{DESIRE} Today we make a trip to the beach but first we stop at Debonair's pizza to get a large sized pepperoni pizza, we got ice cream too and Pepsi. After a week of bed rest I was nearly out of my mind. Even though Akin spent the week at home with me I'd have preferred it if he had gone to work. Every minute with him was fraught with s****l tension and he kept talking about all the things we used to do together as a couple. None of it struck a memory or even a feeling in me but I couldn't tell him that, it would break his heart. We had visits from almost all his friends and my family, everyone kept trying to spark a memory or two in me. I know they mean well and they were just trying to help but they weren't helping. They kept telling me about our cute couple moments togethe

