Can't Hate You

Blue Ferrari

Sun

He was driving to the city while I was about to scream.

"Dean! I swear I'll call the police or my dad or my brother if you won't let me go!" I said shaking a little bit because he was driving pretty fast and for a second I really thought he was going to kill us or something..

He sighed.

"Baby you're talking too much.. but I like it when you say my name.." he said with his raspy voice inna seductive way. I felt the flames inside of me and thought I was going to faint.. what was he making me feel this type of way? Why was I getting so blind and weak? I hated myself so much. What happened to the strong Sun who wasn't going to get affected by boys like him? To the innocent, polite Sun?

I looked at him eyes widened.

"STOP CALLING ME BABY!" I finally screamed and he laughed like he was enjoying it. I couldn't stand it and wanted to cry again but I wasn't that weak. I wanted to grab my phone and call Moon but as I checked my pockets I got panic. My phone was in my bag. My bag was still in school..

"No!" I said in disappointment. I felt really helpless. He looked at me. "What?" he asked totally calm. Telling him that I didn't have my phone with me would've been very stupid.

"What? Are you stupid? You're still asking me 'what'? In this situation?" I asked him like I couldn't believed my own ears... "Calm down, I'm not kidnapping you!" he said raising his voice and looked at me. His raised eyebrow and his warning look did something to me but I just couldn't shut up.

"If you take someone with you who doesn't want that, then you're kidnapping-" he cut me off. "Could you please stop talking that much? You literally f****d my head in these couple of minutes!" he said really annoyed as if he couldn't take it anymore.

That was good..

"Good! I'll keep talking and then you'll want to get rid of me!" I said totally sure of myself and everything else. I crossed my arms in front of my chest and looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. Suddenly he slowed down and looked at me with his clenched jaw. He furrowed his eyebrows..

Then he grabbed my head... like literally my hair and my heart stopped when he pulled me closer. His face was inches away from mine.. The way he looked at me.. almost ended me. "I would never want to get rid of you." he said totally seriously.. I've never seen someone so serious.. I swallowed and couldn't take my eyes from his lips again.. Why was I so confused? How in the world did he make me feel like that? I knew what I needed to do. I needed to push him away and slap him.. but I didn't..

In one moment I hated him and in the second I wanted to kiss him...

"I would never hurt or kidnap you.." his low voice made me feel that special type of way..

Moon

I was walking down to the cafeteria after the third period. My head was aching and I was definitely going sleep for the rest of the day after school and I was going to tell dad that I was too exhausted for the rest of the lessons. He was going to understand that, I mean I was giving everything for the past months.

I was looking at my phone because I was texting dad. He shouldn't wait for me.

Suddenly I bumped into someone and felt something very hot in my face and chest.

I looked up from my phone and saw her... It was this girl... the new one in our class.

She was standing in front of me eyes widened with her empty coffee cup in her hand. Her jaw dropped as she looked at me and I thought she was going to cry. I could see that she was scared of me. I couldn't believe that this was happening to me and that this all looked like one of these teen movies. This was the cherry on top of my patience.

"Oh my.. I'm so so sorry.." she threw the cup away very fast and came back with a few towels while I tried to decide if I should scream at her, disappear or just let it be and stay calm. I was really fighting with myself in that moment. I tried really hard not to freak out. But she was just a girl. A silly, insecure, annoying girl..

I took a deep breath.

And everyone in the cafeteria heard the wind coming from outside. The thunders..

"I really don't know how this happened I'm so sorry!" she started cleaning my shirt and then my face with shaking hands and she was so careful and gentle as if I was fragile.. There was no need to because it wouldn't get off anyways so I grabbed her wrist as she was cleaning my cheek.

I swallowed. "It's Okay." I said trying to keep calm. She looked so terrified there was no need to break her tiny heart. I tried to smile but that smile was filled with hate. I just couldn't act too kind even if I tried. I slowly put her hand down and I could see that she was feeling guilty..

"At least let me help you to clean it!" she said and I closed my eyes trying to not lose it. The more she was insisting the angrier I was getting.. bad things were going to happen if I was going to lose it tonight.

"No. Just.. stay away from me and mind your own business." I said and turned around to leave totally cold.. I was sure that Sun would have a shirt for me. She always had one or something else that could save me..

Sun

I looked out of the window at the sky asking myself where we were going. If he would let me go and what was going to happen.. That all was so ridiculous. I felt like I was in a movie that I couldn't control.. I was with a guy that I barely knew and it was about to rain so we would probably sit in the car or somewhere else together and I didn't want to be alone with him.. I sighed.

I felt this eyes on me and I didn't know how to feel. I felt a little uncomfortable and tried to get tinier.. I felt like even breathing was too much in that second. And I realized how tired I actually was so I yawned. Thank god I was wearing my favorite sweater. It made things a little less awful... I pulled the sleeves down to my palms and held onto them.

Sleeping next to him.. alone.. would probably be the dumbest thing ever so I needed to stay awake. I couldn't jump out of the car and I couldn't stop him..

I just hated that moment, especially because of the awkward silence.

The whole situation was just shit.. I forgot my phone, I was cold, it was going to rain and the most important thing.. I was with a crazy guy who didn't want to let me go. That was the most important thing. Especially because I was sitting in his car and he could've done whatever he wanted with me.

Dad was going to kill me.. he was going to kill us both. Him because of his existence and me because I didn't protect myself well enough or tried to alarm somebody.. and I was the daughter of a leader? I was such a huge disappointment. But Moon was going to find out about it. I was sure about it.

He was either going to look for me all alone or tell dad immediately. They would kill me in both ways.

"We arrived." he finally broke the silence and turned the engine off. I didn't even realize that we stopped and when I looked around I realized that I didn't even know this place.. Ive never been here.. It was a lonely street with a few small shops on both sides of the street that was leading to a place with a view to the sea.. It was an incredible place that seemed so familiar and nice but wasn't sure if anybody here was able to help me. I couldn't wait to get off this car and start running.

He came to my side and opened the door.

I slowly got off the car and looked at him. He was so much taller than me.

He 's been looking at me for the whole ride.. Checking me out as if he was trying to find something out..

I looked past him. There weren't many people around.. only a few that were entering and exiting the shops.. it seemed like I entered another world. We were near to the beach... that was the only thing I knew. And the beach was neither near to our school nor to our home. So it was probably didn't have a chance but I tried it anyway..

He turned around to see what I was looking at and I took the opportunity and started running. I wasn't sure if that was clever but it was the only thing I could do until I would reach one of the shops and ask for help.. I couldn't just go with him..

"What the hell are you doing?" I heard him screaming after me but I didn't mind. I just kept running as fast as I could.. I was pretty fast but if I would've known that he was faster than me.. then I wouldn't have even tried it.. of course he was faster than me.. stronger than me.. taller than me. Everything.

He wrapped his arms around me from behind and picked me up like that to turn around and carry me back to his car. There was no ground beneath my feet and I hated that he was picking me up so easily.. but I didn't give up and I tried to free myself. unsuccessfully.. I gave up for now, totally out of breath, while he locked his car, still holding me..

I looked down.. his strong arms around my small waist.. were so huge and muscular that I almost lost myself and touched them..

Moon

I went to her class and everyone was there except her. I was walking around in that messed up shirt and that annoyed the hell out of me. I hated dirt, I hated mess, I hated walking around like this, I hated everything and I wanted to sleep or calm down because otherwise I was going to cause a huge storm that was going to kill everybody.

As I looked out of the window of her class I could see the trees.. the wind shook them like it wanted to rip them off the ground.

I saw Chloe. "Where is Sun?" I asked her and she looked up at me as if she was scared of telling me the truth.. that made me suspicious. She seemed worried.. "I don't know.. I guess she left a period ago." she raised her eyebrows and I looked around.

"Okay I'll just call her, I only need a shirt." I said totally calm because I wanted to get out there as fast as I could. I thought that she could have one in her locker but I also wanted to know where she was so I called her immediately.

Chloe and I looked at her bag because it was ringing.. her phone was ringing in her bag. She didn't take it with her and that was so not her. She never left her bag anywhere. It was like her own life.. something was going wrong..

I raised my eyebrow.

A few girls came towards us. I knew her friends. They were okay.

"Guys did you see Sun?" Chloe asked the girls and I ran my hand trough my hair, still trying to keep calm.

"Oh yeah! She left! We couldn't recognize with who but she got into a blue Ferrari." one of them said a little confused.

My jaw dropped and I looked at her like I couldn't believe may ears. She must've been messing with me. This must've been a joke. This day shouldn't get any worse. It was not planned.. My blood started boiling and I needed to get myself together first. I hoped that she had a friend with a blue Ferrari... but that didn't seam possible because there was only one person in this area with a blue Ferrari and it was that damn bastard.. and I was sure that he wasn't her friend...

If she really left with him.. then I was going to rip both of their heads off and my dad was going to rip mine off because I didn't take care of her. Because she left and I didn't notice it..

I started breathing heavily and this time nothing was going to calm me down.

Sun

We stayed like this for a while because I needed to calm down. I tried to stop breathing so fast, tried to lower my anxiety and I tried to stop shaking.. I dint move an inch and calmed down in his arms while my back was leaned against his wide muscular chest..

I couldn't explain myself or the universe why.. but I really calmed down.. I could feel his heartbeat on my back and that helped me.. feeling his warm arms in this wind helped. It shouldn't be helping me because I should be freaking out but I couldn't change or control it. I codlin do anything. I just wanted to stay like that... The way he held me, made me feel something and not looking into his angry face was making this all a little easier for me..

Then I looked up.. these thunders.. lightnings.. clouds.. these were Moon's.. kinda lilac with a little pink and gray.

That meant I was about to die as soon as I was going to see him...

He was definitely kill me because these thunders meant he knew that I left and he was already pissed this morning... and if he was going to find out that I was here, with him... with a boy, far away from school.. he was going to lose it completely..

This was going to be my death.

"Did you calm down?" he whispered into my ear carefully... it seemed like he calmed down too. his breathing slowed down as well and he didn't sound so harsh anymore. I nodded slowly and his grip loosened..

"Will you try to escape again? Although we're just going to hang around?"

I shook my head and as I looked down his arms weren't around me anymore and the coldness replaced his warmth...