir room together. We are here waiting for Puck who just having his final test and waiting for Mrs. Duesenberry to finish grading his test.

I'm walking go back and forth and wearing my graduation gawn.

"Oh come on, we will be late and what will happen? We are not graduating." Santana rolls her eyes.

"No one is left behind okay. Puck is our friend and we all know how he is been struggling to graduate." Finn says to Santana.

"Just calm down, Santana." Mike says.

I let out a sigh and then sit down on the piano and looking at my watch. Five minutes left.

"How?!" Finn suddenly asks curiously.

I turn my face at the door and Puck is walk in with holding his paper test.

"C- that's Puckerman A+. I'm graduating!" Puck says happily.

"Good job, man." Finn smiles at Puck.

Mike and I just smiling at each other then hi-five. No one is left behind and we will graduate together.

"So proud of you!" Quinn hugs Puck.

"Alright alright, it's three minutes left and you better wear your graduation gawn." Santana give Puck's graduation gawn to him.

Finn helps Puck wearing his graduation gawn and the hat. After that we went out from the choir room together with a big smile on our face.

We keep walking until we enter the backstage of the auditorium. And only one guy left and we are not late.

That guy went out as principal Figgins call his name. I just hold my hand and waiting for my name to call.

"Michael Chang Jr." Principal Figgins called from the microphone.

Mike grins at us then walk off from the backstage to get to the stage and get his diploma.

"Quinn Fabray." Principal Figgins calls.

"Congratulations!" I smile at Quinn.

Quinn smiles back at me then walks off from the backstage. We are just waiting for the next name one.

"Mercedes Jones."

Mercedes waves us a goodbye then walks off from the backstage. I let out a sigh and walk go back and forth.

"Noah Puckerman."

"Holy s**t!" Puck says.

He went out from the backstage with a happy face on his face. Yeah he finally can graduate.

"Santana Lopez."

"Bye bye bitches." Santana grins at us then walks off.

"b***h said bitch." Kurt roll his eyes.

"Kurt Hummel."

"There you go, sweety pie." I giggle at Kurt.

Kurt just rolls his eyes and walks off from that backstage. There is only Finn, Rachel, and I left.

"Emily Hudson."

I let out a sigh and went out from the stage. The auditorium is full of crowded. I walk passed where the glee club members are standing and hug Sam a bit then walk to the stage.

I get into the stage and get my diploma from Ms. Pillsburry and hug her. Then I walk to the line and standing next to Kurt. I can see that my mom is smiling at me.

"Finn Hudson."

Finn went out from that backstage and his diploma then he standing next to me and put his hand around my shoulder.

"Rachel Berry."

Rachel is the last one. She went out from that backstage, get her diploma and then standing next to Finn and kisses him.

"Ladies and Gentlemen I'm presenting you, William McKinley High Class of 2012!!!" Principal Figgins says from the microphone.

We then throw our hat together as the crowded cheering and applauding for us. I just can smiling and then hugging Kurt. Graduation and I ended up my high school years.

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"Honey, you dont want to open your graduation gift?" Mom asks me as I'm sitting down in front of the sofa and looking at the graduation gift that mom gave.

"Finn isnt coming yet. I'm waiting for him and we promise that we will open this together." I said to mom.

"Where is him and Kurt?" Mom sits down in front of me.

"Finn, Rachel, and Kurt promises to open their letter together so right after that graduation begin, they went to choir room to open their letters." I said.

"Honey, did you see my blue tie?" Burt shouts.

"They will back home and get that." Mom smiles at me and walks off.

I just being quiet and starring at the box in front of me. I'm waiting for Finn and Kurt to go back home. I'm curious with the result actually.

Graduation is not easy thing to do. We have move to the university and leave these thing in our hometown and everything will be change.

I heard that the door is open. I turn my face and see that Kurt and Finn walks in with their head down.

"How?" I ask them.

"Guys, how?" Mom walks in to us.

"I know that face. Just sit down and tell us." Burt says.

Finn and Kurt just let out a sigh and sit down on a sofa. I just frown at them and waiting for any explain.

"Rachel get into NYADA." Kurt says.

"And then?" Burt asks.

"Finn and I didnt get in." Kurt says sadly.

"What? No. I dont like your jokes." I shake my head.

"We didnt get in. I didnt get into Pace University and Kurt didnt get into NYADA. We blew it." Finn sighs.

"Honey, everything is gonna be okay." Mom sits down next to Finn and rubs his back.

"Well if Finn and Kurt stay here, I also will stay here." I said to them.

"No, you should go to New York. You have to get your dream." Kurt shake his head.

"No one is left behind so no one will go to New York." I said.

"Honey, you still have to go." Mom says to me.

"I'll go to the army, I'll go to Fort Banner, Georgia and join the army. I already told Mr. Berry to cancel the wedding without telling Rachel. I dont wanna blow up her dream and you also have to get your dream." Finn says to me.

"And I'll try my best to enter NYADA on next spring." Kurt says.

"This is shouldnt be happening. I dont wanna go to New York alone." Tears slowly fall down to my face.

"You have to go! You have to get your dream and be the best student in Juilliard." Finn says.

"It shouldnt be happening." I'm crying.

"Emily, look at me! You have to go to New York and get your dream. I will go to Georgia and I promise you I'll make you proud of me. I'll be like dad. Be a hero." Finn hold my sleeves.

"How the hell I can live in a big city like Manhattan alone? I dont even brave to sleep in my room alone." I'm crying.

"Listen, your future in front of you right now. You have to get that." Finn wipe my tears.

"You will be fine there. You're not high school teenager anymore. You are the only one hope that mom and dad have now." Kurt says to me.

"I cant. I will wait until the next year, I will wait until Kurt get his letter again from NYADA and we will move to New York." I'm sobbing.

"Honey, listen to me. Do you love me?" Mom moves her seat facing me and hold my hand.

"Of course I do." I'm crying.

"So go to New York and get your dream in Juilliard. You got that. You dont remember that you've been crying for a week when Burt and I didnt let you enter that college? For now, just follow your dream and get that. We set you free and you can choose be anyone you want and you can follow your dream." Mom says to me.

"But it's hard thing to do. I will leave you guys alone and Sam, and everything. At first it was fine but I was wrong." I'm sobbing.

"Kurt and Finn will be fine. We will be fine and dont worry about us. Doesnt mean that you will go to New York, you are not a daughter in our home anymore. You still are and will always be." Burt says to me.

I'm still crying and cant imagine my life will be in New York alone. I already planned everything there with Finn and Kurt but now everything ruinned.

I dont wanna live in New York alone. I wanna go there with my brothers and the most hard thing to do is I dont wanna leave Sam here. I'm not ready for the long distance relationship thing and I'm still wanna be with him.

"Stop crying, E. I'm sad not because I dont get that, but it's because I see you cry like this." Finn says to me.

I stand up from the sofa and walk upstairs to get into my room. I jump to the bed and laying my body on my bed and hugging my pillow and still crying.

It's really hard for me. I dont wanna go to New York alone but I have to. I have to go to New York and go to Juilliard School and face my future but it's really hard to leave everything here. To leave everything I love here.