What are emotions exactly? are our thoughts. My mind was whirling with them. Rocky f*****g kissed me. On my head not on my lip but it still counts right it wasn't a friendly kiss for sure. I was walking on the college aimlessly not sure what to do or say. I know Leila and Rocky are over. Mostly on his part but it was another, red flag. He might want something from me; it wasn't friendship. He might be craving for something else as if I was prepared to give it to him. Then what will be of our future will I still marry his father and then what? I will be f*****g father and son. I quickly moved away from that thought. This was my life not a f*****g porno. "Hey", Rita pulled me away from my nasty thoughts. I tried to focus on her going on and on about her crush Aryan I think I didn't dare t

