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Day 138, Monday, January 5
A new year, and only 69 days to go.
Phase II officially over.
I felt like everyone was staring at me today—like everyone was talking about what happened at the formal. I even caught Greg Beecher giving me a dirty look. As if I care what he thinks.
I’m back to looking like I did at the start of this project—no makeup, no special clothes, uncontrollable hair. I’m done trying to see what effect I can have on guys if I really put in the effort. If I have some sort of powers, like Amanda said, I’d rather not use them, thank you very much.
It was a stupid idea—and way too much trouble. Plus I’ve already had enough effect with just two guys to last me until the end of high school. I know Amanda is disappointed, but honestly, I can’t take the pressure of trying
