REVENGE BETTER SERVE COLD

Chapter 1 Hello, my name is Jessie, I’m an American, live in a beautiful home but all changed with the arrival of my new step-sister. She came into my life at the worst moments, that anyone can imagine and I wish I never met knew because she’s a reflection of her mother a cold-hearted person. The first day of returning to school went horribly and to finish it off she came and took every ounce of peace I had left. Lisa was my best friend or that’s what I thought, Betray is a word we all use to describe the emotions we feel, when a person, whom we call our world destroy our world with a snap of their fingers but little did I know it was my fingers. Lisa is the kind of girl that one would be happy to be around. Little things matter and I didn’t give a s**t if it was but now I know what it means. People always say loving someone is like a bridge when u cross it, it will take u where it leads but what u expect is never to come. And now I’m here sitting in the bathroom of my school hearing my best friend mourning out to my boyfriend’s name. I wish I could escape that moment or shout from the bottom of my lungs, but my own body betrayed me, letting me suffer there with every breath I let through my parted lips. I’m hearing and want to cry but it won’t fall or I won’t let it. Screaming is what others find fun but now it’s a hold back to the secrets I was told. I think life is always fun and joy able, backstabs and hurtful remarks are the one that keeps me alive now, things tend to bright but dark in the center and this is what I call a life of hopeless feelings bottling up in each human being waiting to be explode. Chapter 2 Things around us make we who we are but the things we never expect to get us out were the ones that put us there. It doesn’t matter what others feel my mother used to say, it’s what makes you survive in this world that’s matter. Never did a little 7-year-old me thought it was true. He calls me his soulmate but he will only accept me as his mistress, his little play thing, he will never know what is going on in my mind at nights and all I want is for him is to understand that I love him but I can’t because of where I stand in his life. Wishing all my thoughts would have washed away and the floor swallow me from the hearing of those mourning that’s killing me within. Sitting on this cold toilet seat, water dripping from the pipe trying to catch up to the sound of my heartbeat but every beat is a place that is shattered and broken from pain. My eyes burn for one tear to fall, a single tear that makes the rest just flow away but I’m too strong to let that happen. Hearing those mourns continues to break a spot within until I’m fully shattered with no place to break, sliding down the wall wanting to feel that cold ground, but my body is too numb to feel anything and all I ask for was the sounds and secrets to stop. Hearing footsteps descending and laughter was a chance for me to leave but I couldn’t move, I’m stuck here remembering every word and secret we share, my last hope here has snapped away leaving me in my own trance and playing with my demons. Every turn in those halls is a turn to an old-life secret. Chapter 3 Opening my locker to see Lisa coming all smiling like she didn’t just take away my desire to live on the suffocating planet. My own best friend had a long knife to stab my back, the one who hold me while crying, and all my secrets were told to her. Isn’t it cold to see your best friend betray you in one swift motion? Lisa came and started to talk but for some reason, I couldn’t hear a word other than heavy footsteps and the racing of my heart beat ready to explode all my anger, hate and hurt. Entering the cafeteria looking for those hazel brown eyes but I shouldn’t, it’s not like I can stop my mind from wonder around for him, but he was nowhere to be found, I collect my lunch and headed to our usual spot with Lisa still in my ears and all I could do is hum in respond. Loud noise coming from the hall heading to us was a signal that Brandon is coming, almost every student going to this school and others want my boyfriend but sadly now, he choice my best friend. Getting lifted from behind never much surprised me but the connecting of his lips that I want so badly to stop moving against mines until I push him away, he looks hurt and confused by my sudden reaction but I didn’t care, you were pushing your tongue down my befriend f*****g two hours ago and now you want to kiss me like you own me, was what I thought and all I wanted to do was shout from the bottom of my lungs, my anger got the best of me and I push him aside and walk out the cafeteria. Chapter 4 Reaching school now feels different because of what happened yesterday, heading to my locker and seeing Brandon coming with a worried and heartbroken expression but he can’t be seriously coming over here pretending to be sad and hurt like the asshole he is. “Jessie please don’t leave, I know what you saw yesterday, but I don’t have feelings for her, I was just taking off some heat and she was coming onto me”. Flashback after school I found Lisa riding Brandon again, couldn’t control my anger so I grab her and beat the s**t out of her. I replied in a harsh tone “ but you f**k her twice while I’m your girlfriend or the f*****g side chick that is left for your play time when you f*****g bored, you f*****g dickhead, every time I ask you, who am I to you? You never have a respond more than just pass the question with something else, Brandon you constantly cause pain in my life so from now on you are nothing to me” Heading away hearing him calling my name like a song but my melody has gone. Focusing on my school work is not going good and it has being the hardest and longest. Waiting for summer to arrive and escape from here is all I wish for. Walking to the cafeteria and seeing everyone eyes on me makes me feel like s**t and a fool because it’s probably not the first time that man w***e cheated on me, for a smart person like me I’m sure a fool for what I thought was love. Being on this planet for over 19 years but I don’t know what love is, stupid of me of falling for a hot player and huge male in this school. Thinking that everything will be okay and safe because he project safety first of all but the colors are finally out. Eating lunch just feels numb and useless but my body needs it, not seeing Brandon from our last encounter is a sign that he has no regret or remorse what so ever. We happen to have the next class together but I’m deciding on not to go but isn’t it my turn to present in literary today ugh!!! I have to go. Dragging my tired body to class is already a torture, opening my class door to see the one person I didn’t want see sitting beside my usual seat with his head hung low and using my old headphone listening to music. Slamming the door behind me has drew his attention quickly, looking at me with a hint of hurt but was swiped away faster than it comes, heading opposite from him to sit and not have any sort of communication what so ever was all fail miserable as he got up and sat beside me. My headphone has being drag out of my hand by this annoying dickhead sitting beside me, begging for forgiveness which emerge my anger and hurtful comments. About to let it all out but was disrupted by the opening of the door, revealing my teacher and the rest of the class. Teacher: Good day class we are about to begin, take out your equipment while we go over the assignment and Mr. carter it’s great to have you in class today…………. Waiting for the bell to signify the end of a school day is coming down in couple of minutes. The noise starts to fill the halls and my classmates begin to head out to meet with their friends and all but I was stop midway by my teacher asking if I could help him mark these to which I agreed. Chapter 5 It’s about 5 which results in getting dark but now I don’t have a drive home since Brandon normally carries me home; so I decided to take the bus and head home. Waiting for the bus for over 15 minutes until a car stopped at my feet; windows rolled down revealing Brandon, can my day get any worst and why is he at school this late, was he watching me? Brandon said: “Get in, I’ll drop you home” I replied: “no thanks I’m fine, I can wait on the bus” this was all I said to cause him to get upset, get out of the car, head towards me with his muscular features, and silky hair that I used to rub my hands in but I will never enter his car and has a woman I will be brave and stay strong. Brandon said: “why don’t you get in and I’ll bring you home…….. Can’t you see it’s about to rain, just get in already why are you so stubborn Jessie? I replied a bit too harshly: I’m not stubborn, I just don’t want to get in your car or have you forgotten you are nothing to me” a hurt expression cross his eyes but I caught it before it leaves, “and what is so hard in I’m not getting in your car and I will stand here and wait for a bus to come”. Brandon: “okay I know what I did was wrong but can you not let both of us suffer in this, plus Lisa will be discharged tomorrow evening and come back to school next week since she requires rest and all”. Should I have stayed back and listened to their lies, shouldn’t have dragged her out and beat the s**t out of her because I didn’t then now we will be sitting in our usual spot eating our favorite food and laughing at everyone passing by. Should I miss those moments when we were all free and happy but apologize to myself that those moments will never be regained. Finally. a bus has arrived so I turned to a confused Brandon “my bus is here so you don’t need to bring me home, Thanks and Goodnight”. I head to the bus but before I could take the first step, I was being drag back way and confused about who’s dragging me, before I could compare any further a pair of soft lips meets mine in a sweet dominant touch that I will miss. I mourn to the contact before realizing it, I was falling into it but I push him with all the force I could find and hit him so hard that my hands’ pain, “Don’t ever touch me” I shouted before heading into the bus and took a seat. Chapter 6 It’s finally the end of the school year and summer is here, previously……. Lisa came back looking all patched up and I pat myself on the back for my amazing fighting skills…. Brandon was annoying me until I scream at him and let him know that he is just a bag of s**t walking around this school and acting like he’s special, you mean nothing to me than a next student attending this school and I will forever regret meeting you; I didn’t mean those words but my anger got the best of me and I need to let it out no matter what. My grade had gone up; met a girl that is Tamara, we both became friends quickly and I think next period we will be having half percentage of classes together and most of all I’m happy to start on a new page of my life. Heading to grandma’s house is all I wished for; from the moment she said “we must come over this summer no matter what; wish I was excited but because Brandon was supposed to come along with us, news flash my grandmother know about my relationship and she was happy that she finally got a handsome grandson-in-law, that will fulfill my dreams and hope but she doesn’t know that the relationship ended. Since this morning I haven’t receive a call from Brandon or his parents but all changed when my phone rang revealing Miss. Carter. Miss Carter: “Good morning my darling, how are you, I’m sorry about what happened two months ago”, mother signals at me to respond. I replied: “it’s okay, it’s all in the past now, I just want to enjoy my summer break before school starts back with my family”. Miss Carter: “I’m sorry to disturb you but I call to tell you that Brandon won’t be able to come to meet your grandmother because I know you need some time away from and I hope you enjoy your vacation and say hi to your mother for me” which my mother responds in a drift, turn around and start speaking to her like best friends, well they kind of being friends for over 25 years and that is a lot to take in. I was deep in my thoughts thinking about the times we had before our break up but now at least someone gets how I feel from the inside, my thoughts got interrupted when my mother was calling me, I didn’t notice I was crying until my mother starts to ask “ why was I crying?” but I couldn’t give a response so I replied “ that its nothing” which she let it slide but then asked if I was hungry, things got worse when can I see mom talking to me but can’t hear anything until I feel like I couldn’t breathe, all my oxygen was being sucked out little by little which cause me to start wheezing and that’s when mother came and sit beside me in less than a second, trying to calm me down by rubbing my back slowly until I catch my breathing. Mom seems worried and wants to bring me to the hospital when we reach grandmother’s place, also this is my first panic attack. Fillsha is my step-sister that stays around her books like a nerd perusing the field of veteran and around 17, secretly likes a gay boy, ( which I have a story for also) her wild fantasy about him she tells me every night……….. and she also lives with my grandmother that also in New Jersey, being a nerd she is always stays up her room and hardly comes down for anything or so my grandmother says; heading to her room to see her studying with over a hundred book laying all over the room and headphones plugged in. Sneaking over to her and let her know I was here but failed; when I heard her saying “I know you are behind me, so you don’t have to sneak up” was all I heard until a body jump on me, almost making me fall, lucky I kept my balance; hugging her back felt like centuries and I missed her so much. Chapter 7 We have been talking for so long that our father called us for dinner over a half hour ago. Heading down to see the table well set and my favorite dishes were all set out on the table; while devouring our meals, we catch up on school, work, and career goals but the mood changed when grandmother brought Brandon up, she quickly apologize for what she said and make signal, “we will talk about this later” which I agreed fast because I want his name to leave. Heading to my room with grandma walking slowly beside me trying to talk about the situation but I wait to enter my room to talk to her about it but at least I don’t have to think twice on what to say. Telling her everything from the beginning of Lisa, their secret relationship and how I found out, by the time I’m finish, grandma is crying and feeling sad of how I found out and the things I have gone through, she argue about the fact why didn’t I called her and tell her this so she could have helped me……….. I hugged her……… we both say our good nights with a kiss on forehead and heading to bed. Summer went on fast and before I knew I had one week left with my family, which I had grown happy with but I had to leave now, leaving them again was the next pain coming back, heading home and realizing that I’m a senior, was an achievement and I’m proud of finally getting my own place and transportation. Mother called and already told me that she found an apartment near my school and she told me that as soon as I reach home she will make me see the apartment with me moving the next week. The apartment was astonishing and the painting looked refreshed, we even got the place’s future, and all I knew was that this place was costly but guess my parents don’t have a problem with the bill. Finally moving in my things with the help of mom, dad, and some others, we were finished in two days and the rest of that week went along with me listening to music and studying……….. Heading to my class the principal stop me and ask “if I could kindly show the new seniors around the school” those behind him staring all over the place; most students looks like nerds which I know will make my work much easy but there is this one female that looks like she came in here because of the richness she’s in and mostly of all ready to cut me in two with her eyes so I planned to keep my distance. Half of the day was spent carrying these students all over the school to know the department and finally, there is this one student left to carry over to the economics department where I also stayed, we both head off and talked all the way which was rear for me to talk to strangers I didn’t know but it seems that I know this boy for a long time, we both have the same interest field, movies, games, and even food, it’s like I found my twin.…………… Chapter 8 Heading home on a tired day was something else and finally arrived home, ordering take out was the last thing on my mind; until I was disturbed by the door knocking but had no energy left to get up, hearing voices makes me realize that mom is here and as bought our favorite take out. Sitting watching the Japanese series; until we met again after two episodes I fell asleep. The weeks pass by in a drift and before I knew it, I was best friends with Justin, still have a crush on him but I’m too scared to go into a next relationship even though he takes care of me a lot and we have a lot of things in common, we spend most of our times at my apartment than his, I already met his parents, which aren’t American but Mexicans. Spending another day with Justin in my apartment studying for the exams coming up. Didn’t know Justin was so smart until we started to study where he has almost every note with the jottings of what the teacher said but for me I only write what was being shown, happy to have him around. Sitting on the floor in front of my bed studying math and English at the same is amazing until we finish and realize that it is only after 11, Justin starts to sleep over 2-3 weeks ago; when his parents agreed. Exams results have been released, with me coming second in two classes but first in the rest of the classes. On a normal basic, I get treated for my results. Calling it a day and the weekend has just begun. Spending half of the day with Justin went well and now it was mom’s turn but she declines that she won’t be able to treat me this today because she has gotten the night shift to do which I was upset and confused but I understand. Heading home to take a bath and sleep was all on my mind until I got a text message stating that, “he was over at my house” which is Justin. Reaching home took bath and now watching a movie until the movie was finished, but we were still bored, we decided to jump and play around. Jumping and seeing that smile makes my heart skip a beat and my mind goes wild no matter how hard I try to push it back or away because he’s my best friend until I couldn’t take it anymore, I grab his face and collide my lips with his, for a second he was surprised but fall into it, moving our lips was the best feeling until it got heated and he bit my bottom lip for permission which was granted to him as soon as he let go, twirling his tongue with mines feels like my whole body on fire, wants more and need more. Reaching on top was something I didn’t know I could do until I felt how hard he was; rubbing our personal area felt too good, so I mourned in his mouth which cause his grip to tighten and my pace fastens, wanting to create friction down there but rocking back and ford is making it worst, we had to stop since one of our phones begin to ring, to which I found out it was my father, properly to call about something or check on me but it was much worst. .