Reader’s note
This is not your ordinary dark romance.
This story isn’t built on clichés or perfect love—it’s woven with emotions that feel real, raw, and sometimes painfully close to home. It carries the kind of love people don’t just read about… but quietly crave in real life.
It is about longing that lingers, silence that speaks louder than words, and two souls shaped by choices, distance, and everything left unsaid.
This is not just a story of love.
It is a story of what love becomes—after it breaks, after it’s lost, and after it finds its way back again.
we get seperated from our moved ones and loses hopes but
Bald eagles always find their way back to their partner… no matter how far they drift apart.
So why did that sound feel like something trying to find me?
Elena Volkov
Elena Volkov was the kind of girl people overlooked at first glance—and misunderstood the moment they noticed her.
There was a quietness about her, not the peaceful kind, but the kind that came from holding too much inside. She moved gently through the world, as if trying not to disturb it, her presence soft, almost invisible in crowded rooms. Yet her green eyes betrayed her—they were far too expressive, carrying emotions she never spoke aloud.
She was innocent, but not naive.
Life had taught her lessons she never asked for. Pain had carved patience into her, and silence had become her shield. She avoided attention, avoided confrontation… but not because she was weak.
Because she knew exactly when to speak.
And when she did—her voice didn’t tremble. It didn’t beg. It stood.
Elena wasn’t fearless. In fact, fear lived inside her—tight in her chest, in the way her fingers sometimes clenched, in the quiet moments when her breath felt too heavy.
But she showed up anyway.
That was her strength.
She didn’t need to be loud to be powerful.
She just needed one reason to stop running.
Chapter 1
Elena
I was lying on my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, lost somewhere between thoughts I didn’t want to finish and memories I refused to name.
The silence of the room felt heavy.
Peaceful… but never truly calm.
My phone rang.
The sharp sound cut through the quiet, making me flinch slightly.
I glanced at the screen.
Boss.
A tired sigh escaped my lips.
“Ah… God.”
I picked up the call anyway.
“Hello?”
“ELENA!” His voice came out loud and impatient, already irritating. “Why haven’t you sent me the reports yet?”
I closed my eyes for a second, forcing myself to stay calm.
“Sir… it’s three in the morning.”
“I don’t care,” he snapped immediately. “I want the reports. Now. End of discussion.”
The call disconnected.
I stared at my phone for a moment, jaw tightening slightly.
Of course.
Pushing myself up, I walked toward the window. The night outside was cold, quiet… almost beautiful in a distant, untouchable way.
For a second—
I felt peace.
I turned on the lamp and made my way to the kitchen, deciding coffee was the only thing that could keep me functioning.
A few minutes later, I stood there with a warm cup in my hands, letting the heat seep into my fingers.
Then—
A loud bike roared past outside.
The sudden, harsh sound shattered the silence.
Too loud.
Too familiar.
My grip faltered.
The cup slipped from my hand and crashed onto the floor.
Shattering.
I froze.
My breath hitched for a second as something flickered in my mind—
A memory.
One I didn’t want.
“Ah… God, why?” I muttered under my breath, annoyed—more at the feeling than the biker.
I crouched down, carefully picking up the broken pieces, the cold floor grounding me back to the present.
No more thinking.
No more remembering.
Back in my room, I opened my laptop and started working.
The screen’s light reflected in my eyes as I typed, forcing myself to focus.
But irritation still lingered.
“The f*****g i***t…” I whispered under my breath, mimicking his tone quietly, “‘I don’t care, I want the reports now.’”
My fingers moved faster on the keyboard.
Not just working—
But distracting myself.
Because silence?
Silence was dangerous.
I stopped typing for a moment, my fingers hovering over the keyboard.
That sound…
The bike.
Why did it feel so familiar?
My brows furrowed slightly as I tried to trace the memory, to find where I had heard it before—but nothing came. Just a faint, uncomfortable feeling I couldn’t explain.
I exhaled slowly.
“Forget it…”
Forcing myself back to reality, I shook my head and resumed working, my eyes fixed on the screen.
Time passed.
Slowly.
Painfully.
Each second stretching longer than it should, until it felt like an eternity trapped between unfinished thoughts and endless typing.
Finally—
I finished.
Leaning back slightly, I sent the reports to my boss without a second thought.
Done.
By the time I looked up again, the sky had changed.
Morning.
Soft sunlight slipped through the curtains, and the faint sound of birds filled the air—peaceful, almost beautiful.
I stared at it blankly.
“I hate mornings…”
I muttered under my breath.
Because mornings didn’t mean peace.
They meant responsibility.
Work.
Another day to get through.
And no matter how beautiful the world looked outside—
It never really reached me.
Chapter 2
Elena
I rushed through my shower, the warm water doing nothing to calm the growing panic in my chest. By the time I got dressed, one look at the clock was enough to confirm it—
I was late. Very late.
Grabbing my phone, I quickly called Lennox.
She picked up on the second ring.
“Hello?”
Her voice was calm. Steady. Powerful—as if the world moved at her pace, not the other way around.
“I'm late. Please, please, please pick me up,” I rushed out, barely catching my breath.
There was a pause.
And then I heard it.
That smirk.
I couldn’t see her, but I knew she was smiling—that dangerously teasing smile of hers.
“On one condition.”
Of course.
I shut my eyes for a second. “What?”
Her voice turned playful, almost amused.
“Only if you come to a club with me tonight.”
She knew I hated clubs. The noise, the crowd, the chaos—it wasn’t my thing.
“Of course not,” I said immediately.
“Then forget it. I’m not picking you up.”
My heart dropped.
“No, no, no—wait! Okay, fine. Tonight. I’ll go with you,” I blurted out, the words escaping before I could rethink them.
There was a soft chuckle on the other end.
“Good girl,” Lennox said.
And just like that, I knew I had made a mistake.
Lennox Sterling
Lennox sterling didn’t follow rules—she rewrote them.
She was the kind of girl people wrote about, not the kind they understood.
Lennox—a name that carried weight, just like the empire her father built and expected her to inherit. The daughter of a powerful CEO, raised among glass towers, boardrooms, and quiet expectations she never agreed to. Wealth followed her like a shadow, effortless and constant, but she wore it like it meant nothing.
She was beautiful in a way that didn’t feel real—like a dream you wake up from and spend the whole day trying to remember. It wasn’t just her face; it was the way she carried herself. Unbothered. Untouchable. Like the world bent a little when she walked past.
But beneath that perfection was chaos.
Lennox didn’t believe in love. Not the soft kind people whispered about, not the forever kind they promised. To her, love was fragile—temporary, something that either faded or broke. She had seen enough to know better.
And yet… she wrote about it.
Late at night, when the city slowed and the noise faded, she became someone else. A writer. A creator of feelings she claimed not to understand. Her stories were intense, raw, almost painfully real—filled with a kind of love so deep it contradicted everything she believed in.
It didn’t make sense.
She didn’t make sense.
She rejected the company, the title, the future that had already been planned for her. Board meetings bored her. Numbers felt lifeless. She wasn’t meant to build an empire—she was meant to feel, to create, to write.
Rebellious by nature, she chased freedom instead of approval, passion instead of power. She played with hearts but never handed over her own, keeping it guarded behind sarcasm, confidence, and a carefully built distance.
Lennox was a contradiction—
a girl who didn’t believe in love,
yet wrote it like it was the only thing keeping her alive.
After a while, the roar of a Mercedes-Benz G-Class echoed through the street—I could hear it from far away.
She had arrived.
The engine purred like it owned the world as she stepped out, every movement effortlessly confident. Lennox walked to my side and opened the door… then held it open for me.
“Get in,” she said, her voice calm, teasing, and impossibly powerful all at once.
I hesitated for a fraction of a second, just long enough to notice the way the sunlight hit her, making her look unreal—as if she had stepped out of a dream. Then I slid into the car.
Thanks for picking me up. I was late,” I said, sliding into the seat.
She chuckled, that teasing sound that made it impossible not to grin. “What’s new? You’re always late.”
I rolled my eyes dramatically. “Whatever.”
She smirked, leaning back casually, her hand resting on the steering wheel like she owned the world. “Mm-hmm. You know, I was thinking… maybe you’re late on purpose. Just to see if I’d actually come get you.”
I nearly choked. “Excuse me?!”
Her laugh filled the car, soft, teasing, and completely unstoppable. “Relax, I’m kidding… mostly.”
I groaned, but a smile tugged at my lips anyway. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet,” she said, voice smooth and sly, “you still call me when you’re late.”
I shook my head, laughing despite myself. “Yeah, yeah. Of course.”
For a moment, the car was filled with the quiet hum of the Mercedes-Benz G-Class, the city rushing past us. Then she glanced at me from the corner of her eye, smirk still in place. “Oh, and don’t forget the plan tonight. Club.”
I groaned again, trying to sound annoyed. “Ugh, yeah, yeah.”
She chuckled softly, but after that, she stayed quiet, focused on the road, the engine’s purr mixing with the city’s hum. By the time we reached the office, I realized the teasing had a strange warmth to it… the kind that made me feel just a little less stressed about being late.
She smirked, eyes sparkling with mischief. “Bye, Miss Secretary of your lovely boss. Don’t work too hard, okay?”
I spun around, trying to look furious, but failing miserably. “f**k off, Lennox!”
She gasped dramatically, clutching her chest like I’d just stabbed her in the heart. “Omg! I’m so hurt! How could you?”
I couldn’t help it—I let out a little laugh, shaking my head. “You’re impossible.”
“Oh, I know,” she said, smirking, voice dripping with amusement. “But admit it—you secretly love me.”
I rolled my eyes so hard it almost hurt. “Keep dreaming.”
She laughed, that teasing, unstoppable laugh that made it impossible to stay annoyed. “Bye, Elena. Don’t let your boss boss you around too much, okay?”
I smiled, shaking my head as I walked into the building. Outside, the Mercedes-Benz G-Class roared to life again, and she sped away like she owned the city—leaving me both exasperated and secretly amused.
Chapter 3
Elena
I arrived at the company and made my way to the boss’s office.
As I stepped inside, a deep voice cut through the air:
"You're late."
I sighed. "I know, sir. I'm sorry."
He looked at me sharply. "I expect perfection from my secretary."
"Got it, sir," I replied, keeping my voice steady.
Mr. Nathaniel Harrington
Mr. Harrington was in his late fifties, maybe early sixties, but the years had only added to his presence. His hair was silver-white, neatly combed, giving him an air of wisdom and authority. And though he was older, he was far from unattractive—there was a sharpness to his jaw, a strength in his posture, and a quiet handsomeness that made people respect him before he even spoke.
Tall, impeccably dressed, and always composed, he demanded perfection. Deadlines, punctuality, polished reports—he tolerated nothing less than flawless work. He could be strict, sometimes annoyingly exacting, and his sharp gaze seemed to pierce through pretense.
But he wasn’t impossible. When someone delivered excellence, Mr. Harrington noticed. He rarely gave compliments, but when he did, it carried weight—acknowledgment from him was a small victory worth earning.
He had a subtle, dry sense of humor, visible only to those who could read between the lines. Elena, with her playful chaos, often tested his patience—but the rare moments she impressed him, even he couldn’t hide a flicker of admiration.
In short: Mr. Nathaniel Harrington was strict but fair, demanding yet respectful of talent, imposing yet quietly handsome, and the perfect foil to someone like Elena—smart, playful, and occasionally rebellious.
Mr. Nathaniel Harrington’s deep voice cut through the air.
"We have a meeting with the CEO of NeuraTech Systems."
I froze. "The rival company?"
He nodded, replying smoothly, "Yes."
"And… why?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
His jaw tightened. "He’s blaming us, as if we’re stealing his ideas."
"But we aren’t," I protested.
"I know," he said, his tone calm but firm. "It’s just a tactic to hurt our sales."
“So, do I need to come with you to the meeting room?” i asked.
“Of course. You’re my secretary,” he replied.
“Ah… fine,” i said, dragging it out dramatically to lighten the mood. I can’t believe he thinks he’s so funny…
He smirked, leaning against his desk. “You act like my four-year-old niece—you’re more childish.”
I shot him a sideways glance, biting back a smile. Childish? Just wait, I’ll show him.
“Ugh… yeah, yeah,” i said, flopping back dramatically.
As i grabbed my notebook, my pen rolled off the desk and clattered to the floor. I bent to pick it up, feeling my cheeks heat up—classic, i thought. He didn’t miss a beat.
“You really know how to make an entrance,” he teased, raising an eyebrow.
“Shut up,” i muttered under mu breath, though a small grin betrayed me. Okay, maybe this will be fun after all…
They walked into the meeting room, Elena carrying her notebook like a shield. The room smelled faintly of coffee and polished wood—classic corporate vibe.
“Sit there,” he said, pointing to the chair next to the projector screen. I obeyed, but not without a dramatic sigh. Like I have no choice anyway…
The other executives glanced up as they entered, nodding politely. I tried to look busy, flipping open my notebook, but he leaned just close enough to whisper, “Stop glaring at everyone. You’ll scare them off.”
I shot him a look. “I’m not glaring… I’m intimidating.”
“Sure,” he said, smirking. “Intimidating… right.”
Suddenly, a deep, commanding voice cut through the room. The cold, intimidating presence of Alessandro Moretti,the CEO of NeuraTech Systems,entered like ice through fire.
“Ah… I see the secretary and the boss have such a friendly relationship,” he said, his gaze sharp and piercing.
I froze for a second, notebook clutched a little tighter. Great… just what I needed, i thought.
Her boss smirked faintly but didn’t answer immediately. Alessandro’s presence seemed to make the air heavier, colder. Everyone else in the room shifted slightly under his gaze.
Alessandro Moretti
Alessandro Moretti was a man built on control.
Everything about him was precise—the way he spoke, the way he walked, the way he looked at people like he already knew the outcome of every conversation. Power followed him effortlessly, not because he demanded it, but because he never gave anyone the chance to question it.
Tall, composed, and dangerously calm, he carried an air that made people straighten their posture without realizing why. His blue eyes were cold, observant—missing nothing, revealing even less.
He wasn’t cruel.
He was distant.
And there was a difference.
Alessandro didn’t believe in unnecessary emotions. Not anymore. Whatever softness he once had was buried somewhere deep beneath ambition, responsibility, and choices he never explained.
People saw him as untouchable.
And he let them.
Because distance was safer.
Because caring had once cost him more than he was willing to lose again.
Yet beneath the control, beneath the silence, there was something unfinished.
Something he never fully let go of.
A memory.
A feeling.
A girl with green eyes he had trained himself to forget—
But never truly did.
Countinue
Mr. Harrington’s smirk lingered as he spoke, deliberately building the tension in the room.
“Ah… so here’s the CEO of NeuraTech Systems. And of course, you know me—I don’t need to introduce myself. But yes, I’m Nathaniel Harrington, CEO of Vertex Innovations. Not too nice… but nice to meet you,” he said, his tone smooth but sharp.
Meanwhile, my mind went blank for a split second. s**t… that’s him. My ex. My stomach twisted. Please… don’t let him remember me.
I gripped my notebook a little tighter, trying to steady my pulse as the CEOs locked eyes, the room thick with unspoken tension.
The projector flickered to life, casting a pale glow across the room. I opened my notebook, trying to look calm and professional, though my hands were shaking slightly.
Mr. Harrington leaned back in his chair, eyes locked on Alessandro. “As you know, NeuraTech Systems has made some… claims against us. They’re accusing Vertex Innovations of stealing their ideas. According to them, our recent projects overlap too closely with theirs.”
Alessandro’s icy gaze swept the room. “We have evidence of similarities, and frankly, the market is responding negatively. These leaks… whether intentional or not… have hurt NeuraTech’s sales.”
My stomach tightened. Oh no… they’re trying to sabotage Vertex. And he… I felt a jolt but forced my attention to my notebook.
Harrington’s smirk was slow, deliberate. “Interesting. So, instead of honest competition, NeuraTech chooses to secretly spread false claims just to decrease our sales?” His voice was sharp, controlled, every word hitting like a blade.
Alessandro’s eyes flicked toward me for a fraction of a second—too long to be casual—but then he focused back on Harrington. “We’re only presenting what we’ve observed. Timing, design overlaps, market responses… all of it points to Vertex benefiting unfairly from our concepts.”
I handed Harrington my notebook, filled with all the compiled timelines, reports, and proof of independent R&D. “Here’s everything for reference,” I said, keeping my voice steady, though my heart was pounding.
Harrington’s smirk softened into a faint smile. “As always, my secretary ensures nothing is missed.”
Alessandro’s gaze flicked to me again, sharper this time, like he was trying to place me, but I forced myself to stay neutral. Don’t give anything away.
The rest of the meeting was a calculated duel. Harrington dismantled every accusation with precise data, showing how NeuraTech’s claims were baseless, while Alessandro probed relentlessly for gaps. I stayed silent, taking notes, handing over reports, and holding my breath whenever our eyes accidentally met.
Every word, every glance, every pause in the room felt loaded—not just with corporate tension, but with… something else I couldn’t quite put my finger on.
Chapter 4
Alessandro
After the meeting ended, I sank into my car, my secretary driving quietly. She noticed the tension radiating off me, but wisely didn’t say a word. The ride to my penthouse was silent, the city lights blurring past the windows like streaks of fire and ice.
When I finally stepped into my room, I slammed my hand onto the table, the sharp thunk echoing in the empty space. Without a second thought, I grabbed the glass of whiskey and drained it in one gulp.
“f**k… after all this time… what the hell is she doing in LA?” I muttered under my breath, my jaw tight. My mind was a storm, circling back to her—the secretary, the girl I hadn’t stopped thinking about, the one I didn’t expect to see again.
I paced across the room, the hardwood floor creaking under my steps. The taste of whiskey lingered, but it couldn’t dull the irritation gnawing at me. She was in my city, in my office, handling Harrington with ease—and I hated it. Hated her.
Not the old feelings, not the memories… no. Hate. Pure, sharp, infuriating hate that twisted in my chest every time I thought about her calm, smirking face.
Why now? Why here? I muttered under my breath, swirling the whiskey in my glass. After all this time… and she has the audacity to sit in my world like she belongs here.
And yet, somewhere beneath the fury, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Damn it… she’s infuriating… and I can’t ignore it.
I slammed my fist on the table, letting the frustration out. Every instinct screamed at me to stay away, to let her figure things out—but another part of me wanted to confront her, challenge her, and make her pay for showing up uninvited in my life.
The city lights of LA stretched below me, indifferent to my storm. And I realized… I wasn’t just angry at her. I was angry at myself for still reacting to her after all these years.
Hate. Pure, chaotic, burning hate. And yet, I couldn’t look away.
I slammed the glass against the wall. It shattered into a thousand jagged pieces, the sound echoing like a gunshot in the empty room.
The whiskey spilled across the floor, mixing with the shards, but I didn’t care. Nothing mattered except that she existed in my life again—daring to walk into my world, calm and composed, as if nothing had ever happened between us.
I paced again, fists clenched, teeth gritted. Every memory, every look, every smirk of hers replayed in my mind like a cruel joke.
The fury coiled tighter in my chest, a storm that wouldn’t be quieted. And yet… I knew I couldn’t ignore her. I didn’t want to. But I’d never let her see that.
Pure, blazing, unrelenting tension.I sank into the leather chair, staring at the shattered glass on the floor. My mind raced, circling every detail from the meeting, from her calm composure to the faint tremor she had managed to hide.
I needed a plan. She was here in LA, in my city, in my office space, and I couldn’t let this go unchecked. Not because I trusted her—but because every instinct screamed that she couldn’t be allowed to unsettle my world again.
I poured another glass of whiskey, letting it burn down my throat, trying to steady my thoughts. Think. Don’t act like an i***t. Don’t let her see you flinch.
But planning was harder than I expected. Every strategy I formed twisted back to her—the way she had handled Harrington, the way she moved, the way her presence filled the room. Every rational thought collided with raw, unpredictable emotion.
Finally, I leaned back, my eyes narrowing. She’s here. She’s in my city. And she’s in my office. Fine… let her play her part. But I’ll play mine better.
The storm inside me didn’t calm—it sharpened. Every decision from this moment on would be deliberate, controlled, calculated. She may think she’s just a secretary, just a ghost from the past… but I would make sure she remembered exactly why crossing me was a mistake.
She’s mine. She doesn’t know it yet, but she always has been—since November 8, the day we met. I’ve tried to ignore it, tried to push it down, tried to convince myself it didn’t matter… but it’s impossible.
Every time I think about her calm composure, the way she handles herself, the way she slipped back into my life without a warning—I feel it. That pull, that fire.
Fine. She thinks she can walk into my city, my office, my life, without consequence. Let her. I’ll make her come to me. I’ll make her beg—not because I want her to suffer, but because I’ll show her exactly whose world she stepped into.
Every plan, every move I make from now on, will revolve around her. She may act indifferent, professional, untouchable… but deep down, she knows. She always belonged to me.
Chapter 5
Elena
I stepped out of the meeting room, trying to shake off the suffocating tension that Alessandro and Harrington had left behind. My hands were still slightly trembling, but I forced myself to straighten my back.
Focus. It’s just another day at work, I muttered under my breath, gripping my notebook like armor. I couldn’t afford to let anyone see that I was rattled—not Harrington, not Alessandro, and certainly not myself.I walked toward my desk, heels clicking sharply on the polished floor. Every step felt deliberate, a statement: I was here, I belonged here, and I wasn’t intimidated.
Yet… I couldn’t shake the feeling of eyes on me. That icy glance Alessandro had thrown my way during the meeting lingered in my mind. There was something about him—sharp, controlled, and infuriatingly focused—but I refused to give him the satisfaction of showing it.
I dropped my notebook onto the desk, flipping through the pages to review the reports one last time. Just focus on the work. Ignore him. He’s the CEO—nothing more.
Still, part of me couldn’t stop thinking: Why does it feel like he knows me?
I pushed the thought aside. This was business. No matter what old memories or feelings he might be hiding behind that sharp gaze, I wasn’t going to lose control. Not again.
The cold night air hit me as I stepped outside, finally letting out a breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. For a moment, everything felt quiet… until my phone rang, cutting straight through my thoughts.
“Ah… hello?” I answered.
“Time for the club, babe,” Lennox’s voice came through, way too energetic for my current mood.
“Ah, of course… damn club,” I muttered.
“Hey, you promised me,” she shot back instantly.
“Fine. Pick me up.”
There was a pause, then—“Uh, no. First of all, what are you wearing to the club?”
I rolled my eyes. “Obviously my office attire.”
“Nuh-uh. Absolutely not. I’ll bring you a proper dress. Wait—I’m on my way.”
She smirked. “Confidence issue?”
“Wait—no—”
The call ended.
I stared at my phone for a second, then sighed. Great… this is going to be a long night.
I barely had time to breathe before Lennox barged in like she owned the place.
“Move,” she said, already heading straight for my closet.
“You don’t even live here,” I muttered, leaning against the door.
“And yet I have better fashion sense than you,” she shot back, pulling out hangers one by one. “What is this? Office clothes? Again?”
“I just came from work,” I defended.
She turned around slowly, holding up one of my blazers like it offended her personally. “You are not wearing this to the club.”
“I wasn’t planning to change,” I said casually.
She froze. “I’m sorry… what?”
“I said, I’m going like this.”
“Absolutely not.”
“It’s fine.”
“It’s illegal.”
I rolled my eyes. “Lennox—”
“No. No arguments.” She suddenly pulled out a short dress and held it up in front of me. “Wear this.”
I stared at it. “…That’s not a dress. That’s a suggestion.”
“It’s called fashion.”
“It’s called I’ll get arrested.”
“You’ll get attention.”
“Exactly my point.”
She walked closer, shoving the dress into my hands. “You’re wearing it.”
“It’s too short.”
“It’s perfect.”
“It’s barely there.”
I narrowed my eyes. “Comfort issue.”
She crossed her arms. “You promised me a night out. That includes looking hot.”
“I already look fine.”
She looked me up and down dramatically. “…You look like you’re about to attend a board meeting.”
I tried not to laugh. Failed. “Wow. Rude.”
“Accurate,” she corrected. “Now go. Change. Or I will personally dress you.”
I pointed a finger at her. “Don’t threaten me.”
*
I’m not threatening