Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 28

Emily's POV

"Babe, I'm still need a teddy bear hug. I'm still sleepy." Sam groans.

"I need to wash my clothes then clean this dirty dishes. Besides the dinner time is coming, Sammy." I roll my eyes.

"Fine. Come on Barney, go back to sleep." Sam sighs and hugging my Barney.

"Alright have fun." I laugh and walk to the bathroom.

I put all my dirty clothes to the washing machine. I lived alone so I have to be independent with everything right now.

I turn the washing machine on and put the detergent and turn on the timer. Life is easy with technology.

"I wanna take a pee." Sam suddenly walks in and walks to the closet.

I just sigh and mop the wastavel also the wet floor. After that I wash my hand in the wastavel as Sam suddenly hug me from behind.

"I feel like I'm married with you now." Sam kisses my cheek.

"Well the fact that I'm not ready for teenage marriage." I said to Sam and push his hand away then walk off.

"You think that I want to marry you? Hell no." Sam rolls his eyes and close the bathroom door.

"Okay you can go back to Lima now." I simply said.

"I hate youuuuuu." Sam shouts.

"I hate you more." I simply said.

"You what?" Sam smirks at me and walk closer to me.

"I hate you more than anything." I smirk back at him.

Sam just smirks at me and walk closer to me until my back against the wall and he blocks my way.

"Dont you dare." I warn him.

"I'm officially eighteen now and it's legal and you look more sexy lately." Sam smirks at me.

"Sam, you're disgusting." I laugh. "You think just because you're topless you will turn me on? Haha no."

"You sureeee?" Sam smirks at me.

"I'm one hundred percent sure." I laugh.

Sam walks closer to me and he kisses me passionately to stop my laugh. I cant handle it and kisses him back. Sam can be hot damn kisser for a while and his lips always taste amazing.

I'm still standing with my back against the wall until Sam suddenly take off my tshirt and left my body only with my bra and my short denim pants.

"You sure you want to do this?" I ask Sam.

"I dont want to miss my senior year experience. Besides I want to do this only with you." Sam says to me.

"I love you so much." I said to Sam.

"I love you more." Sam smirks at me and start kissing my neck.

I just can close my eyes and cross my one leg to his feet as Sam is still kissing me passionately. Sam getting down and he take off my short pants. Left me with my bra and my underware.

We keep doing our thing. I cross my feet on Sam's waist and he lift me up as we are still kissing passionately to each other. Until he lay me down on the bed and he is ontop of me.

Suddenly my stomach built a sound. Sam stops kissing me and looking at me then laugh. "You're hungry?"

"I told you so." I laugh.

"Babe, it's been more than twice." Sam rolls his eyes and lay his body next to me.

"Whatever because I'm hungry and if I'm sick, you cant go back to Lima but stay here with me until I get recovery." I said to Sam and get dressed.

"I guess, I'll be happy with that." Sam says and take his tshirt and wear it.

"No, you have to go to school and you forget that you are Mr. Vice President of McKinley now?" I said to Sam and take the food stocks from the refrigerator.

Sam stands up from my bed and sit down on the mini dining table. "You got my messages?"

"Sam, I know I've been so busy lately, I barely answer you calls or call you back and I'm really sorry with that but I got all your message and you make me like I'm your diary huh?" I chuckle.

"I dont have anyone else to talk except Brittany and Blaine besides that three of us got the same problem." Sam sighs. "Kurt busy with his vogue, Santana busy with her colleges so do you."

"Babe, I dont mean to left you or anything. It's just college life is sucks. I'm so sorry." I'm sitting on his lap.

"Yeah I know that, it's just I'm also busy with the new club in school." Sam says to me.

"What's that club?" I raise my eyebrows.

"It's Left Behind Club that Kitty made. Everyone joined. Blaine, Brittany, Joe, even the new members and I guess you should come with me." Sam says.

"I cant." I shake my head.

"Why? Because you dont wanna leave New York and that guy?" Sam frowns at me.

"Just please stop bring Sean into our conversation. He just my neighbor who usually helped me fix the things that I cant fix by myself alone." I said to Sam and stand up from his lap.

"But the way he looked at you is different. Dont you realize that? Baby, we might have a long distance relationship but you're mine and I didnt set you free." Sam frowns at me.

"He knows that I have a boyfriend. He knows that. I usually told him about you and please dont be like this." Tears slowly fall down to my face.

"I remember those days before you went here. You cant stop crying because you afraid to leave Lima and me. But now everything is changed." Sam says.

"Sam, I love you. You are my boyfriend and I..I'm really happy that you are here. Just please understand it. I know those all my fault and you can blame me with everything you want but you have to know that I love you. I'm trying my best to stop make you worry so I didnt tell you that I'm sick here. My classmates in my dance class are monsters, they looked at me with slighty eyes and you know how that feel? That's makes me miss Lima and high school where everyone loves me. But I dont wanna tell you because I dont want to make you sad or worry about me." I'm crying.

"I'm so sorry with that. It's just I really miss you. Miss the old you and everything." Sam hugs me.

"You're just jealous and being negative thinking with everything, Sam." I'm crying in his hug.

"I know that. I'm really sorry." Sam rubs my back and strokes my hair.

I push his body away slowly and wipe my tears away. "Those all my fault, okay." I said to him and walk to the kitchen.

Sam didnt say anything and walk to the bed. He lay his body on the bed and make aslant backing me. I just let out a sigh and throw all those put ingredients that ready to cook to the trash and put the others to back to the refrigerator.

I wash my hand and walk to my bed. My mood for eating just gone. Sam keep making aslant backing me. I just looking at the side table next to me and then his phone start lighning.

I take his phone and he got a message from Brittany who told him that she just broke up with Santana. I read all those the conversations between Brittany and Sam and they kinda have flirtationship and supporting each other. I feel like they have affair.

I lock his phone and place it back on the table. Tears slowly fall down to my face. I turn off the light and let the side lamp next to me lightning. I know that since the first time it wont work out and the things that I'm afraid of is happening.

I turn off the side lamp and let tears still fall down to my face. Meanwhile Sam is still turning on that side lamp next to him. We lay our body on the same bed but we didnt say anything.

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I went out from my bathroom and already get dressed. I will follow Sam to Lima. I guess this is the only one how to fix this rough relationship.

"You made this for me?" Sam asks as he looked at the breakfast I made on the dining table.

"Actually for both of us." I simply said.

I walk to the vanity mirror and my eyes is really puffy because I cant stop crying last night. I take my bag and put the things that I need to bring to Lima to my bag.

"Where are you going to?" Sam asks me.

"I'll go to Lima with you." I said to Sam.

"Babe, if you dont want to, you can stay here." Sam says to me.

"No, it's fine. Finn must be home." I said while packing my stuff.

"Listen, I--I'm so sorry okay. I dont mean to make you cry overnight and make you become like this." Sam hold my sleeves.

I shake my head. "No, that wasnt your fault. I'm too selfish. I make myself forget you and ignore you. You just need to stop saying your sorry and we will go to Lima together."

"You sure?" Sam raise his eyebrows at me.

"Yeah I want to see that Left Behind Club. I miss my mom, and Junior." I nodded.

"Just please stop crying because of this." Sam says to me.

"I'm not crying, Sammy. You better get ready because I already book two train tickets for us." I said to Sam.

"I love you so much." Sam cups my cheeks and give me a quick kiss on my lips then walks to the bathroom.

I sit down on the edge of my bed and looking at the picture frame of us on my table. I stand up from my seat and make that picture down like it's just fall down.

This is sucks and our relationship really in rough time. I dont even know I can face it or not.

Everything is getting rough. Sam's affair with Brittany. I kissed Sean. And those rejected phone calls. Those things are the things I've been afraid of and this is happening.

I dont know Sam feel the same way or not but I guess that he is also feel the same way. I mean this is our relationship and we know what happened between us. I just cant get through with that.

Sam went out from the bathroom with the bath towel on his hips. I give his clothes to him and put another clean clothes to his bag then throw the dirt one into the dirty clothes basket.

"You didnt eat your breakfast?" Sam asks me.

"I was about to but I guess I will eat that in the train. I'm not really hungry." I smile at Sam.

"Alright if you dont wanna eat that now, so I dont want too." Sam says.

"Alright, I will put this sandwich inside this sandwich wrapper. And two box of juice." I said to him and take the juice from the refrigerator.

"I didnt know that someone who lives alone have too much food inside her refrigerator." Sam says to me.

"It's only me, I guess. I'm on my diet program so I have to eat juice, salad, many health food." I said and put these breakfast food inside his bag.

"Babe, you want to diet? But for what? You never diet when you become the head cheerleader." Sam frowns at me.

"Mr. Rhodes said that. Not really dieting but built a health life." I said to Sam. "Well, our train will leave at 10am. We better go or we will lose our train." I said to him and take my sling bag.

"What about our breakfast?" Sam asks.

"Already inside your bag." I said to him and wear my shoes.

I wear my shoes and then went out from my apartment door. Sam follows me and put his hand around my shoulder. I lock my door and put the key inside my bag.

We then walk off from my door and walk pass Sean's room and he just went out from his room and take the package in front of his door.

"Hey Sean." I stop my way and smiles at Sean.

"Hey, nice to see you again man." Sam says as he keep put his hand around my shoulder.

"Well, you guys wanna go?" Sean asks us.

"Yeah we're going to Lima. So please take care of my apartment." I chuckle.

"I'm not your servants, Emily." Sean rolls his eyes.

"Well, I guess we better go before we lost our train." Sam says and takes my hand. "See you again, man." Sam says to him and walks lead me.

"Yeah see you guys too." Sean waves us a goodbye.

I turn my face at Sean and half-smiled at him. Sam keep holding my hand until he put his hand around my shoulder. I know when Sam did this. He must be jealous with Sean.

"Dont be jealous." I put my hand around Sam's waist.

"I didnt." Sam simply said.

"Sam, we've been dating about nine months and you cant lie to me." I roll my eyes.

"Nine months?" Sam asks.

"Include those fake dating things." I turn my face at him.

Sam just smiles at me and kisses my forehead. "I love you."

He keep put his hand around my shoulder as I'm still have my hand around his waist as we walk together to get into the railway station.

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I'm walking down in the hallways of McKinley with Finn. Yeah Finn really go back home and he is kinda broke up with Rachel because Rachel was with someone else in New York when Finn came.

"Emily, dont lie to me. I know you coming home not for mom." Finn frowns at me.

I let out a sigh and standing in front of the locker rack. "Promise me that you wont tell anyone else not even Rachel or Kurt?" I raise my eyebrows at Finn.

"What happened?" Finn frowns at me.

"That was complicated. I guess that my relationship with Sam is in getting rough and I dont know this long distance relationship will work out or not." I let out a sigh.

"Just make a point. Rachel and I are no longer together so does Blaine and Kurt." Finn says to me.

"Even Santana and Brittany also Tina and Mike who already ended up their things since the summer begin. Finn, I never imagine that this whole long relationship thing will be this sucks."

"I know that. Everything messed up." Finn says.

"You remember those day before I went to New York and I cant stop crying? I cried because I was afraid these thing would happen and right it's happening and I dont know I have any guts to face this or not." I sigh.

"Everything will be fine." Finn rubs my sleeve and half-smiled at me.

"You guys dont want to see your glee club friends or the new members?" Mr. Schue interupts us.

"Mr. Schue, actually we went here because we just wanna meet you and I dont think it's allowed to bring alumnus to join the class." I said to Mr. Schue.

"Glee club is an extracurricular and it's legal to let the alumnus enter and looking what we've been doing. Come on, guys. Better than walking in the hallways like a lost people." Mr. Schue grins at us and walks off.

"You should hide that you got a problem." I said to Finn. "You need a distraction." I smile at him and take his hand.

"And you need to stop pretending that you are okay when you actually not." Finn says to me.

"I know that. I'm acting right now and I bet I can enter Pace University if I was the one who want to put my applicant letter and audition." I giggle.

Finn rolls his eyes and keep walking next to me. We keep walking follow Mr. Schue until we enter the choir room together.

"Welcome to Mr. And Miss. Hudson!" Mr. Schue chuckles and points at us.

The others smiling at us and cheering happily as Finn and I walk in together.

"I though you are in New York." Brittany hugs me.

"I did. But Finn went home so I did the same thing." I smile at Brittany.

"How was Juilliard? Sam told me that you become really busy." Tina smiles at me.

"I was and that was because I got into Mr. Lawrence Rhodes special class." I giggle.

"Finn Hudson in the house, yo!" Artie yells happily.

Finn and I just standing on the front and smiling at them.

"Listen up! For all of you guys who don't know, this is Finn and Emily Hudson right here. Emily is one of the best dancer we had and she made it into Juilliard School." Mr. Schue says to them.

"That's embarassing, Mr. Schue." I roll my eyes.

"I thought you joined the Army!" Tina says to Finn.

"I-I did, but things don't always work out the way you planned them to." Finn sighs.

I half-smiled at Finn and rub his back then we sit down on two seats on the corner.

"And I said to Finn the same thing I say everyone who comes through this club: We're a family, and you're always welcome here. Even if you just need to take a break and think things through. In any case, we have a lot to do today. First order of business: Deciding what the fall musical's going to be. All right! So I'm passing out a list of possibilities." Mr. Schue says to them and give the music sheets to them.

"Peter Pan? Fiorello? What the heck? Unique wants to do Hedwig." Unique says.

"Uh, Tina wants to do Pacific Overtures, Miss Saigon, and Flower Drum Song." Tina says.

"The challenge is picking something that plays to our collective strengths, and that won't set off a firestorm in the community like Rocky Horror did." Mr. Schue says to them.

"You should do Grease." Finn suddenly says.

"Grease?" Mr. Schue raises his eyebrows.

"I know it 'cause the song I auditioned for Glee Club was from Grease, remember?" Finn says to him.

"Yeah." Mr. Schue nodded.

"Guys like it. Girls like it. People like my mom like it. It's about high school, and growing up, and being true to yourself.

Plus, the songs rock. The wisdom of Solomon." Finn says to them.

"All right. Grease is the word." Mr. Schue says happily.

"Yes! Finn's back!" Artie says happily.

The others just cheering happily. I know that Finn is the smart one with idea for the glee club and he always have brilliant idea.

"Alright alright for this fall musical, Finn, you're in charge as the director." Mr. Schue says to Finn.

"What? Me? I cant even pass the acting school." Finn frowns.

"Finn, acting and directing is totally different. You just need to say cut, action, then make the audition for the cast." I said to Finn.

"Then why dont you become the director?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.

"I will back to New York okay. It's better than you have to play video games all day or changing tires. Remember that you dont want mom to send you to college and listen to your older sister, right, Mr. Schue?" I point at Mr. Schue.

"Y-yeah right." Mr. Schue nods as agree.

"You're just older three minutes than me." Finn frowns at me.

"Whatever." I roll my eyes.

"Well, I guess I can help Finn with directing besides that I love directing and I will make this Grease also as my movie project." Artie grins at us.

"That's great, Artie." Mr. Schue smiles at Artie. "Alright, giving up for your director Mr. Finn Hudson and Mr. Artie Abrams." Mr. Schue says happily.

Finn turns his face at me and pouted at me. I just grin at him and hug him from his right side.

"It's better than you being sad all day because of Rachel, Finn." I said to Finn quietly.

"I know that." Finn nodded.

The bell rings.

"Alright people auditions start tomorrow at 4pm in auditorium." Artie says to the others.

"Finn, Artie, can I see you both in my office?" Mr. Schue asks.

"Sure thing, Mr. Schue." Artie answer. "Come on, Mr. Hudson." Artie says to Finn.

"See you at home." Finn says to me and walks off with Artie and Mr. Schue.

"See you at home? How many days I didnt go home huh?" I roll my eyes.

"Four months." Sam simply said.

"Remember that I went back home for you okay." I simply said and walk off from the choir room.

"Babe, babe.. I was kidding okay." Sam stops my way and hold my sleeves.

"But that was not funny at all." I pouted at him.

"Alright I'm so sorry. The thing is you're here right now with me." Sam smiles at me and takes my hand.

"You're like Junior when he saw me went home. At first he was so cool and pretend like he doesnt miss me but on the midnight last night, he jumped to my bed and sleeping next to me. What kind of pet." I roll my eyes.

"You remember when we watch The Secret Life of Pet right? When your pet is always miss you when you are gone." Sam says to me as we walk together.

"Shall I bring Junior to my apartment?" I ask Sam.

"Is it allowed to bring a pet?" Sam asks me back.

"Yes." I nodded.

"Just bring him. So you wont be alone so Junior and Lady Junior also will have long distance relationship and we can talk in skype together." Sam grins at me and open his locker.

"Kinda cool." I giggle.

"I know that. You want?" Sam shows me a cheery lipbalm.

"Since when you love that cheery taste?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Since you dont like it so you will like it when you kiss me." Sam grins at me.

"Stupid." I roll my eyes.

"Hey Sam and you." A brunette girl from glee club opens her locker which is only one locker away from Sam's then smiles at me and Sam.

"Hi." I smile back at her. "Come on, stripper. You dressed up longer than me now." I roll my eyes at Sam.

"I though that someone wont call me stripper anymore." Sam rolls his eyes and put his book inside his locker.

"Hi, Boobless." A cheerio girl and the half-black guy comes to that brunette girl. "It is my duty as a soldier of the Lord to invite you to McKinley's newest and most important club, the Left Behind Club." That cheerios girl give a pamflet to that brunette girl.

"Kitty thinks the end of times is coming." That half-black guy says.

"It's a fact that the Book of Revelations predicted Twitter. It's one of the seven signs of the apocalypse, along with porn, unexplainable weather anomalies, Martian rovers, Barney Frank, the Middle East, and MSNBC. The Left Behind Club accepts everyone, even losers and lezzies, so your whole Glee Club's invited." That cheerios girl says and turns her face at Sam. "Include this richie poor with big stripper lips." She grins at Sam.

I shut Sam's locker and frowns at her. "Excuse me, that's extremely rude. You call my boyfriend and that girl with what, Chicken breast with over forehead and assless?"

"Wow, Emily Hudson is here." She grins at me and give me a poster. "You are invited to the most important club in McKinley it's called The Left Behind Club."

"Who the hell are you?" I frown at her.

"I'm Kitty Wilde. I bet you dont know me because I replace your place in cheerios after you graduated." She grins at me.

"You betcha? Brittany is the one who become head cheerleader." I frown at her.

"Brittany was kicked out of the team. Well dont think about how the hell I can know about you because you are cheerios royalty. Who doesnt know about Emily Hudson, the one who ever date Puckerman for about one f*****g year without getting pregnant? And then she dates a blonde guy with a big lips and cute face. We also know about you are the one who got scholarship in Juilliard School because coach Sylvester recomended you. See you in my club tonight." She grins at me and walks off with that half-black guy.

"Who the hell is she?" I frown.

"The monster of McKinley." Sam simply said.

"You dont have to defended me actually but thanks." That brunette girl smiles at me.

"I just dont like the way she called you. I mean, Boobless? She doesnt see that she has smaller boobs than yours? I bet when someone press her boobs only a few air comes out because she uses a bigger bra to cover up." I said.

"Well, I'm Marley Rose, by the way." She smiles at me.

"Emily Hudson." I smile back at her.

"I have to go. Thank you so much. See you guys." She waves us a goodbye and walks off.

"That was first time I heard you called someone like that." Sam frowns at me.

"I've been in cheerios for about four years. I heard about coach Sylvester called everyone with the own nickname she gave them. I can be another b***h one, Sam." I chuckle.

"But that was cool." Sam grins at me.

"What's cool?" I raise my eyebrows.

"The way you defended me." Sam put his hand around my shoulder. "I mean, chicken breast with over forehead and assless?" Sam laughs.

"She called my boyfriend with richie poor with big stripper lips and how the hell I cant get angry with that? And she called you that right in front of me." I said to Sam. "Besides that she has chicken breast, a forehead like field and she doesnt have any ass."

Sam just laughs and keep put his hand around my shoulder as we walk together then he kisses my head.