I featuring Me For Myself

My hair is curly. My eyes are brown. My skin is dark. My nose is stubby. My ears are small. My lips always have less to say. I was this character that never talked much. But always stays put to observe people and things I got surrounded by. I always create so much complicated things in my head. Things that weren't going to happen. I feel like they were just not going to happen. So in a nutshell, I just say that I have no confidence in myself. The lifestyle I live in was the reason why I was anti-social. Anti-social brought the cowardice in me. I was a coward in certain things. I was scared of people. I was scared of things; objects to touch, so I don't hold them and slips off my hand and break. I was just like that. Now even in my own home, I feel like that. Me visiting the other world of people that are completely strangers to me is almost like my hands being cuffed or magnetized to each other so as not to destroy anything. Of course, if I touch, I wouldn't destroy but there is this self-discipline instilled in me that makes me to be very careful with everything. My mouth finds it difficult to open and make an opinion. But my ears listens attentively even without grasping what was being said or being able to understand common sense at that moment, until after I reason it for a while. A while could even take forever ... Events I have documented in my head stays in there forever, until I have something that's better than it, then I erase it and download another one. Downloading another one is the current event that I recently captured, and that I have perceived to like. To love rather. I am of the Hausa tribe from the northern part of Nigeria. Bauchi to be precise. I only reside in Abuja. And have once been a Lagosian. But now let's go back to me being a bedroom keeper. I was always in my room. Always on my phone as currently. Always on the internet searching for things to help me earn for a living. I am a secondary school graduate heading to the university. But the ongoing strike of federal government universities has caused a setback in lives of alumni of the school. So no date for any of school resumption until the teachers get paid of the money government owes them. So as for me who hasn't started, I really need to start projecting valuable things into my life. To innovate. To really keep myself busy. So decided to say "Hi" to a new me as I have dived into this platform to blog my life... Say hello to me, Khairat, as I take you into my blog of true-life events and imaginary events.