YEAR3:5
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After the small ride they both somehow enjoyed,and yn was sick after it.she had to rush with Hagrid and Malfoy to the
Hospital wing to get something for her nauseated stomach and constantly wobbling legs.
Malfoy was whipped to tell each of the people who asked him what happened to his hand and the three,knew he meant no good now that he already had a big grudge on hagrid and so does his father.
Sirius Black was also spotted in hogsmade and everyone was frenzied on that,the only one who didn't care at all was yn.she knew many things she should not,and was crying to not complete the whole franchise of harry potter and just seeing one four of the chapter's.
Yn had seen every one in her childhood with her mother and now,as she grew up,her interests were taken off from everything.
Currently,everyone stood infront of the cupboard that was shaking violently with the creature that was holded inside.
Professor lupin had given them an introduction for what held inside.
"Repeat after me class-ridikulus."
"Professor-may I come in."even before the class could end speaking the same thing with sync,the door of lupin's class shot open startling some few,and there stood yn,sweaty and panting.
Her loose hair's flying slightly and her bangs sticked on her forhead,her chest heaving up and down with the errands she must have ran.
"Yes,sure.kid,come in."yn came in closing the door behind her,taking some good breaths.
"This class is ridiculous."she heard Draco mutter,his goons laughing at it."like your face."yn taunted walking to where Hermione was waving.
"Don't dare talk with me,mudblood."
"Fancy you said that."yn smiles loath scarscam.
Neville was there to volunteer with his boggart turning to look like professor snape,whom yn had a fistful with.the day she was getting sorted into the houses,
Every professor was present there and Snape who tried to look in her mind,
Got shocked seeing what she was showing to him that he stumbled on a table.
"He is scary-really.should have seen the wrath of my mother.she scares me more."yn commented,shrugging off a set of chills she had thinking of her mother.
"Snape is worse."harry snickered at yn,
Who gave him a look as if she was offended.she pointed at a scar on her forhead at the right side,"do you see this.
She hit me while throwing a glass.and Snape-i would prefer him over that old hag."yn grumbled under her breath.
The class was joyful but yn thought of the many fears she'd had.there was nothing that scared her until she witnessed it by herself.
Being an overthinking person,yn had came up with many of her fears without any help of anyone.the class formed a line as each student with bright spells hitting the boggart turned around leaving with laughs,tuning with the funky music professor Lupin set on sitting on a table.
Yn discovered the ridiculous fears of her classmates,a banshee,abusive mother was an understatement,a giant spider to which yn smiled remembering the second chapter,chamber of secrets,a mummy and what not.
Finally it was her turn and the boggart violently shook,as if it was in pain itself.lupin let out a chuckle,"you confused him well,kiddo."yn looked over,
she knew it was not just confusion.her overthinking mind could confuse any one,but that,the boggart was looking for something she dreaded the most.
And yn herself wanted to see her biggest fear.
The boggart stopped shaking.yn raised her hand as soon as the door closed and opened again,a cute giggle of a small infant making the whole class silent than the soft going music.
Yn saw the baby,cute chubby body.extremely fair and golden undertone skin,big doll like eyes and pink lips,wearing the same anklets like her,and a locket in her neck.crawling to her slowly,the babies eyes were closing,the big dimples she had identical to yn leaving and blood covered her body.
Her eyes teared right on the spot and yn raised her wand,not able to perform the spell but somehow,she conjured it in her mind,hoping her emotions won't take too long,and the baby turned into a rainbow confetti.
Her steps halted,eyes teary and heart thumped badly in her chest.yn couldn't believe what she just saw,her biggest fear was the baby.the one she had seen in her dreams but never in reality.
Ron who was done with his boggart sealed her in a hug,she saw it was easy to bury her face in his chest as he patted her back with comfort and warmth.
"She-yn couldn't speak anymore.her mind coming back to those horrid memories,the hospital.her mother.and so on.
"She was beautiful,more than you.who is she-your sister."ron tried to made her mood less gloomy and it worked.yn chuckled,smiling at it.
"She was my sister,she looked just like mom."yn smiled remembering her past.
Her past had fogged her brain completely.maybe she could forget her past here.
Ron nudged her to see professor Lupin looking at a moon in horror,shouting the charm,it turned into a ballon and he waved to the class locking the boggart inside.
"That's it for today,kids.no homework."he smiled,everyone happily chuttered among each other and shuffled to get out,marking Defence against the dark arts as their favourite.
"Yn,I would like to have a word."yn looked at Hermione and shrugged,
walking to room back.the class was soon empty and their stood professor Lupin and yn alone.
She could think of worsted worse,she had an amazing experience in her old school with the flirty and p*****t professor's and she couldn't think of any good.
"How you doing.fine."he smiled,
forwarding her to sit at the chair he pushed forward.
"Yeah,kinda.just the boggart got my mind a bit dull."yn tried to sound as American as she could,the accent was no big deal.
Yet she found it hard to sound like American people do.
Lupin smiled,taking out a chocolate bar from his jacket and handing it to her,"I get the whole."yn asked in suprise,he just gave her a chocolate bar for free.and free stuff meant danger.
Lupin laughed at her,he saw right through her.she was just an insecure and with great trust issues,was a mere child.
Who fought to have blocking her heart for any kind of affection.
"Yes.whole,for you.and I would like to know how a normal muggle born like you,are able to do non-verbal magic."yn tilted her head,her hands falling on her knees.
"I did-what."
"Yes,you actually were so emotionally welded,you just produced a non-verbal spell.and it worked."he proceeded.
"I don't know-really.i would like to share things with you,but.i really don't know how I'd do that.it was for a second the thought of my sister being hurt and the next second,anger raised in me.as if,I don't want to let her get hurt.maybe,that can be a reason why I was able to do non-verbal spell."Lupin nodded,at the girl who fluently told him her theory she conquered in such a short time.
"You seemed like a Slytherin at first-or either,a ravenclaw.i don't know why you are into gryffindor but guess like,your courage to protect your loved ones threw you into the arms of many lions."lupin's smile widened when yn chuckled.
"Trust me,I'd really better in Slytherin.
But malfoy-do you believe what he just did last time."yn shuffled in her seat,an excitement lingering her,as she wished to tell the professor who seemed so kind and friendly to her everything she had stored.
They talked for an hour and yn didn't even realise that,but her thoughts of him being a p*****t,faded.he would listen kindly to her like her mother did and laughed at the pranks she pulled on malfoy with Fred and George.
Yn when had returned told everything to Hermione,what was that,Lupin wanted to talk to her about.hermione just waved it,having a conclusion that it might be just due to her emotional triggers.
Currently,yn was sitting in her dorm room,fixing her position at the bed that was in a corner,she was looking at the videos of herself in the laptop,even tho the professor's didn't wanted her to keep any muggle things,they-when yn
Had bargained the worst with everyone and dumbeldore,tired-allowed.
She was looking at the video's,that were recorded by her friends or either her family member's.it was a silly reminder.
Of her family.friends.
Tears rolled down her eyes as she heard her friends shouting her by the nickname,fin which they gave her on a specific reason.
"Yn."yn shut down her laptop hastily with a jerk,wincing at the hard impact her laptop faced,and turned around wiping her lips and lowered her headset.
"Let's go downstairs,what are you doing all alone."Hermione beamed at yn not noticing the laptop yn was successful enough to hide.
"Sure."yn was still in her uniform,not having many things to wear,her pajamas were the only clothes that didn't made a big difference.
Yn changed into her pajama as Hermione asked her to come down and work on their homework,yn was not at all keen on doing anything from wizarding world thing,cause she had another year or maybe seven to revise every single word of her medical notes
Her anklets cling together ringing with each step she took,"do you have a permission receipt for the hogsmade trip."yn looked at Hermione and shooked her head.
"Nah.i don't prefer going also."yn grinned without giving any care,and stumbled slightly.hermiome caught her collar right on time giving her a sharp look,before they walked to the boys.
Her eyes wandered around in search to find fred and George but they were not there,or so she thought.yn smiled at the two,sitting on the arm chair beside them.
"What's up,fin."yn frowned at ron who muttered the exact name her friends would call her than her real name.
"How'd you know-
"Your necklace."yn looked down to see the chain that had an initial of fin written,dangling in silver.
"Oh-yea.fin is my nickname,short for dolphin.i actually had my first kiss with a dolphin,so from then,they started calling me phin and it was my birthday gift from our whole group."yn smiled,looking down at the neckpiece,taking her legs close to her chest.
"What about you,then fin.are you coming to hogsmade."yn chuckled at Harry who asked her that,shaking her head in disapproval.
"I can't get my parents out of their cemetery,can i to sign my hogsmade form.i don't favour going out tho,I'm sensitive to cold."yn replied,with no internet allied in her voice.
"Sorry about that,your parents."yn waved her hand at them,"let gones be by-gone.i can't get them back even if I cried to thousands of people,some deaths are meant to happen.and no human can do anything about that."yn smiled with her words that were surely not for her parents but surely for someone else.
"You can ask professor mcgonagall,
harry."ron piped in after some time of silence."you know she knows all about your muggle cousin and how strict they are.you can just ask her,I'm positive she'd say yes."
By then,the twins popped up and wrapped their hands on yn's both side.
"We are-"
"-ready for what."
"You had in mind-
"No."
"Yes."
"Get lost,I'm not in mood."
"You need to."
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