Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 41

Sam and I are on the way to the airport. I take a morning flight to New York since the noon and evening flight already full booked.

I just hope that my life after this will be changed. Sam and I can do our long distance relationship and no more break up or anything.

I want that everything will getting better and I never want to ruin again. I'm nineteenth and I'm not in high school anymore so I'm growing up and I'm ready to face my future.

"Alright, it's arrived." Sam says as he parks the car in front of the airport.

He went out from the car and take my suitcase from the car baggage. He then walk to my seat and open the door for me. He shows me his hand.

I let out a sigh and take his hand then went out from his car. No, I shouldnt cry or afraid with anything. Everything will be perfect.

"That's cool when you didnt cry." Sam says as we walk together.

"You want me to cry?" I ask him.

"Of course not, baby. If you cry, I will cry too." Sam put his hand around my shoulder.

"Dont forget about our phone dates and skype dates, dont forget to remind Finn give the food to Junior and Baby Junior then, Valentines day." I giggle.

"I wont forget all those things." Sam strokes my hair.

"Great then." I simply nodded.

"Well that's the check in gate and I cant follow you there because I dont have my ticket." Sam says to me.

"I'll call you or text you when I get there okay." I said to Sam and take my suitcase.

"Text me. Then call me when you officially break up with Sean."

"I will, stripper." I roll my eyes.

"Well, give me a hug and kiss before you go." Sam smirks at me.

I giggle and walk to him and kisses him softly as he hold my hand. "I'm gonna miss you." I hug him.

"We will meet again about in two weeks." Sam hugs me back and rubs my back. "Just tell me that I'm your boyfriend now."

I push his body away and smile at him. "You're my boyfriend and will always be and you know why?"

"Why?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"Because we are endgame." I grin at him.

"I know that and you know that." Sam grin back at me. "Alright, you will lose your plane if you still be here."

"Ugh you chase me away." I roll my eyes.

"I didnt, baby. I love you so much and take care." Sam kisses my forehead.

"I love you too and please dont play All By Myself when you are driving back home okay." I giggle and turn my way to the check in gate.

I walk to the check in gate with my suitcase and my ticket. I turn my face and Sam is still standing there and smile at me. I wave him a little goodbye and smile back at him until I get into the gate.

Sam is still standing there. I keep walking until he is gone from my gaze. I will miss him and but dont worry because we will meet again on V-Day and celebrate Valentines Day together.

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I went out from NYC Airport. It's glad to be back to New York. I walk in the street to my apartment building and glad that's not really far from the airport.

I'm curious Sean is already there or not because he didnt answer my call or my text. Well, I guess he is tired so he doesnt have anytime to answer my call.

I keep walking until I got into my apartment building. I enter my apartment building and everything seems so fine. It's 9am in Saturday in New York City and the sun shine bright even the wather is kinda cold but I dont mind with that.

I walk enter the lift and press the number five because I live in the fifth floor. I will surprise Sean and wake him up if he already home.

But the most hurt thing is I will surprise him with the thing that happened between me and Sam but I just hope that he didnt cry or anything.

The lift door is open as I get into the fifth floor. I went out from the lift and take my key from my slingbag. I unlock the door and get into my apartment bring my suitcase.

"Sean? You home?" I ask as I get in.

I gasped when I see a girl underware and bra on the ground and that's not mine. I'm just standing frozen and the bed is really look messed up. I also see girl's clothes on my table.

"Sean, stop it!" A girl and Sean went out from the bathroom as Sean hug him from behind and kisses her cheek.

Sean and that girl went out from the bathroom. That girl only wearing Sean's big t-shirt and Sean is topless and only wearing a boxer.

I dont know what to say. I'm shocked. I may cheated on him with Sam but I'm still trying to call him and text him but he didnt answer my call or even my text and now I see another girl in my apartment?

"Babe, I-I...." Sean left that girl's hand.

"You!" I point to that slut. "Get out from my apartment now and dont ever you dare to put your slut underware on my carpet floor or my bed!" I yell angrily at that girl.

That girl just look afraid and take her clothes and her bag then went out from my apartment. I'm still standing frozen and dont know what to say.

I was about to tell him everything about me and Sam in a good way but he broke me up like this. I give him a reliance to stay in my apartment to make him easier with everything not like this.

"Babe, I can explain. That's not what you see." Sean trying to take my hand.

"Nothing to explain." I simply said and walk to sofa in front of my bed.

I'm speechless and I dont know what to say. He really broke my heart. I really wanna call Sam right now but I cant.

I just sit down there until tears fall down to my face. I though that everything will be fine like what I was planned but I was wrong. Everything is ruinned. I just realized that nothing is perfect.

Sean and I just being quiet. I'm still sitting down on the sofa and I know he is sitting down on the edge of my bed.

"You didnt answer my call or my text because you were busy with her?" I ask without looking at him.

"I was drunk last night. We just held a party until...."

"I dont want to hear any detail." I simply said.

"Please, I'm so sorry. It was just one time thing." Sean says.

"Save your sorry. I'm tired. I took morning flight to surprise you and wake you up but I didnt know that you were the one who surprise me." I said.

I lay my body on my bed and make aslant backing him. I take my Barney pillow and hug it as tears fall down to my face.

"Baby, please..." Sean says.

I didnt answer him and still make aslant backing him. I feel like Sean is laying his body on the bed until I feel like a hand wrap my belly and he hug me from behind.

I'm still backing him, didnt move or do anything. I didnt wrap his hand and still crying because of this. Everything is ruinned now.

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I'm packing all my stuff into my suitcase and my bagpack. I will move to Bushwick. I cant stay to be here anymore besides that I have to end this relationship.

Sean is still sleeping and I just pack my stuff. I will tell him the truth or maybe I will him a letter after this.

This is really hurt me. I know I'm cheated but deep down, I love him and I though that Sean wont do this thing to me. He brough another girl into my apartment.

"Wait, where are you going to?" Sean asks me.

"Move out." I simply said.

"Babe, I know that was my fault. I brough another girl into your apartment and slept with her but please I love you, Emily and I promise that was the last time and give me second chance." Sean standing in front of me.

"I just cant stay stench longer here." I said to him and zipper my suitcase.

"Just please give me second chance. I love you so much. I was drunk and just slap my face or anything but please dont leave me." Sean begged.

"I cant." I shake my head.

Tears slowly fall down to my face again. I take my two suitcases from my bed and a bagpack also wear my slingbag.

"You really want to leave me? Please I will do anything to make you forgive me unless dont leave me." Sean says sadly.

"I'm sorry I cant." I shake my head and about to walk off.

"But why? Baby, I'm so sorry. I shouldnt do this to you." Sean stops my way.

"Because, I was with Sam in Lima. I feel guilty with that. I'm sorry." I said to him.

"You what? Okay I forgive you but please dont leave me. I really love you." Sean starts crying.

"I'm sorry, I dont wanna hurt you more but you already hurt me by brough another chick into my apartment. This is yours now and I hope that there will be someone who really loves you." I said to him and walk off.

"Babe, please dont leave me. I'm so sorry." Sean shouts.

I didnt turn back and keep walking until I got into the lift. Tears still fall down to my face and I cant believe what Sean did to me.

If he didnt with a girl maybe I could tell him that I love him even though I love Sam more than him. But he was really nice and I cant believe that he could do this to me.

I went out from my apartment building and turn my way to the railway station. I could feel that I'm still crying. It really hurts me.

One Hour Later

I walked out from the railway station. I'm in Bushwick right now and now I'm looking for Kurt's apartment building.

Sam must be worried about me because I havent call him but I will call him when I get into Bushwick.

It's already evening and the wind blowing really cold. Really belong with my feeling right now.

I keep walking until I get into Kurt's apartment building. I get in. And looking for his room. I already called him last night and he let me but I never though it will be ended up like this.

I knock his door as I get in front of his apartment. Suddenly the door opened and Kurt is the one who open the door.

"Emily!" Kurt smiles at me.

I didnt say anything but leave my suitcase and hug him then crying out loud while hugging him.

"Honey, what happened?" Kurt rubs my back.

I didnt answer him but still crying. I've been holding this since two hours ago and I need a shoulder to lean on.

"Emily? Wait, what happened?" Rachel went out from her room.

"Bring her stuff to our room." Kurt says to Rachel and bring me to sit down on the sofa.

I sit down on the sofa next to Kurt as he is still comforting me.

"What happened, E? I know you called me last night and dad also called me to let you stay here but what happened?" Kurt asks me.

I wipe my tears slowly. "There was a girl in my apartment. She left her underware on the ground then her clothes on my table and my bed messed up. I was curious what happened but then Sean and that slut went out from the bathroom and they both barely naked."

"Oh my gosh, that's really bad." Kurt gasped.

"I know I cheated on him with Sam when I was in Lima and I was about to tell Sean everything nicely but what I got is this and this is really hurt me because I was the one who want him to lived with me but how the hell he could bring a slut into my apartment! Into the apartment that my parents found for me." I'm sobbing.

"Sshhhh." Kurt hugs me. "You can stay here with me. That's better than you have to stay with jerk or anything."

"I'm mad because he brough another girl into my apartment. I dont care if he cheated on me or not because I cheated with Sam but what he has done." I'm crying.

"Stop it." Kurt wipe my tears away. "I already bough another bed for you and we can stay in the same room just like your room with Finn in Lima. You better take a rest and I will prepare the dinner for you okay. Dad told me that you took morning flight this morning." Kurt says to me.

"That guy doesnt deserve your tears, E." Rachel half-smiled at me.

"Yes, Rachel is right. I know you cheated but you were nice to tell him nicely. Just screw him. Listen, from all of your boyfriend, I guess Sam is the best one for you. Finn and I agree with that well even though that Puck is one of our friend too, but when you are with Sam, you really happy and I can see that you can be yourself with him. Just forget this okay." Kurt half-smiled at me.

"Yeah you're here with us." Rachel hold my hand and half-smiled at me.

"Thank you guys so much." I half-smiled at them.

"It's okay. I will cook for the dinner okay." Kurt says to me and walks to the kitchen.

"For now this is your second home after Lima. Just enjoy here and make yourself feel like home." Rachel smiles at me.

"Thank you." I smile back at her.

"Well, I have to go because Brody already wait for me." Rachel says and walks off.

"Dont forget your key!" Kurt shouts. "Because I dont want to wake up in the midnight only to open a door for you and your Jerky Ken." Kurt mumbled.

"Her boyfriend lives here too?" I ask Kurt.

"Yes, I'm still trying to kick him out of here actually." Kurt sighs.

"I'll help you. Honestly, when I met him in Sardi's I dont like him. I guess that Finn is better one." I said to Kurt.

"You can say that again." Kurt says to me.

"Alright, I guess I'm gonna unpack my stuff." I said to Kurt and walk to my new room.

I look around and this place seems comfortable and right, Kurt just make this just like my room in Lima with little bit different decorations.

I place my biggest suitcase on my bed and take my big barney out. This suitcase was full because of my big Barney. But I dont want to leave it because this was from Sam and this doll can make me feel better because I feel like Sam is the one who comforts me.

Suddenly my phone is ringing. I take my phone and looking at the screen. I answer the call.

"Babe? Where have you been? Why you didnt call me?" Sam asks from the phone.

"I'm sorry I got a little problem actually." I sigh.

"What happened?" Sam asks.

"I got into my apartment and underware and bra on the carpet floor and girls clothes on my table. I found my bed messed up."

"Is he crazy or maniac?" Sam asks.

"There was a girl or shall I call her slut?" I sigh.

"Wait, she forget her room?"

"No, Sam. He brough another girl into my apartment and slept there. They went out from the bathroom afterwards barely naked. I mean, I know I cheated with you but I was about to tell him everything nicely because I though, I will be the one who hurt him but I was wrong."

"Such a jerk. You let him to stayed with you but how-how the hell he could do that to you? Then what happened?" Sam asks.

"I yelled to that girl and chased her out. Sean and I just being quiet until I lay my body on the bed and he hugged me begged me for an apologize."

"Can you please skip the part when he hug you because I guess my jealousy problem is back right now." Sam says.

"Yes, stripper." I roll my eyes. "Then I fell asleep, I woke up and packed my stuff. He begged me to not leave him but I left. He cried and really begged to give him second chance but I told him that we're done and I left him." I said.

"Where are you now?" Sam asks.

"Bushwick with Kurt. I just unpacked my stuff and dont worry I brough your big Barney here."

"So you are officially done with him now?" Sam asks.

"Yes, you are my number one and my only one boyfriend now. Nobody else. I'm staying with my gay step-brother so there will be another guy. I just hope that when I back home, I wont find you bring another girl to your room and sleep with her."

"Baby, I wont do that. I'm not a jerk who cant live without s*x. I can live without s*x. I just cant live without you." Sam says.

"Same, Evans." I giggle.

"Did I disturb your thing now?" Sam asks.

"Nope, I loudspeaker your call while I'm unpacking my stuff. So what are you doing right now?"

"Reading a comic with a girl laying on my chest and cant stop lick my nipple."

"Sam..."

"Lady Junior is here. Want to see? I will turn to skype okay." Sam says and hung up the phone.

I just chuckle and take my laptop until it's ringing and Sam called me. I answer his calls and he place his laptop right in front of him.

"See? The girl I'm talking about is our cat." Sam says from the skype.

I laugh as I see Sam is shirtless and Lady Junior is on chest. "Who told you that you're allowed to be shirtless or topless or naked?"

"Fine. That was hot here so I took off my tshirt." Sam says and take his tshirt and wear it.

"Emily, dinner is ready. Come on, you must be hungry." Kurt says to me.

"Hear that? You want to follow me to eat with my bro or I will call you again?" I ask Sam.

"I'm also hungry. Call me at 8 okay." Sam says.

"Alright, stripper, I'll call you later."

"See you, stripper's love." Sam hung up the skype.

I close my laptop and went out from my room and walk to Kurt who sitting down on the dining table.

"It's health one and I'm not vegie so dont worry about that." Kurt smiles at me as preparing the dinner.

"Thank you so much. I promise you next day, I will help you with cook the food." I smile back at Kurt. "By the way, did Rachel do that topless scene?"

"Nope. Santana and Quinn can persuaded her. One b***h versus two bitches would lost. She was like a slutty barbie." Kurt sighs.

"Well even though her hair and her make up makes look like a porn star but she is not." I said to Kurt.

"How was Lima, by the way?" Kurt asks me.

"I got Men of McKinley Calendar and I brough it here. You want to see?" I ask Kurt.

"No because Blaine's topless body must be there." Kurt shake his head.

"You know what? Blaine was the one who make me and Sam getting closer and getting back together." I giggle while eating my food.

"Really? How he could do that?" Kurt asks me.

"So I joined Blaine and Sam to find the evidence about The Warblers. You know that Sam and I can be crazy together right? We sang a song from animated movie together then Blaine mad at us. He locked us in a classroom and want us to finish that evidence but only in two hours Sam and I can done that things. And at first, I asked Blaine for the Sadie Hawkins but I know he doesnt want to go until I asked Sam and since that day I guess I started falling in love again with Sam." I giggle.

"Then Blaine go to the Sadie Hawkins?" Kurt asks me.

"Yes, with Tina. You have to know that Brittany, Tina, and I were argued about who will go to the Sadie Hawkins with Blaine. We almost fight that day." I chuckle.

"I miss Lima." Kurt half-smiled at me.

"We will go home in two weeks." I smile back at Kurt.

"For Valentines and attending Mr. Schue's wedding." Kurt grins at me.

"I'm so excited because I know that someone is waiting me back home." I giggle

"At least I have my family waiting me back home." Kurt giggles.

"Haha I'm here, Kurt." I giggle.

"Dont worry, you're safe with me and our parents more believe if you stay with me than alone or even with that random guy." Kurt rolls his eyes.

"Dont mention his name." I roll my eyes.

"Alright, I'm sorry." Kurt chuckles.

I chuckle and go back eating my dinner. I will start my new life here. In Bushwick with my gay-stepbrother without new man because my man is one and only Sam Evans.