Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 40

I'm walking down in the hallways and looking for Sam. He must be somewhere in a classroom and writing his essay for his scholarship.

"You must be looking for Sam." Blaine suddenly standing next to me.

"Yeah, do you know where is he?" I ask Blaine.

"In history classroom. I want to go there too." Blaine says to me as we walk together.

"You really care with Sam." I turn my face at Blaine.

"That's what a bestfriend should do. Besides that he is my vice president." Blaine says to me.

"Can you do me a favor please?" I raise my eyebrows at Blaine.

"What's that?"

"Take him care when I'm in New York. I promise I will take Kurt care for you. I cant trust anyone else besides that you are the one who really close with Sam." I smile at Blaine.

"I'll do that for you." Blaine smiles at me.

I'm smiling at him as we walk together until we turn our way to the history classroom and Sam is sit down there alone with a paper on the table.

"You ready to write that essay?" Blaine asks Sam as we walks in.

"No, I'm not." Sam sighs.

"Well, I've been doing a little research, um, with some folks that know you really well, and they all seem to think that you've actually accomplished quite a bit." Blaine says and take a laptop his bag and place it on the table in front of Sam.

I'm standing behind Sam and looking at the laptop and Blaine plays a video for him.

"Sam saved Sectionals last year when we were short a member and he moved back to McKinley." Tina says from the video.

"He rescued our Nationals trophy." Artie says from the video.

"And then he saved Sectionals again this year when he found out the Warblers cheated." Tina smiles from the video.

"Trouty Mouth inspired me to try my hand at songwriting." Santana says from the video.

"Sam was the first person in America to do a Sean Connery impression." Brittany says from the video.

"Grouper Mouth." Santana singing.

"His impression is what made Sean Connery's career really take off." Brittany says.

"Froggy Lips." Santana singing.

"And let's not forget when Sam took care of his entire family after his dad lost his job.

They were living in a motel, homeless, and Sam supported them. I mean, that's pretty amazing. He's a really substantial person." Finn says from the video.

I hug Sam from behind and cross my hand around his shoulder. "Without you, I will never get a chance to enter Juilliard School and make my dream comes true." I kiss his cheek.

Sam just rubs my hand and sobbing. I know this is hard for him but I will always be here to support him.

"Now, that's your essay." Blaine says to Sam.

"Thanks..thanks, bro." Sam stands up and hugs Blaine.

"Don't mention it." Blaine hugs him back.

I'm smiling looking at them. They pull their body each other and Sam turns his body at me and looking at me until he hugs me really tight.

"I love you so much." Sam hugs me.

"I love you too." I hug him back and rub his back. "Now, finish your essay." I push his body away.

Sam half-smiled at us and go back to sit down on his seat and start writing. Blaine and I just looked at each other and smiling at each other.

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The choir room is really full with the girls that standing on line and get a sign from the boys for the Men of McKinley Calendar.

"How much we got now?" I ask Finn.

"350 bucks. 50 more to get the bus for regionals but I guess we can make it more than 400." Finn says to me.

"Cool. This is the most effective fund-raising than any other that Mr. Schue ever did." I chuckle.

"You dont want one and bring this to New York?" Finn asks me.

"I havent tell Sam that I will go back to New York this weekend." I sigh.

"You should tell him. You went home for him and you will back to New York also for him by tell the truth to Sean." Finn says to me.

"I guess that Sean can sense that I'm cheating on him because it's been two days he didnt answer my call or call me back." I said to Finn.

"You still call him?" Finn frowns at me.

"Finn, he is still officially my boyfriend even though in here, my boyfriend is Sam but he is still dating me." I let out a sigh.

"Maybe he just busy. You said that he is having arts fair in L.A right? You have me with you. You have Sam here." Finn put his hand around my shoulder.

"I really want the calendar but the line is too long and I dont want to wait." I said to Finn.

"You dont realize that Ryder always have his eyes at you?" Finn asks me.

"But I dont like him. He is too young for me besides that I have Sam Evans with me. Well, if I didnt get back together with Sam, I also wont date him. I guess I will never fall in love with another guy." I chuckle.

"Here one for you and you dont need to stand in line, just go to the Sam and tell him what you wanna say to him." Finn smiles at me and give me one calendar.

"Sadly your picture isnt here so I cant draw your face with banana or monkey face."

"Just dont call me when you miss me." Finn simply said.

"The fact that you will be the one who call me first." I put my tongue out to mock Finn.

"Wish Rachel was here." Finn sighs.

"I wish that I had Brody's girl. Where can I find a woman like that? Like Brody's girl." I'm singing out loud.

I'm singing out loud and move my feet until I make a chair fall down because of me. The others turns their face at me and frowns.

Finn start to laugh. I blush and smile shyly and hide my face on Finn's chest because of this embarassing moment.

"Next time, look at to your place when you wanna do crazy things." Finn laughs.

"I'm sorry." I giggle.

"Haha it's okay. Come on, go tell Sam before he will be crazy missing you." Finn says to me.

"Alright." I let out a sigh and hold that calendar.

I nodded at Finn and walk straight to the line until I got right in front of Sam and shows my calendar to him.

"Whom this is for?" Sam asks without looking at me.

"I will go back to New York this weekend and Finn said that I should tell this to you but I just wanna say that I love you and I will keep my heart for you. I will move to Bushwick with my gay step-brother so there will be no guy anymore and we can have our phones date and our skype dates and I promise you, I wont miss that and I will answer all your calls unless you call me during my class." I said nervously.

Sam turns his face at me and frowns at me. "Actually I already have the special one for you." Sam takes a calendar under the table and stand up from his seat.

He left that table and walks to me and give that calendar to me. I read that notes and smiles at him. 'I'm gonna miss you and I will always love you. -Sam.'

"You know that I will back to New York?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I count that. Since the first day you came you told me that you would stay for one month and last night I found something on house tree. Right after the line I wrote that I love you, you wrote that you love me." Sam smiles at me.

I smile back at him and hug him. "I'm gonna miss you too!"

Sam pulls our body away and look at me. He cups my cheek and then kisses me softly. I put my arms around his shoulder and kiss him back.

"Guys, no PDA around here." Finn interupts us and laughs.

"Ugh Finn!" I roll my eyes.

Sam just laughs and take my hand. "Lets get out of here and find a room." Sam smirks at me.

"Ewww dont be a Puckerman." I roll my eyes.

"Haha want to get some ice cream?" Sam grins at me.

"I though you never ask." I giggle.

Sam put his hand around my shoulder as we walk together in the hallways. I'm gonna miss him like crazy and I will make sure this time our long distance relationship will work out.

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Sam and I sitting down on the swing sofa in terrace in the second floor of my house. I clean his nail from the nail polish that I put on his nails that day while sitting down next to him and place my legs on his lap.

"You can stay longer here actually." Sam says to me.

"I will have my second show in New York City Ballet GALA and I have to go back to New York, Sam." I said sadly.

"You sure that you want to have a long distance relationship with me? Just please I dont wanna break up with you anymore." Sam says.

I turn my face at him and sigh. "I'm gonna tell Sean everything about us and I will move to Bushwick with Kurt so there will be no guy and we still have a phone dates or skype dates."

"You sure you wont miss that?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"Hmm here is the thing. Let's make schedule first so no one of us wont miss our dates." I said to him and take my phone. "I have college start from Monday to Thrusday and I got day off on Friday until Sunday which mean that I got three days off each week. Then my college start from 9am until 2pm since I will have another show. The times from Manhattan to Bushwick is about one hour with the train late, if the train not late it only takes 30 minutes so let just say that I'll be home at 3pm and school ends at 3pm but with glee club it will end until 5pm so we can have our phones dates start from 5.30pm until I fell asleep for Monday until Friday since you still have school on Friday. The weekend we will be free and we can talk on the phone all day." I grin at Sam and writes the schedule on my phone then send it to Sam.

Sam's phone is ringing. He takes his phone and then turn his face at me. "You even made this reminder for me?" Sam chuckles.

"Sam, this time I will make sure that we can do our long distance relationship and after you graduate you will move to New York with me." I smile at him.

"I will for you." Sam smiles back at me.

"Just make sure that you wont be shirtless and walking down in the hallways again. Oh wait, we can celebrate valentines day together since Ms. Pillsburry and Mr. Schue will held a wedding on v-day." I giggle.

"Yeay, I got my cupid back." Sam grins at me.

"I smell chocolates come to me." I said to him.

"My lips taste chocolate. Do you wanna try?" Sam asks me.

"Is it free right?" I ask Sam.

"Anything for you, baby." Sam smirks at me.

I smile at him and pull his face closer to me and kiss him softly. Sam kisses me back as he wrap my lap and his other hand wrap my back.

"I will miss this fish lips." I said to Sam as we make our forehead touching.

"I will miss your chocolate and blueberry lipbalm taste." Sam grins at me.

I roll my eyes and chuckle. I take his hand and go back cleaning his finger from the nail polish.

"I have new brown nail polish. I will put on your nails okay." I said to Sam.

"Babe, why you love to make me as your experience huh?" Sam rolls his eyes.

"I didnt. I just love nail arts but I cant do it on my nail so I make yours as my object." I giggle.

"Unfortunately, I love you." Sam kisses my forehead.

"Sam...."

"Yes?"

"If I become busy and rarely answer your calls please dont mad at me but just come to New York and slap my face then remind me that you're my boyfriend and I shouldnt be like that. I just dont wanna break up with you anymore." I sigh.

Sam smiles at me and hug me. "I also dont wanna break up with you anymore."

"Will you drive me to the airport this Saturday morning?" I ask Sam.

"Anything for my girl." Sam smiles at me.

I smile back at him and lean my head on his chest as Sam is still hugging me. He is my place where I can be anything I want.

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Glee Club

"700 bucks for regionals!" Tina give those money to Finn.

The others just smiling and cheering. I'm just smiling while standing behind the piano.

"Thanks to all of you who wanna sell your abs for this." Finn says to them.

"Next year we will have Sam Evans calendar." Sam says.

"No." I roll my eyes.

"Well, I guess Emily have an announcement." Finn turns his face at me.

"What? I didnt." I shake my head.

"Tell them." Finn says to me.

I let out a sigh. "Alright." I walk to the front next to Finn.

"What? We cant join regionals?" Artie asks.

"Some of you may make the rumors about me and Sam. Now, I wanna clarify that Sam and I are officially getting back together." I giggle.

"That's the news?" Blaine asks.

"Well the main one is, I will go back to New York tomorrow morning." I half-smiled at them.

"God, no. You can stay here longer. We like you. You always have brilliant amazing idea for this glee club." Tina says to me.

"But I cant. I have to go back to college and my off is already done. I have to go back to Juilliard School besides that I will have my second show in New York City Ballet GALA and please I want all of you come to New York." I grin at them.

"Wow, Emily that's amazing." Blaine smiles at me.

"Thank you. It's just my dream to be a ballerina dancer will be come true. I never can get through that without your support guys." I halfsmiled at them. "I remember when I become depressed and I went to school with wearing a pajama, I left cheerios and glee club but Mr. Schue made a special assignment for me. Then Artie and Blaine sang a song to made me smile. Those things that I cant forget. This room gave me so much things to learn. Something that you wont get in any other place. I love being in glee club and I just want to say thank you so much for all of you. Because this is the only one place where I feel loved without any kind of reason why I should be loved. I just wanna say to the new members that once you become a part of the glee club, you will always be a part of this family." I smile at them.

They just smile at me. I look at them one by one and Tina start crying. Yeah she is the sensitive one.

"No tears, Tina. I'm fine." I giggle. "Well before I went back to New York, I want to sing a song with the two cutest men in this choir room." I grin at them.

"Who is gonna be?" Finn asks me.

"Ugh hello? White Chocolate." Sam says proudly.

I shake my head and chuckle. I walk closer to Artie and Blaine and takes their hand to the front.

"Since you both ever sing a song for me so I want to sing a song with both of you." I grin at Blaine and Artie.

"Cool." Artie smiles at me.

"Alright, take it away guys." Finn says and sit down on the front row.

Blaine and I take two bench and sit down with Artie in the middle of us. I nodded to the band and they start playing the music.

Artie, Blaine, and Emily:

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da da da

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da da da

Emily:

Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down

I'd just stare out my window

Artie:

Dreamin' of what could be

And if I'd end up happy

I would pray

Blaine (with Artie):

(Trying hard to reach out)

But when I tried to speak out

(Felt like no one could hear me)

(with Emily: Wanted to belong here)

Emily:

But something felt so wrong here

Artie, Blaine, and Emily (Artie):

So I prayed (I would pray)

Blaine (with Artie and Emily):

I could break(away)

Emily with Artie, Blaine, and New Directions:

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Artie and Blaine (Emily):

And I'll (Make a wish) make a wish

(Take a chance) Take a chance

(Make a change) Make a change

Artie, Blaine, and Emily with New Directions:

And breakaway

Emily with Artie, Blaine, and New Directions:

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

Artie and Blaine (Emily):

(Gotta take a risk) Take a risk

(Take a chance) Take a chance

(Make a change) Make a change

Artie and Emily (with New Directions):

(And breakaway)

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da

Da da da'd da da da da

Blaine (with Emily):

(Wanna feel the warm breeze)

Sleep under a palm tree

(Feel the rush of the ocean)

Artie (with Emily):

(Get on board a fast train)

Travel on a jetplane, (far away) (Blaine: I would pray...)

And

Artie with Blaine and Emily:

Breakaway

Emily with Artie, Blaine, and New Directions:

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Artie and Blaine (Emily):

And I'll (Make a wish) make a wish

(Take a chance) Take a chance

(Make a change) Make a change

Artie, Blaine, and Emily with New Directions:

And breakaway

Emily with Artie, Blaine, and New Directions:

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

Artie and Blaine (Emily):

(Gotta take a risk) Take a risk

(Take a chance) Take a chance

(Make a change) Make a change

Artie, Blaine, and Emily with New Directions:

And breakaway

Artie with Blaine and Emily:

Buildings with a hundred floors

Swinging round revolving doors

Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but

Artie and Blaine:

Gotta keep moving on, moving on

Artie, Blaine, and Emily:

Fly away, breakaway!

Emily with Blaine and New Directions:

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly (Artie:Learn how to fly!)

Blaine and Emily with New Directions:

Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, (Artie: I gotta!) gotta

Blaine (Artie with Emily):

(Take a risk) Take a risk,

(Take a chance) Take a chance,

(Make a change) Make a change

Blaine and Emily with New Directions (and Artie):

And breakaway (Artie: Breakaway!)

Out of the darkness (and into the sun)

But I won't forget the place (I come from)

I gotta

Blaine (Artie with Emily):

(Emily: Take a risk) Take a risk

(Take a chance) Take a chance

(Make a change) Make a change

Blaine and Emily with New Directions (Artie):

And breakaway (Oh breakaway!)

(Breakaway) Breakaway! (No...)

Breakaway (Breakaway...)

We ended up our song with full of clapping and cheering from the others. I just can smile shyly at them and turn my face at Artie and Blaine and smile at them. I'm gonna miss this place.

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I let out a sigh and put my clothes inside my suitcase. I will back to New York tomorrow but I will back on V-Day so I guess I dont have to put too much clothes inside my suitcase.

"I found this cheetos inside your refrigerator so I took it." Sam walks into my room and eating the cheetos.

"That's Finn's actually." I chuckle.

"Why you didnt tell me?" Sam asks me.

"Your fault to take someone's food without ask me first." I roll my eyes. "Just take that."

I turn my face at my phone but no message or text or anything from Sean. Where the hell he is? Or he is still on his plane?

"Looking for a call from first boyfriend huh?" Sam asks.

"Sam...."

"That's the fact, he is your first boyfriend and I'm your second one." Sam sighs.

"Tomorrow you will be officially my number one okay. I will tell him everything tomorrow." I said to Sam.

"What if he doesnt want to let you go?" Sam asks me.

"Well, he will and he has to let me go." I half-smile at Sam.

"I just dont wanna let you go and I cant do that." Sam suddenly hugs me.

"You wont." I shake my head.

Sam push my body away and looking at me. "Promise me?"

I nodded. "Yes."

He smiles at me and kisses my forehead. I go back to my bed to packing my clothes as Sam is sitting down on my table and eating that cheetos.

"That's weird when you want to eat that snack and forget your workout." I said to Sam.

"You said that I just need to be cute not hot." Sam says to me.

"Haha you're perfect to me, Sam." I smile at Sam.

"But I'm jealous when you sing a song with Blaine today." Sam sighs.

"Blaine again?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I mean, why Blaine?" Sam rolls his eyes.

"And why you jealous with Blaine?" I sit down on his lap.

"I dont know why but I always jealous with Blaine. I mean, there must be a lot of straight guys who likes you and I dont care with that but Blaine? I know he is gay but I'm jealous with him." Sam says to me.

"Dont be. He wont fall in love with me, Sam." I chuckle.

"What if he fall in love with you?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"I will date him and leave you." I simply said.

"Babe!"

"Haha no way. I'll always love you." I kiss his cheek.

"You wont leave me for a handsome gay like Blaine right?" Sam asks me.

"Nope." I shake my head. "He is your best friend and he is the one who told me about your body obssesion muscle head and want me to talk to you because he knows that you will listen to me."

"So your words in boys locker room was planned?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"No. It wasnt plan at all. I just really want to tell you that I love you, you're perfect for me, and all those guys got nothing on you. That's it." I said to Sam and hold his hand.

"I'm curious why you really love me. I'm stupid, I'm not rich, people laugh at me and makes me as their jokes, I'm always insecure with my body, I'm so far away than perfect." Sam says.

"I dont see all those thing you said on you. All I see is a cute blonde guy with impression skills, he is smart like a detective, he easily make you fall in love, he has a fish lips that can make you always want to kiss him then he is funny, he has the warmest hug, he will sing a song to make you fall asleep, a big cuddler one, and he is mine." I smile at Sam.

Sam smiles back at me. I cup his cheeks and give him a quick kiss on his lips.

"Dont ever change yourself because I love you for the way you are. I dont care what the world say about you. All I care is you're Sam Evans and you're my boyfriend. That's it." I smile at Sam.

"Ah you make me dont wanna let you back to New York." Sam sighs.

"Well, what about cuddle before I go to Nee York tomorrow?" I grin at Sam.

"But Finn?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"We can sleep on the couch. Come on. Like the first time we cuddle and you were comfort me." I take Sam's hand and my blanket also a pillow.

I went out from my room and walk to the couch in living room in front of my room. Sam jumps to that couch and laying his body there with a pillow under his head.

"C'mere." Sam spreads his arm.

I just smile at him and lay my body next to him. I make aslant facing him and Sam hugs me. We flip our legs and I cover our body with a blanket.

"Good night, Sam." I said.

"Sweet dreams, beautiful." Sam kisses my head.

I close my eyes and fall asleep in his warm hug. The warmest hug ever.