65 Day 151, Sunday, January 18 Breakfast: Oatmeal, walnuts, banana. That’s all I ever have anymore because it’s all I want. Simplify. I think from now on I’ll just write “the usual.” Lunch: Spinach, garlic, and potato soup; homemade multigrain bread; apple with peanut butter. “I think the problem,” Amanda said, “is that you’re a good girl. And when you went out with Nick, you were pretending to be bad. It just wasn’t going to work.” Amanda can’t stop analyzing my love life—now that I’ve finally given her something to analyze. It must have been hard for her before, with nothing to go on. We were taking a break this afternoon from our Sign Language project, mainly because smoke was starting to come out of my ears. We’re the first team who has to perform this semester, and I know if I d

