"You call me, coach?" I knock the door of Ms. Pillsburry's office as coach Sylvester called me here.
"Yes, sit down." Coach Sylvester says to me as she sit down on the corner.
"Emily, we called you here because we are really concerned about your future." Ms. Pillsburry says to me.
"Yeah, you are one of the McKinley's treasure." Mr. Schue says to me.
"I dont understand." I frown at them.
"Your history teacher gave us the result of your exam." Ms. Pillsburry says to me.
"Never in McKinley's history you got A- in an exam!" Coach Sylvester frowns at me.
"My mind was wandering." I said to them.
"Emily, you are so smart and this is first time you got A- on exam. Glad that Mrs. Jenkins want to give you another chance and she let you to take another test." Ms. Pillsburry says to me.
"I dont know what will happen if my parents know about this. Just please dont tell them." I sigh.
"We wont tell them as long as you want to go back to glee club and cheerios. We are concerned about your future and left those club make you lost, Emily." Mr. Schue says to me.
"You called me only for make me go back to choir room, Mr. Schue? I already promise to myself that I wont sing or dance anymore. I throw those dreams away and focus with colleges." I said to them.
"Doesnt mean that you cant go to college with those dream, you still can. Here I have some college scholarship that really fits in you." Ms. Pillsburry says and give me some posters.
"You can get cheerleader scholarship like Sanbags." Coach Sylvester says.
"It's not about the scholarship but my parents arent allow me to enter dance school like Juilliard School or even Jofrey." I said.
"Just come to choir room today and never throw your dreams away." Ms. Pillsburry says to me and give me her motivation card.
"One more thing. We give this back to you. Just think about what we said to you." Mr. Schue says to me and give me a box.
I take a look at that box and open it a bit. It's my cheerios uniform.
"We know that you need a guide now so that's why we wanna help you." Ms. Pillsburry smiles at me.
"Thank you." I simply said and take all those papers then went out from her office.
I walk in the hallways and read these paper. Yeah this is first time I got A- on my exam and I know that I'm lost. I need a guide.
I should tell this to my parents but I dont know they will change their minds or not. I'm afraid that they will mad at me and the last I have to throw those dreams away. No more dance or no more sing.
I keep walking in the hallways until I turn my way to the empty bleachers. I sit down there and looking at the field as the wind keep blowing and bring my dreams away.
Suddenly someone place a hoodie on my shoulder. I turn my face and then Sam is sit down next to me.
"Where have you been, baby?" Sam asks me.
I lean my head on his shoulder. "Am I look like depression girl?"
"To be honest, yes you are." Sam answer.
"Sam, should I tell my parents about this? Coach Sylvester gave me my cheerios uniform back and then I got A- on my history exam and I feel like this is disaster. I dont even know how many days I've been like this." I sigh.
"It's been a week you look like a lost girl but I dont care with that because I finally understand what you feel these days." Sam rubs my sleeves.
"I want my life back to be normal and done with this depression." I sigh.
"I know how I can make you happy." Sam says to me.
I left his shoulder and turn my face at him. "How?" I raise my eyebrows.
"Is there anyone here who knows you better than me?" Sam grins at me.
"Finn, and my mom." I simply said.
"Alright, just follow me." Sam stands up from his seat.
I just let out a sigh and wear his big hoodie. Sam takes my hand then walks lead me. I just frown at him and I hope that he wont bring me to the choir room.
I really need to get out and done with this depression. I need to live and I have to follow where my heart go. Yes, those teacher was right, I will brave myself to tell my parents tonight because they come home today.
Sam keep walking lead me until we enter the library. I just frown and keep following him. I dont know what Sam is going to do but I know that he will always trying to make me happy.
"Sit down here." Sam says to me and let me sit down on the sofa in the corner.
"Sam, what is this?" I frown at him.
"Just stay here." Sam grins at me then walks off.
Sam must be want to do something for me in order to make me happy. I know he is hillarious and he is the type of guy who will always make the one he loves happy.
Suddenly a big Barney doll shows behind the book rack. I know that it must be Sam.
"Hohoho seems like one of my friend is want to sing. So let's singing together." Sam make an impression of Barney behind that book rack.
I dont know why but I built a smile on my face until Barney theme song is come out and I laugh so hard. Sam went out from his hiding place and hold that Barney and grins at me.
"See? After one week I finally can make you laugh through this big Barney." Sam grins at me and give me that Barney.
"This is for me?" I raise my eyebrows at me and press the Barney's chest until the theme song come out. "I love you, you love me, we are happy family with a big hug and a kiss from me to you, wont you say you love me too?" I laugh so hard.
"I know that only Barney that can make you laugh out loud." Sam chuckles.
"Let's jump and sing, we can do anything, it's a fun, fun, sunny day." I giggle and sing. "Sam, thank you so much. I know you always tried to make me smile and laugh but those never work but today I changed my mind." I smile at Sam.
"Anything to make my girl happy." Sam smiles back at me.
"I will tell everything to my parents tonight." I said to Sam.
"Good because right now, I want to kidnap you to somewhere. Come on." Sam takes my hand.
"Where are we going to next? Sam, please I'm not in a good mood to join the glee club today." I said to Sam.
"We wont attend the glee club today because I have something special for you." Sam grins at me.
"I'm kinda curious actually." I giggle.
"Just wait for that." Sam smiles at me.
I simply nodded as we keep walking to the parking lot. Sam enter the his car and I enter the passenger seat with holding all these stuff on my hand. Sam place that big Barney doll on the back seat and he start driving.
I know that only Sam who can make me feel better and smile. I know that he is the only one that I can depend on now.
"Stop looking at me like that, you scared me." Sam frowns at me.
"I'm sorry." I let out a sigh and turn my face away.
"Babe, you feel better now?" Sam asks me.
"Little bit better. Coach Sylvester called me to Ms. Pillsburry's office also with Mr. Schue and they want me to back to glee club and cheerios. I didnt know what to say actually, I really want to but I'm afraid. I'm afraid if I'm back then my dreams will go back to my life but I cant reach that. You know what is like life without dreaming? Boring." I said.
"I will help you to talk to your parents." Sam hold my hand.
"You dont need to, Sam. I hope that I can handle this." I sigh.
"You can." Sam strokes my hair. "Alright, it's arrived." Sam says as he park his car in front of his house.
"You want to bring me to the house tree?" I ask him and went out from his car.
"Nope. My siblings used that place to play nowadays so we better go to my room." Sam takes my hand and walks lead me.
We enter his house and he keep walking lead me and holding my hand with his right hand and his left hand holding that big Barney until we enter his room and he close the door.
"Why you take me here?" I ask him.
"Because it's been a week we didnt cuddle and I miss that." Sam grins at me.
I roll my eyes and sit down on the chair of his desk. "For about three months we dating, this is first time I enter your room because we usually spent our time in that house tree. And I didnt know you have my photo on your table." I chuckle.
"Honestly, I usually place your photos under my table to make those mouse afraid." Sam says as he lay his body on his bed.
"Seriously?" I raise my eyebrows and jumps to his bed.
"Yes, but only for today so I place it on the table." Sam grins at me.
"Sam!!!!!" I shout and punch his chest.
"Haha just kidding." Sam laughs and cover his body with that big Barney.
I keep punching Sam's chest and he tried to cover his body with my Barney doll until we stop and laughing together and I'm laying flat on his bed next to him.
"I guess that behind that picture is Mercedes's picture then Santana's and Quinn's." I said to him.
"What if that only your picture?" Sam raises his eyebrows.
"I will take this barney then go home." I said to him and take that barney from his hand.
"You're the first girl whose your picture on my table and in my locker and I bring here." Sam smiles at me.
"Of course because you moved here when we were fake dating." I roll my eyes.
"But I never place girl's picture on my table or in my locker before."
"Liar, you are frickin liar, Sam Evans." I said to him.
"What if I didnt lie about this, huh?" Sam chuckles and start tickling me.
"Haha okay stop it, I trust you." I laugh and groan.
"It's like a dream to see you close like this and accept the fact that only me who can make you laugh." Sam strokes my hair.
"It's because I will brave myself to tell my parents everything." I grin at Sam.
"You look cuter with that braid hair and hairclips." Sam smiles at me.
"No, I will back to cheerios and I will back to have my hair in ponitail and my cheerios uniform." I said to Sam.
"What if your parents dont let you?" Sam raises his eyebrows.
"Sam..." I pouted at him.
"Just kidding, you back to be normal now." Sam chuckles.
"I got it, so after all this time I'm abnormal?" I roll my eyes.
"Abnormal or normal, you're perfect to me." Sam smiles at me.
I just smile shyly at him. Sam pulls his face closer to me and cup my cheek then kisses me roughly and I kiss him back. Until we have a make out and I'm laying my body ontop of him.
We finally stop as we heard a fart sound come out. Sam and I pull our lips each other then laugh so hard and I'm still laying ontop of him.
"That's disgusting." I laugh.
"The effect of ate spicy meatball during lunch today. I'm sorry, baby." Sam laughs.
"It's okay. That's natural." I smile at him and move his front hair from his forehead.
"I miss you so bad." Sam put his hand around my waist.
"We met every day, Sammy." I chuckle.
"Yeah but those days when you have your depression, it wasnt like you. It's different like someone else." Sam says.
"I'm sorry, I was lost." I sigh.
"But I'll always be here to guide you to the light." Sam smiles at me.
"I love you so much, Sam. You're the sweetest guy that I've ever had." I smile back at Sam.
"I love you more, Emily Hudson." Sam kisses my forehead.
I just smile at him and then kisses him softly and still laying on top of him and looking at his beautiful green eyes.
"Your eyes is beautiful." I said to Sam.
"You're more beautiful, baby. Even the most beautiful one." Sam says to me. "I remember when I had my first kiss with Quinn, she told me to call her name but Coach Beiste's name was the one who came out." Sam laughs.
I cant handle it and laugh so hard. "You were thinking about coach Beiste when you were with her?" I laugh.
"It was accidentally happened." Sam laughs.
"I just hope that it wont happen when you are with me like right now." I chuckle.
"It wont, because I keep thinking about you." Sam smiles at me.
"Say my name." I look at him deeply.
"I love you more than anything, Emily Hudson." Sam look at me deeply. "So much."
I cover his mouth with my hand. "That's enough, I trust you." I smile at him.
Sam just smile back at me and we looked at each other eyes and smiling at each other. All of sudden a voice of cat meowing is coming.
"Go away, Junior." I roll my eyes.
"You dont realize that this is not your house?" Sam raises his eyebrows.
"Wait, yes this is your room and your house and Junior must be not here then whose that cat?" I raise my eyebrows.
"My ringtone." Sam grins at me.
"Dont lie to me." I frown at him and leave his body.
"Well, since I cant lie to this beautiful girl the fact that I want to bring you here because I have something I want to give you." Sam says and stand up from his bed and walk to his desk and take a bagpack.
"A bagpack?" I raise my eyebrows.
He shakes his head then place the bagpack on the bed right in front of me until he unzip that bagpack and take something from inside then a fluffy white persian cat is come out.
"Oh gosh, how come you took Junior get into this bagpack?" I gasped.
"It's a girl and this one is not Junior." Sam says to me.
I take that cat from his hand and hold it. "Aww this is cute, yeah it's a girl. Yeay finally Junior has a girlfriend." I chuckle.
Sam throw that bagpack away and move his seat closer to me and take that cat from my hand. "I really can make you smile today right?" Sam chuckles.
"Thank you so much, Sam. This is amazing." I smile at him and strokes that cat's body.
"So, what is the right name for this girl cat?" Sam asks me.
"What about Lady Junior?" I raise my eyebrows.
"Sure, alright this Lady Junior is ours now." Sam smiles at me.
"You really can make me happy today." I smile at Sam and hold his hand.
"Because I want to see your beautiful smile." Sam smiles at me.
"But you make me happy with my favorite things like barney and cat. Thank you so much." I giggle.
Sam just smiling at me then place that cat next to us. He cup my cheek and kisses me softly. I put my hand around his shoulder and kiss him back until it getting rough and I lay my body on his bed and he is ontop of me.
He take off his flannel shirt and I take off his sweater. Sam kisses me until he kisses my neck and he take off his shirt and topless. He helped me to take off my clothes and only shows my bra.
"You sure you want to do this?" I ask him.
"I want to have my first time with you even though I know that this might be not your first time." Sam says to me.
"I never do that before. Even not with Puck." I said to him.
"Babe, seriously? But Puck is like..." Sam frowns.
"Yes, we never do that before." I nodded.
"Which mean that we are still virgin?" Sam asks me.
"Yes, but if you want to have your first time with me, I also want to have my first time with you. We can make our special first time together." I smile at him.
"You sure?"
"I am." I nodded.
"I love you so much and I promise I will never forget everything that happened today." Sam smiles at me and start kissing my neck passionately.
"I love you so much, Sam Evans. Just make sure that your parents wont caught us." I chuckle.
"They went to Kentucky until this weekend so I brough you here to stay with me." Sam grins at me.
"You're crazy, Evans." I chuckle and start kissing him.
"Crazy in love with you, baby." Sam kisses me passionately.
We continue doing our things until it getting rough and we have our first time together and we will make it special. I just really love him and only him.
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I wake up as the darkness come. I turn my face and Sam is sleeping next to me by make aslant backing me. I sit up from the bed then take my clothes and wear it again. Yes, Sam and I were having our first time together.
"Hey, it's already evening." I kiss his cheek.
Sam moves his body facing me and open his eyes slowly. "Hey, beautiful." Sam smiles at me.
"I want to make a dinner for us. What do you want?" I ask Sam.
"Anything you cook, I'll love that, baby." Sam rubs my cheek.
"Alright. I'll stay here tonight since Kurt told me that my parents will back tomorrow morning." I said to Sam and went out from my room.
I walk to the kitchen and open the cupboard and looking for the food ingredients. I take some meat from the freezer and want to make some food for the dinner.
Suddenly a hairy ball is sitting down on my feet. I turn my face and Lady Junior is sitting down on my feet and she doesnt wanna move.
"Hey, I need to cook for the dinner or you hungry? I will bring you home and introduce you to Junior." I lift that cat up and place her on the kitchen table.
"What the things you want to cook?" Sam hugs me from behind.
"I dont know but I guess it will be delicious." I answer.
"You're like my mom. She just cook and didnt know what the food she cooked but tasted yummy." Sam chuckles.
"You better give that cat food because she must be hungry." I said to Sam.
"Yes, captain." Sam says and take that cat then place her on the ground and take her food.
I'm still cooking and looking at them little bit. I will make today as our special day. As the day that we wont forget.
1 hour later
I bring a big bowl of mix burritos with meatball to the living room. I sit down next to Sam on the couch and show that big bowl to him.
"Why only one bowl?" Sam asked me.
"I'm not really hungry so you can eat this and feed me." I grin at him.
"Since when you become a spoilt one like this?" Sam chuckles.
"Fine, I'll go home and you'll be alone and there will be a ghost around here." I laugh.
"And I'm not afraid with that because the fact that she is behind you." Sam simply said and eating.
I turn my face slowly and move my seat closer to him then shivering. "Uh no more." I shake my head.
"Haha there is nothing, baby. Dont be so freak out." Sam laughs.
"I hate you." I pouted at him.
"Hate you more." Sam simply said and feed me.
"I never know that I can cook. Wow." I said as I chewing my food.
"This is the best day in my life since I spend one full day with you." Sam smiles at me.
"Me too, Sam. You really can make me happy today." I smile back at him.
"Promise me no more depression, no more tears, no more give up on your dreams." Sam says to me.
"I promise you." I smile at him.
"I dont want to get over you, I want to be with you, Rachel." Sam makes an impression about Ross.
"I love you, Ross." I make an impression.
"That's first time you say it! You know what I wanna kiss you now." Sam makes an impression.
"Me too!" I laugh.
Sam cups my cheek then kisses me softly. I cant handle it and kiss him back until we pull our lips each other.
"Your lips taste cheese." Sam says to me.
"Your lips taste burritos. I found a sandwich cheedar cheese in your refrigerator so I ate that." I giggle.
"But I like it." Sam grins at me.
"Eww that's disgusting, Ross!" I shout and stand up from the sofa and walk to his room.
"Babe....." Sam says as he is still sit down on the couch.
I enter his room and take his tshirt and wear that and it's like a mini dress on my body. Whatever, I just need simple clothes for sleeping.
I lay my body on his bed and take that big barney and hug it. I make aslant facing the window and close my eyes. I feel so sleepy and I will back to cheerios tomorrow.
"Who told you that you are allowed to wear my tshirt?" Sam suddenly jumps to the bed and hug me from behind.
"I dont bring any new clothes okay so I borrow this." I simply said.
"You need to pay, baby." Sam kisses my cheek.
"How much?"
"A cuddle until tomorrow morning." Sam says.
"Deal." I simply said.
"Yeay, finally." Sam pulls the blanket to cover our body.
The wrap his hand around my belly and place his chin ontop of my head. I pull his hand to hug me closer and then I wrap my hand with his hand.
Sam is a cuddler. He loves to cuddling and I love doing this with him because his hug is the warmest hug than any other hug in this world.