Trapped in a Fake Relationship (Glee Fanfiction)

Chapter 39

Christmas went amazing. Along with New Year and I spent the New Year eve with Sam playing with fireworks and staying in house tree.

Sean still calling me and I always answer his call pretend that I'm doing nothing here when actually I've done incredible thing with Sam together and I cant deny that I'm cheating behind Sean's back with Sam.

But I will tell Sean when I have to back to New York and he back from LA. I dont care if I should move out and find another apartment or maybe I will stay with Kurt in Bushwick.

Now back to glee club and think about the new strategy to win regionals. Finn standing on the front and write 'regionals!!!' On the white board follows with cheering and applauding from the others.

"All right, people, we are back! First of all, big props to Sam and Blaine for all their hard work to make this happen." Finn says to them.

"Wohooo yeah!" Sam and Blaine hi-five.

"But there's no time to celebrate. We just lost three weeks of prep time for Regionals, and we still have to raise $400 to pay for the bus to get to the competition in Indianapolis." Finn says.

"It's the Paris of Indiana." Artie says to us.

"I propose a bake sale. I mean it worked last time." Finn says to them.

"Well, that's because Puck spiked the cupcakes with Mary Jane." Artie rolls his eyes.

"Carwash? It was work when we want to get Vocal Adrenaline choreography coach." I raise my eyebrows at them.

"It was work because of your sexy cheerios." Tina rolls her eyes.

"Kissing booth?" Finn asks them.

"Uh no no no no." I shake my head.

"I'd be willing to cut off my hair to sell it for extra cash." Joe says.

"To who? Jamaican kids with Rastafarian cancer? Or as rigging on a haunted pirate ship?" Kitty asks Joe.

"I could sell more of my semen." Sam says.

"This is silly." Artie frowns.

"I know exactly how we're gonna get the money." Tina grins and walks to the front. "The Men of McKinley calendar. Let's face it this is the cutest crop of Glee boys we've ever had." Tina grins.

"That's great. And it's January, so it's the perfect time to sell them." Marley says.

"There are six guys, so each one can take two months. I think Blaine should definitely be December. You can do a Santa thing but sexy. Sexy Claus." Tina says.

"I'm in as long as I can take my shirt off." Sam says.

"Wait, why does it have to be just the men? Why can't we objectify the girls, too?" Artie asks.

"Cause girls are the ones that buy stuff.

We're responsible for the consumer- driven economy. Those Twilight books are poop on paper, and we've turned them into a billion-dollar industry." Kitty says.

"Team Jacob." Unique says.

"Bell..." Sam was about to make an impression.

"No more twilight impression or I will kick you out of here." I cut Sam off.

"This could actually work. Tina you're in charge. You can set up the photo shoots.

Everybody else, pick your months and work on your concepts. Good job, Tina!" Finn smiles at Tina.

"But since regionals is coming, pick up a song that belong to perform for regionals." I said to them.

"Alright, lets do this!" Finn grins at them.

They are cheering happily and applauding through this. Suddenly my phone is vibrating. I take my phone from my pocket and got a call from Kurt?

I answer his call and walk to the office so no one will hear our convo.

"Yes, Kurt? I have glee club right now." I answer the phone.

"I know that. I'm so sorry. I just need your help right now." Kurt sighs.

"What's wrong?"

"Rachel become so b***h. She want to do a topless scene for college drama. She doesnt want to listen to me and her new boyfriend is also a jerk. He went out from the room and naked and place his bare ass on my vintage seat. She doesnt want to listen to me and I guess you can help me by tell her that she is not a porn star." Kurt says.

"But her make up and her hairstyle is look like a porn star." I simply answer.

"I know that but she is not. She is a proffessional actress and she wont do that topless scene but her boyfriend is a jerk. I need your help please come here and talk to her." Kurt says from the phone.

"Kurt, I cant go to New York because I'm busy with raising money for the glee club but I'll try my best to call her okay." I said over the phone.

"Alright, thank you so much." Kurt says.

"It's okay. Is there anything you want to say to Blaine?" I ask.

"No, thank you. I'll call you later." Kurt says.

"Alright." I hung up the phone.

I place the phone inside my bag and Finn is sitting down on his seat right in front of me.

"Sean?" Finn raises his eyebrows at me.

"Emergency call from Kurt about your ex-fiancé." I simply said and sit down on the a chair in front of him.

"What happened?" Finn frowns.

"She want to do a topless scene for college drama. Kurt doesnt agree with that but Rachel doesnt want to listen to him and her new boyfriend support her so Kurt called me and told me to have a talk with her about this." I said to Finn.

"Shall I call her?" Finn asks.

"I guess dont. That Brody guy lives there and I guess Rachel wont listen to you." I shake my head.

"At least you want to talk with her." Finn says to me.

"I will." I nodded and smile at him.

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I'm sitting down on the couch in living room on the second floor and place my legs on Sam's lap and busy with my nail.

"This noon when you got a call, is it from Sean?" Sam asks me.

"It was Kurt. He needs my help with Rachel." I said to Sam. "Dont be jealous with Kurt." I roll my eyes.

"I didnt. Well, with Sean yes, maybe, because you are still his girlfriend not mine." Sam rolls his eyes. "But what happened with Rachel?"

"I'm here with you now and you gave me the best christmas present ever and we've been spending a lot of time together and I guess everyone thinks that we are dating now." I said to Sam.

"I dont care what everyone think about us. The things is you're here with me and I'm here with you. That's it." Sam smiles at me.

I smile back at him and kiss him softly. "Well, Kurt asked me to have a talk with Rachel because she want to do a topless scene for college drama and it will give a bad effect for her but her new boyfriend support her and she doesnt want to listen to Kurt. So that's why Kurt needs my help." I said to him and take his hand.

"Finn knows about this?" Sam asks me.

I take my top nail polish and put it on Sam's nail. "I told him and Finn agreed with me and Kurt."

"I'll do the same like Finn if you get a problem like Rachel. I wont say yes for that." Sam says to me.

"Yeah it's bad. Hey, I heard from Blaine that principal Figgins called you to his office." I turn my face at Sam.

"Yeah about my SAT score." Sam sighs.

"What happened?"

"I got the lowest SAT score in history and Brittany got the highest and principal Figgins claimed that she stole my test but the fact she doesnt. She then told me that I dont need to go to college and I can be a trainer with my body because it builds perfect." Sam says to me.

"There will be a re-test and I will make sure you will get the highest one." I smile at Sam.

"Just stop put nail polish on my nail." Sam simply said.

"I wont." I shake my head. "By the way this is transparent, Sammy." I said to Sam.

"Fine, as long as you're happy." Sam sighs.

"It's done." I grin at him and push his hand away.

Sam takes my hand and hold it and makes our finger interlock. "Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me." Sam singing and smile at me.

I lean my head on his shoulder and Sam rubs my back with his left hand. His right hand is still holding my hand. I feel like I dont wanna let his body go from me.

"Keep singing. I love that song." I said to him.

"I know you never love the sound of your voice on tape and you never want to know how much your weight. You still love to squeeze on your jeans but you're perfect to me." Sam's singing.

I close my eyes and still lean my head on his shoulder. Only with him I feel warm and only with him, I can be myself, only with Sam I can laugh out loud and feel safe.

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"Finn, you there?" I said as I enter boys locker room.

"Downward dog." Sam's voice.

I walk enter this boys locker room and see that the glee boys are doing exercises.

"Into the half pigeon. Feel it in the buttocks right there. And now back into the lotus position. Relax." Sam says as he leads the boys do exercises.

"You are not allowed to be here." Jake frowns at me.

"I'm looking for my afro the bro." I said to him and look around.

"Focus guys. Just pretend that she is not here or she is just another ghost or something." Sam says to them.

"That's mean, stripper." I roll my eyes.

"Why are we doing this again?" Joe asks.

"It's Bro-ga yoga for bros. All about getting in the best possible shape for the calendar." Sam says.

"Include those blink blink nails?" Joe asks Sam.

I cant handle it and laugh so hard. Sam looked at his finger and rolls his eyes. "Ignore my nail. Emily made this."

"I dont have to do that right?" Joe asks innocently.

"Well, not everyone in here looks like they're on the CW. Some of us are more PBS. Does the calendar really need to be shirtless?" Artie asks.

"Afraid so, dude. But don't sweat it, 'cause in no time, we'll all be centerfold-ready, thanks to White Chocolate's Strip Tips." Sam says to them and stand up.

"Does anyone see the most handsome man in this earth?" I ask them.

"Me." Jake answer.

"Right here." Ryder smirks at me.

"By that I mean Finn, guys." I roll my eyes.

"Hey boys, we are looking for you." Tina and Kitty walks in.

"We are here to tell about your months for the calendar." Kitty says to them.

"Blaine, you'll be December and January. Then Ryder I think you will be February and July, I was thinking about hot 'uncle Sam' thing." Tina says.

"Jake, you will be October and be sexy 'Jake O'Lantern also June and for June theme is beach. Then Artie, you will be March as the sexy leprechaun also November." Kitty says.

"Sam, you're August and September. September theme is back to school and August theme is holiday in a excursion. Then last Joe, you'll be April and May with as the cute rabbit for easter and garden theme. Is that clear?" Tina says to them.

"Yeah." Artie simply said and wheel off.

"Alright, see you guys for the photoshoot tomorrow." Tina and Kitty waves us a goodbye.

"Alright, continue with those exercise." I said to them and walk off.

I walk in the hallways and looking for Finn. Where is the hell my big guy going?

"We got a little problem." Finn suddenly takes my hand.

"I was looking for you." I frown at Finn.

Finn didnt answer me and keep walking lead me until we enter the office and Finn close the door.

"What happened?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Sue said that McKinley calendar is kind of pornography and I remember that she ever be posed in Penthouse. I already talked to Artie to find this but since you also close with her, I want you to find one." Finn says to me.

"Finn, I cant do that. I'm not a hacker like Artie." I frown at Finn.

"Then what am I gonna do? I dont want her to ruin our glee club." Finn says to me.

"She wont. Trust me. I will try to find out and talk to her okay." I said to Finn.

"You already talk to Rachel?" Finn asks me.

"Yeah but she still want to do that and claim that it's not porn. So I called Kurt back and he sent Quinn and Santana to her. To against a b***h, you need two bitches." I said.

"When you will back to New York?" Finn turns his face at me.

"After this project done and then I'll be back to New York and tell everything to Sean. And then I'll move to Bushwick. I havent tell Kurt yet but he always asked me to move with him." I half-smiled at him.

"And you'll be back together with Sam?" Finn asks me.

"I dont know but I guess we dont because I dont trust any kind of long distance relationship but maybe we will keep each other heart."

"I just wish that my relationship with Rachel just can be like you and Sam." Finn half-smiled at me.

"Dont worry, after I move to Bushwick I will kick that Brody guy out!" I giggle.

"You're the best." Finn chuckles.

"I know I am." I chuckle.

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Glee Club

I'm in the choir room and sitting down on the back seat as Jake is sitting down on the front and he said that he want to perform something for regionals.

Jake:

Much as you blame yourself,

You can't be blamed for the way that you feel

Had no example of a love that was even remotely real

How can you understand something that you never had?

If you let me, I can help you out with all of that

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness gets brought to life

I'll take you there

I can see the pain behind your eyes

It's been there for quite a while

I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile

I would like to show you what true love can really do

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness gets brought to life

I'll take you there

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

I turn my face at Sam who is sitting opposite of me and he is looking at me and smiling at me. I smile back at him and applauding for Jake.

"That was awesome, man. Absolutely a contender for Regionals." Finn says to Jake.

"Who was that song for?" Brittany asks.

"Uh, that was for Marley." Jake answer shyly.

"Is there anything else you wanted to say to her?" Ryder asks.

"Uh, I think the song pretty much said it." Jake said shyly.

The bells rings.

"Alright, money makers let's do the photoshoot for today." Tina grins at us.

The boys take their bag and walk off from the choir room. I arrange these chair back into one before I went to the boys locker room to see that photoshoot.

"Emily, can I talk to you? It's about Sam." Blaine says to me.

"What happened?" I raise my eyebrows and start walking with Blaine.

"Sam become body-obsessed. I mean we all know about his SAT score and I care about him because he is my best friend. I talked to Ms. Pillsburry about some scholarship and she said that she had many also some college that dont need SAT or ACT score. Would you talk to him? He loves you and maybe he want to listen to you." Blaine says to me.

"I know that. I will try my best to talk to him." I rub Blaine's back.

"Thanks." Blaine half-smiled at me. "When you will back to New York?"

"After this project ends. I'm planning to stay with Kurt afterwards in Bushwick. I will leave Sean for Sam." I said to Blaine.

"You know that Sam is really happy since you are here and when I left you both in a classroom, I planned that. I felt guilty because I came when you both was about to kiss." Blaine giggles.

"I feel like I found my life back. Only around him I can be myself and laughing out loud and Sam always has the most warm hug. I guess, that day we shouldnt broke up because at the end I will fall in love with that stripper again." I smile at Blaine.

"As long as you both are happy, I'm happy." Blaine smiles back at me as we enter the boys locker room.

"Just dont tell Sam about my plan okay and dont tell him that I'm talking to you because he always get jealous with you." I giggle.

"I owe you one." Blaine smiles back at me.

"Blaine, come on you are January." Tina says to Blaine.

I'm standing in front of the photoshoot place as the boys are ready for the photooshot include Sam with his boxer and topless body.

"You've been talking to Blaine?" Sam asks me and put his hand around my shoulder.

"Yeah why?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Nothing." Sam kisses my head.

"Dont be jealous. We've been talking about college." I smile at Sam.

"You always know when I'm jealous with another guy." Sam sighs.

The boys start doing the photoshoot starting their months. And exchange with one another as they are ready with their costumes.

"Give me sexy liberty. Give me sexy freedom. Give me "I want you" sexy." Tina grins at Ryder as he is doing the July. "All right, August is up next!" Tina says.

Sam leaves me and walks to the front and ready for his photoshoot. "Artie, are you sure you don't want to pose?" Tina asks Artie.

"Oh, I'm happy posing with this bounce-board over here." Artie grins.

"Hey! Why don't we do August with a few of the guys? Blaine, why don't you jump in with Sam? You're looking particularly cute today." Tina grins at Blaine.

"I'll do it, too." Joe says.

"No offense, Joe, but I don't really think you want to be in a shot next to me. My washboards are gonna make you look like a bloated white Bob Marley." Sam shakes his head.

"I'm as God made me, dude." Joe says.

"Look, the reality is that we probably should have just done a Sam Evans calendar." Sam says.

"Yes, and every month we could see you dressed as a different brand of jerkwad." Artie says.

"Guys, we waited too long! I lost my pump.

I need five minutes." Sam says and walks off.

I turn my face at Blaine and sighs. "You see how jerk your boyfriend nowadays right?" Blaine says to me.

"I'll talk to him." I said to Blaine and walk off.

I walk to where Sam is busy with his barbel from another side of this boys locker room.

"You got this. You got this!" Sam mumbled.

"You're kind of out of control." I frown at Sam.

"Yeah, well, haters gonna hate." Sam simply said.

"Will you please stop lifting? This isn't who you are, Sam. You're not just some body-obsessed muscle head." I stop him.

"You don't know what it's like. You can sing and dance and you kick butt in school and you're all charming and everything, I have to announce my presence with authority the second I walk into a room. People have to notice me, or else they never will. People laugh at my impressions because how I look already has them on board." Sam sighs and sit down on a bench.

"Do you really believe that?" I raise my eyebrows.

"It's just a fact. If you want to make it in this world, you have to be special." Sam says sadly.

"But you are special. Even without your body." I hold his hand.

"No, I'm not. Look, you're amazing and I'm just a little trash. I'm trashy. Sometimes I dont even think that you worth to love me. People trying to compare me with you. It's it's all I have. I'm exhausted. Watching what I eat all the time, my two-a-day workouts." Sam sighs.

"Let it go. Have a burger every now and then. Eat a bag of Cheetos. Skip your workouts. Sleep in a little. Your body isn't going to change. And even if you have seven percent body fat, you're gonna see that all of us are still gonna love you. And we're gonna laugh at your impressions." I said to Sam.

"It's-It's not enough. You're smart and I'm dumb as hell." Sam says to me.

"Sam, listen to me. You forget what you said to me few days ago? When you told me that you didnt care with what other people think about us? This is us. Screw them. You may cant close those people's mouth who talking bad about you but you have your hands to close your ear and ignore what they said. I dont care with your body, your muscle, your abs or anything. I love you for the way you are. You're amazing. You're special to me. No matter what other peole say, you are my boyfriend and I will never ever let anyone hurt you." I half-smiled at Sam.

"You love me?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"If I didnt love you, I would never said this to you. I went home for you." I smile at him.

Sam just smiles back at me. I cup his cheeks and kisses him softly. "Bella, I love you." Sam makes an impression.

"No more, Sam." I roll my eyes.

"Haha I love you too." Sam smiles at me.

"Alright you want to go back to the photoshoot?" I ask Sam.

"But I guess, I'll make some differences." Sam smiles at me.

"It's up to you, Sam. Come on." I smile back at him and take his hand.

Sam stand up from that seat and I walk lead him to that photoshoot place. I turn my face at Blaine and smile at him. Blaine nodded and smiles back at me.

"You guys still need more two slot for August and September right? Alright, I'll do that but I dont want to be topless so Artie wont be alone with being the guy who isnt topless." Sam says.

"Sam, you dont have to do that for me." Artie frowns at Sam.

"You were right, dude. I was become body-obsessed muscle head. I guess, I got a new nickname." Sam frowns. "You guys must be need to be topless to get chick's magnet but I dont need that because I got my amazing girl here. And Artie, you're amazing, dude. You are who you are." Sam says as he take the top shirt.

"So we will do cute picture right?" Artie giggles.

"Yes, we cant be hot but we can be cute." Sam says and standing on the photoshoot place.

I just shake my head and giggles. Blaine smiles at me and give me two thumbs up. I smile back at him and give him a thumb up.

"Give me cute student, Sam!" Tina says to Sam as Brittany taking the photo. "Give me cute sexy sailorman!" Tina says to Sam.

"He is not sexy at all." I mumble.

"Guys, everything is okay?" Finn walks in.

"Everything is handling." I grin at Finn.

"Alright, Artie, you're the last one." Tina says.

"I though you would do topless dude." Finn says to Sam.

"Your sister told me something that really open my eyes." Sam grins at Finn and I.

"You better change your clothes because after this we will go to Ms. Pillsburry's office." I said to Sam.

"For what?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"I dont know but she wanna meet you. Change now, Sam." I said to Sam.

"Okay. Dont flirt with Blaine." Sam says and walks off.

I roll my eyes and turn my face to this photoshoot again.

"What happened with that guy?" Finn asks me.

"You know that Sam always over jealous with Blaine right." I simply said.

"No, I mean. He was really obsessed with this calendar to show off his body but he changed it." Finn raises his eyebrows at me.

"We got some little problem actually but everything is fine now. I already fixed that." I smile at Finn.

"Sue's problem also fixed." Finn grins at me.

"Cool then." I chuckle.

"Alright, it's done. You wanna come with me to Ms. Pillsburry office?" Sam asks me with his clothes.

"Control this." I said to Finn and walk off with Sam.

"Why Ms. Pillsburry want to see me?" Sam asks me.

"Maybe because you were walking down in the hallways and topless on January." I said to Sam.

"You know that?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"The whole school knows. I was about to kick your ass because of that. You showed off your abs body to the whole school girl." I roll my eyes.

"You jealous with that?" Sam asks innocently.

"You think?!" I yelled at him.

"I've should known that you're dangerous when you are jealous." Sam frowns at me.

"Whatever." I roll my eyes.

Sam and I keep walking until we enter Ms. Pillsburry's office and Blaine is already there.

"You want to see me? What are you doing here?" Sam walks in.

"Blaine asked me to look into something for you. Come on in and have a seat." Ms. Pillsburry says.

Sam walks in and sit down next to Blaine. I'm just standing behind him and hope that this plan will work out.

"This is a very small sampling of colleges that don't require S.A.T or A.C.T scores. And they're really good schools, Sam. They're schools that recognize that a test score isn't always the best measure of your intelligence. Or creativity. And you can always take the SATs again if you want.

You know, a lot of kids do that." Ms. Pillsburry says and give Sam some colleges brochure.

"Yeah, well, let's say I somehow get into college somewhere. I still can't afford it." Sam says sadly.

"Yes, you can. Because even in this economy, there are hundreds of scholarships out there. What you'll need for these is a personal essay about yourself and your accomplishments." Ms. Pillsburry give another paper to Sam.

"Like what? Like my abs and my fish lips?" Sam asks.

"Like the Glee Club. Like Student Council, the swimming club." Blaine says.

"Like your Obama's impressions or all of your impression or your detective brain." I added.

"You've accomplished a lot more than you're giving yourself credit for. But why don't you take that home and, um, just think about it." Ms. Pillsburry smiles at Sam.

Sam just being quiet and looking at these paper. I rub his back and smiling at Ms. Pillsburry. I wont let him down alone.