Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

I'm sitting down on the chair in church and looking straight to the front. It's actually the school day but I went to school only to place my bag in my locker and I didnt attend the class because I dont want to.

"Hey, what are you doing? Aren't you supposed to be in McKinley right now?" A guy's voice.

I turn my face at that guy and he is the drummer of the band who always play the music with New Directions. He raises his eyebrows at me and seems like waiting for an answer.

"You know me?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Of course, because I saw you in the choir room like every day. You dont know me?" He asks and sit down next to me.

"I just dont know your name because we never talk." I simply said.

"I'm Nathan Wilson. We never talk but we meet every day in choir room and you are one of those students who loves to yells 'hit it' and left me confused and wondering about the song you guys wanna sing." He chuckles.

"I'm Emily Hudson." I said to him.

"I know your name. I know all of your name since I joined to perform on sectionals couple months ago."

"Yeah, thanks for that by the way." I half-smiled at him. "And what are you doing here?" I ask him.

"Having a pray before my final exam begin. That's like my daily routine besides that this is the only one church that near school." He says to me.

"You're in college?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I'm also a senior in McKinley." He giggles.

"Seriously? I never see you in the class before." I frown at him.

"I bet you did but you never realized it because I'm just another school boy in McKinley." He chuckles.

"But why you become one of those band member?" I ask him.

"Because I need money to pay my checks since I only live with my mom besides that this is the only one job that I enjoy the most even though all of you can annoy me sometimes. I'm the only one band member that still in high school by the way." He says.

"You better go back to school and tell Mr. Schue that I might be not attend the glee club today." I said without looking at him.

"Why? We can go back to school together." He asks me.

"I just wanna be alone right now." I simply said.

"I know you must be have a problem right now but just come to the choir room and sing. I will try my best this time not to be upset when you yell 'hit it' or anything." He chuckles.

"Thanks." I half-smiled at him. "I just want to be alone for another minutes here."

"Alright, I'll stay here." He smiles at me.

"You can go back to school, Nath. I'm fine. You'll be late for the exam soon." I said to him.

"Nah. My exam will be held in one hour actually. You can tell me what's your problem if you want and I wont tell to anyone else." Nathan says to me.

"What are you gonna do after graduate?" I ask him.

"Stay with the band and save the money to built a music store soon. Because that the things I want." He says to me.

I just let out a sigh and take my book from my right side and stand up from my seat.

"I guess I know what I'm gonna do." I said to him.

"You wanna go back to school?" He asks me.

"Yes." I simply nodded.

He stands up from his seat then start walking. I walk follows him from behind with holding my book. I guess I will throw all my dreams away so no glee club and no cheerios and it will be the worst high school dream that I ever have.

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I'm walking in the hallways wearing my pajama pants, a tshirt and a flannel shirt as the outer and I let my hair fall down and let it messed up. Yeah I'm a mess.

Sounds kinda overeact but I just want to find my way and I know that this is my way. I'm lost.

I keep walking in the hallways and everyone looking at me with kind of weird looks but I dont care with that and pretend like I'm okay but actually I'm not.

I enter the choir room and everyone turns their face at me include Nathan and they look at me with frowns and weird looks.

"Who are you?" Brittany asks me.

"Emily, what the hell wrong with you?" Finn frowns at me.

"Where is your cheerios uniform?" Santana asks me.

"I'm off the team. I place the uniform under coach Washington's table and my letter." I said to them.

"Emily... you okay?" Mr. Schue asks me.

"I just cant live without dancing, my cheerios uniform, and my ponitail hair. I though about what Finn said yesterday and I would find my way and this is my way. I already make a long letter also for you Mr. Schue that I will quit from the glee club." I said to them and take a paper from my bag.

"Baby... baby, I love you and I'm really sorry about that okay and I will delete that video after this but please dont do this." Sam walks to me.

"That was not your fault." I simply said and give that paper to Mr. Schue.

"Emily, what's wrong with you?" Mr. Schue frowns at me.

"I threw all my dreams away and I'll be living in the darkness without music and dance. The place where I belong." I said and about to walk off.

Sam stops my way and hold my sleeves. "I know you mad at me but please dont blame them. They didnt know anything, baby. Just please you're out of line here." Sam says to me.

"Emily, would you mind to tell me what happened?" Mr. Schue walks closer to me and asks me.

"No, I just promised to myself and my parents that I wont dance anymore so I will be a doctor or pilot." I said to Mr. Schue and went out from the choir room.

"Babe! Go back here!" Sam shouts at me.

I keep walking in the hallways and let my head down. Yes, living in a world without cheerios or glee club would be the worst nightmare that I ever have.

I turn my way to the empty auditorium. I sit down in the middle row and take my potato chips from my bag and eat that.

"Hey, you still mad at me?" Sam suddenly sit down next to me.

I shake my head and shows him my chips. "I'm just trying to enjoy my life."

"Babe, I'm really sorry about that. I just deleted that video and now you can yell at me or slap my face or anything." Sam says to me.

"It's not about that video. It's because I have to off from the cheerios to throw those dreams away. No more dancing and no more singing. I even cant live without my cheerios uniform or ponitail hair." I said without looking at him.

Sam put his hand around my shoulder and make me lean my head on his shoulder. "But looking at you like this make me sad, you need to live, baby." Sam strokes my hair.

I sigh and eat my potato chips. I didnt answer him and look straight. Yeah I look like a mess girl and a clown. I guess the whole school laugh at me.

"Come on, we better go home." Sam shows me his hand.

"I'm still wanna be here." I simply said.

"Babe, I'll never leave you alone. So I'll stay here." Sam says to me.

"You can go if you want." I said without looking at him.

"Look at me." Sam cups my cheek and make me turn my face at him. "I'll never leave you alone."

I didnt answer him and just looking at him. Sam flip my hair behind my earlobe. Until he pushes his face closer to me and kisses me softly.

I cant handle it and kiss him back. I know that he is just trying to make me feel better but I dont know and my happines is disappear.

"I wanna go home." I said to Sam.

"Alright, I'll drive you home. Come on." Sam takes my hand and walk lead me.

"Am I look like a clown today?" I ask.

"Maybe for the others but for me you are perfect." Sam put my hand around my shoulder and kisses my head.

"Sam, I'm so sorry about yesterday." I said to him.

"It's okay, that was my fault." Sam rubs my sleeve.

"It's not your fault. I know that you just want to make me happy and thanks." I half-smiled at Sam.

"Anything for you." Sam says to me then enter his car.

I didnt say anything and enter the passenger seat. I'm really lost even I dont know what to do in my life after this. I'm blind with the future.

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Sam's POV

"Emily is getting weird day by day." Finn sighs.

"No more expression on her face. No smile, tears, or sad, there is only flat poker face. Really scared. Even she ate potato chips too much. The scariest thing is when she watch a comedy movie, Finn and I who heard that movie convo was cant stop laugh but she didnt laugh or say any words." Kurt added.

"I can count, she only said two words yesterday, yes and no." Finn says to us.

"Can you guys do something? She is your sister." Santana frowns.

"How? Our parents is still in DC and they will go back home in few days to go." Kurt says.

"We can make a glee club week for her to make her feel better." Mr. Schue suddenly walks in.

"Yeah she usually laugh when I made an impression about Twilight but yesterday was nothing, even not a little smile." I nodded as agree.

"I already called Burt and Carole to talk about this because we are concerned about her. So for this week assignment is all about Emily. Try your best to sing a song for her and make her happy. Some of you will graduate in few weeks away, and no one is left behind and you guys have to be together to help one of your friend. She needs us, she needs all her friends, and we have to be there for her." Mr. Schue says to us.

"Yeah that's a better idea." Finn nodded as agree.

"Thank you, Mr. Schue." Kurt sighs.

"But how we can get her here when she said that she quit the glee club?" Rachel asks.

"That's Sam's job." Mr. Schue points at me.

"Why me?" I frown.

"Because you are her boyfriend." Quinn answers.

"But Mr. Schue, we will face nationals in couple weeks and I have my NYADA callbacks in few days but you never make an assignment like this for me. To help me choose which song that I will sing." Rachel raises her hand.

"We care about Emily and concerned about her future. This glee club is not about Rachel, Rachel, Rachel, and Rachel. Who's with me now?" Santana glares at Rachel and raises her hand.

I raise my hand then turn my face at the others.

"I also have my NYADA callbacks but I care about my step-sister's future than my future." Kurt raises his hand.

I look at the others then Blaine, Finn, Quinn, Joe, Puck, Brittany, and the rest raise their hand.

"In the name of The Brainiacs." Mike raises his hand with Tina, and Artie follows.

"Great so which mean that only you who doesnt agree with this. You dont realize that she is Finn's twin sister and Finn must be love her so much more than she loves you." Santana glares at Rachel.

"Alright, enough. Santana was right, Rachel and I'm so sorry because we are concerned about Emily and we want to help her out." Mr. Schue says to Rachel. "Sam, get her to here now." Mr. Schue says to me.

"Be right back." I sigh and went out from the choir room.

I walk in the hallways and looking for her. Until I see her is walking in the hallways alone eating potato chips and look hopeless and lost.

God, I'm sad looking at her like this. I mean, I usually saw Emily with her cheerfull face and being kooky then laugh so hard but now I see her different.

"Hello, princess." I stop her way and smirks at her.

"Hey." She simply said and about to walk off.

"Babe, babe, babe. I have something for you." I take her hand to make her stop and turn her face at me.

"What?" She raises her eyebrows.

"Come on, baby." I grin at her and walk lead her.

I turn my face at her and she just frowns at me. I dont know how bad the impact of the depression is.

We keep walking in the hallways until we enter the choir room. I let her to sit down on the front row next to me.

"Welcome to the glee club, Emily." Mr. Schue grins at her.

"Sam, why you bring me here?" She whisper at me.

"We have special number for you." I smile at her and hold her hand.

"Nationals is only couple weeks away and prom night only in couple days so for this week assignment is all about dance. How you dance with your partner during prom. Blaine, Artie, I though you guys have something to show." Mr. Schue says then points to Blaine and Artie.

Artie wheel to the front with Blaine follows and grins at Emily. "This one is for you, Emily." Blaine says.

Artie points to the band and they start singing as the music begin.

Artie:

For whatever reason,

I feel like I've been wanting you all my life

You don't understand

I'm so glad we're at the same place

At the same time

Blaine (Artie):

It's over now

I spotted you dancin'

You made all the boys stare

Those lips and your brown eyes (Oooh)

And the sexy hair

Artie (Blaine):

I should shake my thang (Uh)

Make the world want you (Hahaha)

Tell your girls you'll be back

I wanna see what you can do

Artie and Blaine with New Directions Boys:

What would it take for you to just leave with me?

Not tryin' to sound conceited but

you and me were meant to be

You're a sexy girl, I'm a nice guy

Let's turn this dance floor into our own little nasty world!

Blaine with New Directions:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie:

Sometimes a girl just needs one

Blaine with New Directions:

Keep you on my arm girl

Artie:

To love her and to hold

Blaine with New Directions:

And I can be a gentleman

Artie:

And when a girl is with one

Blaine with New Directions:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie:

Then she's in control!

Blaine with New Directions:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie:

Tell me what you like yeah tell me what you don’t

I could be your Buzz Lightyear fly across the globe

I don’t never wanna fight yeah, you already know

Imma a make you shine bright like you’re laying in the snow burr!

Blaine:

Girlfriend, girlfriend, you could be my girlfriend

You could be my girlfriend until the world ends

Make you dance do a spin and a twirl and

Voice goin' crazy on this hook (New Directions Boys: If I was your boyfriend) like a whirl wind, swaggie

Artie:

Sometimes a girl just needs one

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

Keep you on my arm girl

Artie:

To love her and to hold

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

And I can be a gentleman

Artie:

And when a girl is with one

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie:

Then she's in control!

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

If I was your boyfriend

Blaine:

So give me a chance, ‘cause you’re all I need girl

Artie and Blaine with New Directions Boys:

Spend a week wit your boy I’ll be calling you my girlfriend

Artie (Blaine):

If I was your man (If I was your man)

I’d never leave you girl (Girl)

Artie with New Directions Boys (Blaine):

I just want to love you, (If I was your boyfriend) and treat you right

Artie:

Sometimes a girl just needs one

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

Keep you on my arm girl

Artie:

To love her and to hold

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

And I can be a gentleman

Artie:

And when a girl is with one

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie:

Then she's in control!

Blaine with New Directions Boys:

If I was your boyfriend

Artie and Blaine (New Directions Boys):

Na-na-na, na-na-na (Girls), na-na-na, yeah girl

Na-na-na, na-na-na (Girls)

Yeah, if I was your boyfriend.

Na-na-na, na-na-na (Girls), na-na-na eh!

Na-na-na, na-na-na (Girls)

If I was your boyfriend

Blaine:

Can't live with 'em!

Artie:

Can't live without 'em!

The others are applauding and seems enjoy the show. I turn my face at Emily and she just shows us her poker face.

"I dont like Justin Bieber." She simply said.

The bell rings.

She take her ransel and holding the bag of her chips then walk off from the choir room with her flat poker face.

Mr. Schue turns his face at me. I just can shrugs. Even Finn and Kurt cant handle her.

"Will, we got a serious problem." Ms. Pillsburry walks in and shows a paper to Mr. Schue.

Mr. Schue just let out a sigh then walk out with Ms. Pillsburry from the choir room. I turn my face to the others and they look confused and dont know what to do.

"She is the worst. Seriously." Santana says.

"We need to do something more than this." Mike says.

"We should get a girlfriend for Junior so she will be happy. Or we buy a baby cat." Finn says to us.

"Junior cant make her happy, who gave Junior food last night? Me. She just sat down on the couch and watched tv comedy without any expression." Kurt sighs.

I let out a sigh and built a smile on my face. I know the things that can make Emily happy. Yes it must be Lucky Charms and I will bring her to walmart after this.

I take my bagpack and went out from the choir room. I walk in the hallways and looking for her. I keep walking until I'm closer to her locker. She shut her locker and then I see a guy is talking to her.

Seems like I know that guy. Ugh yeah he is that drummer of New Directions's band. Wait, what the things they been talking about? That guy seems like smiling at my girl but Emily always give her poker face to him.

Until Emily turn her body away and walking to me so I block her way and make her hug me. That guy is still standing there and half-smiled at me until he walks off.

You think you can easily get my girl? Kill myself first then you can get Emily from my hand.

Emily's POV

"Why you left the choir room? Your friends was singing for you." Nathan suddenly standing next to my locker.

"I promised that no more sing or dance besides that I already quit from the glee club." I said to him.

"E, dont be so depressed. You're just like a lost girl." He frowns at me.

"And the fact that I'm lost." I simply said and shut my locker.

"Listen, you can run away from singing but you cant run away from the music instrumental right? So what about I teach you how to play drum?" Nathan grins at me.

"You know that I'm sick listening to Finn's drum playing around the house like every day but thanks for the offer." I said to him and turn my body.

I walk little further from my locker until Sam suddenly stops my way and make me hug him for couple minutes then he pull our body away.

"Who is that guy?" Sam asks me.

"The drummer from the band. Nathan Wilson. I though you ever talk to him." I said to Sam.

"Only once before sectionals but I didnt know his name." Sam giggles. "I bring my bike and I want to take you to somewhere." Sam grins at me.

"I just wanna go home and playing with Junior since I dont have any cheerios practice today." I said to him amd start walking.

"Babe, I love you so much." Sam blocks my way.

"I love you too." I simply said and start walking.

"Bella, I love you." Sam makes an impression.

I just being quiet and keep walking. I know he was trying to make me laugh but I dont know why my happiness are disappear.

Sam put his hand around my shoulder as we walk together in the hallways. I'm sorry Sam, that wasnt your fault, it's just I cant decided what I'm gonna do in the future and I have no dreams and it's like I'm lost in a storm.