I try to focus on my book. But my thoughts keep wandering to last night. How wonderful it felt. It was even better than I imagined. I wonder what it will be like when we actually have s*x. Won't it hurt like hell? I mean, he's big. And it's so narrow underneath.
"Don't worry. We were made for each other. You will fit together as one." Maddow says.
That reassures me somewhat.
"Then why does everyone say the first time hurts?" I ask her.
"As you said, it's big, and it's narrow underneath. But the pain will fade soon. When the moment comes, try to relax." She says.
"How do you know this? I mean, you're a wolf." I ask her.
"Of stories." She answers.
I try to focus on my book again, but I can't. I think back to how it felt when he touched me, and I play with the thoughts of doing
