allegory of:ruined soul part ll;missing peice

YEAR3:4

Many things took place in the mere week that I was here,not with me.minorly,if left Malfoy continuesely picking up on me and our loud quarrels that didn't ended up the greatest.

Let me tell you,I'm a gryffindor now.i was almost to be in Slytherin showing all traits of Slytherin,but,I am sure i wouldn't have been tormented every single t*****e they go on with muggle borns,so,I chose anything but Slytherin.

I don't know how he chose me for gryffindor,I'm far from too courageous,

Like I'd show bravery,but my mind is my strength more than my physical power and bravery,I play like a snake-cunning and sharp,unlike gryffindor who makes themselves look like fools due to their extreme gut.

However,fred and George were one of my most favourite characters and they actually bonded with me when I thought they wouldn't bother to,and fred was being too big of flirt.

My bond with Hermione grew more closer than,even stronger than how I was once with my bestfriend,we were so lacking trust issues,that we didn't opened up till a month to each other.

Hermione was not just a book worm as shown in the movie,she was a great talker and listened well to me,how I rammed on about boys and girls,judging to end it with 'leave it,they have their own life' and we'd laugh at it.

Hermione was the only one with whom,

I talked about boy's with the name of git number one,we had code for each boy that had talked to me around this week.

More,than me being a muggle,she knows almost half of my life.

Things were good,and like i hated-sorry my bad,like i loathed physics,I started loathing,divination also.and that,I was not at all good when it is a part of investigation-and where we needed to predict what would happen with us in the end of our day,I believe in trust yourself.your fate depends on you.

More than anything,I really found this women annoying.as much disrespectful I'm being,by the way she just comtines to stare at me makes me too edgy and uncomfortable.

I was Almost zoned out of the current world,dressed in those black robes and tie that indicated my house.my hair's tied with my nude beige claw clip,leaving the half of my hair's down,with my curtain bangs tucked behind my ear's.

The golden earring in the shape of a heart lined with stones placed on my ears,nose ring shinning in my face,tho alot asked me where to get this anklets from,they look pretty and I was on cloud nine whenever they said that.

Like I'd kiss that person.

"Miss.smith."i snapped out of my thoughts,it wasn't my last name tho,

But to create a fake identity,we came up with this plot."try a look in the cup of miss.granger,see what can you discover."

First of all,I had somehow manipulated Hermione with the only-two-option trick

Showing my true Slytherin-ness,so she would drink the oddly not at all good tasting food tea,and second.i hate staring into a blob of tea.

"As you say,professor."i muffled my yawn under my breath,lowering my head and took the cup of Hermione,almost dropping it by mistake.

Fuck my damn clumsy a*s.

I started looking in The cup of tea,i don't even have a good eyesight man,i was so much blurred and finally came up with something,squinting my eyes,i shuffled the pages of divination book.

"It's a blob fish,'mione.do you even know how ugly that fish is-bet she is a close relative of malfoy-i had a wicked grin on my face when I spotted a fish that really took my interest,they are ugly but intresting.

All the class howled with laugh,it isn't my fault I saw blob fish."take it seriously,my dear."i blinked at her stern face.

"I'm serious."i mumbled under my breath,and tried to take a good look in the cup."well-um,like,really just a blob-

No wait,this-i think it's a goat-no,a snake.

Coiled around a cup-yes,a snake,and a cup,and-like,he is even having a crown,

Like,does this indicate a basilisk."the class kept laughing while professor gave me a distressed look,shaking her head.

I was so done that i kept back the cup.too lost in the fact she straight out on my face insulted me,and the howls where i was taken aback from my zoning out to see,harry was declared with an omen of death.

"Let me tell you harry."i whispered slowing down the pace of walking with Hermione and ron,leaving them walking ahead,I found it sooo cute when he stopped just to listen to me with all guards up.

"That omen of death is really nothing.

My grandfather didn't die when he was hit by a big a*s truck,but he died cause he ate too much food.you see,it's not death who comes with an invitation.if our death is really written,then we will die even with a small touch of a needle,but if life is written in our fate,no matter who is at your back,even if I mention voldemort,no one can kill you.

Not even omen of death-tho,do you go to church."we chuckled loudly at it,but my chuckle died down when the book-of magical creature tried to leap on me and I threw it on someone.

Gasping in fear,I rushed to the person who's face my book was devouring to take it off of his collar,but I really wished to leave it like that.

"Take your damn book away,smith."Malfoy sheirked,rushing to me but I ran away,too scared to touch that.

"Why-my hands might dirty you."i squeaked when he forcefully grabbed my hands,"Hagrid-this git is sexually assaulting me."I shouted,not daring to touch that thing who was eating his clothes,almost toring it.

"You i***t-help me take it off."no one really came to our rescue but laughed.

Fucking bitches,I tired to take a grip but let out a yelp,feeling a hand pull the book out of Malfoy,who pushed me.i pushed him back,and he pushed me again.

I pushed him back,what is he even playing,this time as he tried to push me,

I held his hand,giving it a nice sqeeuze.

"Don't make me do something you might regret,Malfoy."

"What will you do,mudblood."

"Yer' can' use offensive language in my

Lecture Malfoy."Hagrid took my side,but I'm sure I'm enough for this git,yet being stood up by a professor gives such a nice feeling doesn't it.

Malfoy rolled his eyes,and proceed to walk back when I snarled at him."be prepared for the upcomings,Malfoy."I gave such an innocent smile before walking back to ron who stood at my back only,i didn't knew he had his wand pointed over.

"Waoh,there buddy calm down.i would like to settle a meeting with freddie and Georgie."I had such a venomous plan in my mind,that i couldn't help but snort.

Ron was at my side and Hermione to left,

His hand wrapped around my shoulder.

He was just like a brother i didn't had in my life,all my brothers are d***s,"what are you even planning,yn."I snorted and nodded once at him,so he can lower his height to hear what I planned on to do with Malfoy.

After I ended,he snorted loudly."I don't understand how you weren't into Slytherin,yn.you are vile."i laughed,listening closely to Hagrid.

"I know."

We were around giant paddocks,of the f*******n forest,and i know what's the big surprise that's to come for us.hagrid was showing us what he had taken for his first lecture and i never disliked zoology or care of magical creature in my life,ever.

by then,when Hagrid was preparing the creature as everyone gathered around the wide clearing.i took off my clothes,two button of my shirt opend and the tie slightly lose.i looked messy and i don't care,I had those slacks that showed my skinny legs and it looked good actually,and tied my hairs with the claw clip.

But i really prefer I'd cards than tie.

"Why does he dosen't get tired of talking."I commented on Malfoy giving him a side eye,he caught my eyes and we both scowled in sync with each other,

sticking out our tongues childishly.i did this-i never.

His insults kept going through,and i ignored that i***t as far as I can."wait till my father hears about this.dumbeldore's gone mad,hiring an oaf as a professor."

"Shut up,Malfoy."Harry threatened,his boldness might be ruined in a second man.

"Harry-

We tried but things were going over,to the south.they all howled with big smirks tugged on their lips.malfoy thrusted his bag into the arms of crabbe,giving harry an amused look,but his look turned into horror,pointing behind harry.

"Dementor,dementor."he yelled,harry turned around in reflex but I stayed glued to my place with arms folded.

"How pathetic,Malfoy."and turned on my heels,letting harry be dragged by Hermione harry.

There howls and loud laughter only made me remember what I remember in the train,things that I tried to not remember were coming more.

I didn't knew why it affected me,but the death that i couldn't help and cry over again and again,and now,even mum is not here with me.

Just a week passed and more than anything,I just keep zoning out.it is so hard for me to concentrate on anything,i was changing.

I study my notes from muggle world,not notes of here.i don't want to invade myself in this thing,but the more I'm trying to leave this away,the more it's pulling me towards him.

I felt a pull on my hand,seeing harry was dragging me with him.my eyes widen,and I stared escaping his grip.

"I don't want to die,potter."i hissed, trying to give Hermione a look at my back,who shrugged,giving an insisting grin.I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN THAT I WISH TO DIE.

"Not that I want to.better die together than alone."i let myself getting dragged by him,my feets now following that once were opposing and I hit him hard in his hand.

"You vile creature."

"A cute one."

"Like a bolb fish."

"Yn."

"Yes.Mr.blob fish."

Our first instinct was to isolate and try one by one.i took the lead,and bowed my head down,slowly.at first,he looked like I was a threat to him,but it didn't take a second more for him to bow to me.

"Great now,yn.yer shall pet 'im.he won'

Mind."I smiled,walking forward with my head low,buckbeak nudged me back slightly with his nose as if he was playing with me,and i wrapped my hand around his face,"aw,you are such a cutie."i mumbled,chuckling feeling buckbeak trying to nudge in my nape.so I'd let him.

"Now,yer try harry."harry was a bit mistaken as he snapped a twig under his feet but buckbeak nudged and bowed back,letting harry to pet him also.

"He is great,professor."I smiled at Hagrid.

"Now,yer both ready to ride him."i froze,

Muttering a quick bye to buckbeak,i was thinking i escaped hagrid who captured harry by his waist.

"hey-professor-i-yah put me down,I'm not gryffindor.i hate heights."I felt so embarrassed when Hagrid picked me by the waist and dropped me at front of harry,who held on my waist to gain a source of what we say that-protection,

I don't know.

"No-no,hagrid.this is worse-he is moving,

Oh god.i might see each and every god in the world-HAGRID,THIS THING'S MOVES."I shouted,sticking close to buckbeaks neck and Harry held my shoulder,chuckling.

"Have fun,yer two."

"IF WE CAME ALIVE,I'LL KILL YOU HAGRID."I yelled as loud as i could at the fact he started running,and held tight for the sake of my life.

Wind started getting more sharp,and fresh air hit my face,"yn,open your eyes."

Harry said to me,who was ready to roll off this thing.i fear long heights and deep ocean,really.than then,nothing more is more scary to me.

"No-harry.i don't feel good."I was on the verge to cry,his grip got tight,he didn't heard me."look up,yn,i won't let you fall unless you look up or you fall in the lake."i groaned loud,looking finally up with much courage.

The sick feeling in my body was rising more.but it was surely a sight to seek for.

"Heavenly."

"I know."i couldn't help yet let my body warm up when I saw he was staring at the reflection of mine,i didn't had any changes in my facial structure,it was just like that,cause I was mere seventeen.