I have never known what love was like my whole life. My father and mother definitely wasn't ’t in love with each other neither they had some to give me. I was raised by tutors and nannies. My father never took me to my school plays where I was the main lead. In one play I became a princess and in the next I was an angel. I wished for my parents every time when I was on the stage but their seats were always vacant so was my feelings towards them . Though Muslims they never practiced anything remotely religious, both were swamped with work or their lovers. I sometimes wonder why they have given birth to me. For me it was the worst decision they made.
I knew I was beautiful. It was a plain fact I randomly got selected every where I went whether it's for drama, interview or pub. I was gi
