He's Broken

Chapter 8: Kilts and bagpipes

.............Thomas POV...........

My eyes went round as I processed what Maya was saying. She was laying on my chest looking down at me with love in her eyes. There was no judgement or anger, no sadness or hurt, just understanding and adoration. 

(Even I was expecting her to be a little bit pissed or at least jealous.) Deimos commented. 

"You're not the least bit jealous or hurt?" I asked her still trying to understand, if I were in her shoes I would be pissed. "If I were in your shoes I don't think I would be able to control my rage." I admitted. 

"No, like I said, I see the guilt you feel Tommy. I know that you have no say over your DNA, instead of being irrational, I'm seeing your side of the situation. You have never given me a reason to doubt your faithfulness, therefore I know you wouldn't betray me." Goddess blessed me with an angel. 

"What happens on your 18th Maya?" I asked breaking my own heart. "What happens if we're not mates, what will you tell the man you're eventually mated to?"

"I'll tell him the truth, that my wolf and I believed you and I to be mates and instead of watching the man I love at war with himself I decided to aid him and relive his struggle." She said seriously.

I reached my left hand up and cupped the right side of her face, she leaned into my touch, that small act had made my decision. 

"My answer is yes, but only if we make a vow to one another." Her head tilted and I could see the confusion in her brilliant green eyes. "Even if we aren't mates, I need to know that you will always be by my side, I wouldn't know what to do without you." I said seriously. 

"I vow to you Tommy. Just so you know I depend on you just as much as you rely on me, I would be lost without the boy with the most incredible brown eyes I have ever seen." She said, her soft lips captured mine in the sweetest kiss we had shared to date. It quickly got heated when Maya bit my bottom lip, it was more like a playful nip, but it made me freeze in surprise. She took advantage of my frozen state and slid her tongue into my mouth. Of all the kisses we had shared, this was by far the most intimate one. My hand slid to her adorable round ass and squeezed it tightly, a sound escaped her lips that had me standing at full attention. 

............Maya POV..............

I moaned into the kiss as Thomas's rough hand gripped my ass through the gym shorts, I moaned into his mouth and I felt his excitement press against my leg. I broke the kiss and looked down at Thomas who eyes were dark with lust. 

"I need to hear you agree to this again Tommy." I said leaning down and kissing his jaw. 

"Yes." He breathed out groping my ass again. I smiled and attacked his lips with mine again, he sat up sliding me down into his lap, he pulled his shirt over his head trying to be quick about it, but it got stuck and he had to take a few extra seconds to pull it off. Once it was gone we were flipped, Thomas layed me back against the pillows and ran his hands all over my stomach and hips. The savory sweet flavor of Thomas's tongue was simply my favorite flavor in the entire universe, I could never get enough of my man. He moaned softly and I put my legs around his waist, he ground his hard erection into my hips and I swear I saw stars.  I pulled our lips apart and went down to his neck and suckled on his warm skin, I nibbled the spot I would eventually mark him before making my way down to his chest and kissing his soft and unblemished skin. As heated as our time was Thomas never stopped telling me how amazed he was that I still chose him. 

Once we were clean we changed the bed sheets and crawled beneath the covers, I was wearing my own pajama shirt along with his pajama pants. He had on boxers and that was it, he pulled me onto his chest and handed me Suri.

"That was astounding pumpkin." Thomas breathed out. 

"What happened to Sweet pea?" I asked. I let Suri rest on his abdomen while I began playing with his small wisps of brown chest hair.

"I felt like it was time for a change, plus pumpkin suits you better seeing as you were born in fall." 

"Okay, just so you know Tommy isn't going anywhere." I said firmly. 

"I didn't expect it to." He said his voice dripping with amusement.

"Good, now C'mon casanova we need to actually get some sleep." He laughed and held me tighter, I fell asleep smiling. 

...........Next morning...........

I grumbled as I got out of bed, I went to the bathroom and pissed before brushing my teeth and then my hair. I went into the closet and stripped before putting on a black bra and black panties, I pulled on a grey skin tight halter-crop top. I pulled on a pair of blue jean shorts and a pair of Stitch no-shows and my converse. I smiled and put my hair into a sloppy side braid on the left side of my head, I went back into the bedroom as Thomas was walking out of the bathroom, he smiled at me and walked over, he kissed my forehead and went into the closet to change. I went around the room and picked up our discarded cloths and put them in the hamper and made the bed. Thomas came out of the closet in a pair of khaki shorts and a grey t-shirt. He had on a pair of converse that matched mine, I smiled and walked over to him and kissed him softly, both of our stomachs rumbled reminding us we skipped dinner last night. 

"I think we should get some food." He said rubbing my exposed stomach. 

"I agree My Alpha, lets go get some food." He growled lowly, his eyes going black as Deimos fought for control. "Deimos, we need real food, desert comes later." I said teasing, he growled again and pulled my body into his pressing his lips to mine roughly. 

"Stop teasing me angel mate, or I wont be able to restrain myself from taking all of you." He whisper growled in my ear. 

"I like angel mate." I said looking up at him, he saw the sincerity in my eyes and calmed down before kissing me again, this time sweetly. 

"Tom and I agree that the moon goddess blessed us with an angel, and you are my mate, that makes you MY angel mate." He said pecking my cheek as Thomas took control back. 

"C'mon Tommy, your angel mate needs real food." I said kissing his chin and leaving the room. He took my hand as he caught up to me, we got eggs, sautéed mushrooms and bacon for breakfast. We sat down near Carter and Finian. We talked throughout breakfast about the pack games and what usually happened at them. I was hoping all would go well, Thomas decided he was going to participate in Alpha fashion, he was in the knife throwing contest along with the pie eating competition, he signed me up for the marksman challenge knowing I was an expert in that field, I smiled at his faith in me and decided I would win for him.