Can't Hate You

Confusion

Sun

All our jaws dropped and everyone looked at me eyes widened. I was shocked to the core. My heart stopped and all I did was looking at him. I froze and I couldn't look away.. Did he really just call me 'baby' in front of everyone? Why me? Why like this? He was messing with me. The smirk on his face showed me how amused he was by this.

I stood up and gave everyone a death stare.

Then I took a deep breath and walked towards him. I furrowed my eyebrows and he bit his lower lip when he looked down at me. I wanted to punch him because he needed to stop that. He needed to stop making me feel some type of damn way. It was bothering me that I wasn't feeling uncomfortable under his looks.

"Now we know why she wasn't talking about him.." Harper whispered behind me. I didn't mind her and took a step out to the empty hallway. There was only him and I.

I closed the door behind us so they wouldn't eavesdrop on us or see us.

I crossed my arms in front of my chest and he did the same. He was obviously messing with me. I was going to explode and kill him. Who did he think he was? He couldn't just talk to me like that or act like that and he needed to know that.

"Are You crazy?" I asked him through my teeth. He smirked again. "Why?" he asked looking at me like he could do it forever. I sighed. "You can't just walk in and call me baby!" I said shaking my head. He laughed.. and to be honest his laugh was even more handsome than him.. That made me crazy and suddenly I realized that it was really only his physical appearance that was turning me on. Not his personality.

"But you are my baby." he said and tilted his head. He was so stupid.. annoying. How could he act like he's known me for years? Like it was totally okay to call me baby or be so close to me. Only because of our very very short conversation he couldn't think that I was going to tolerate his behavior. Even if he was a year older than me.

I was so angry that I started shaking. "No, I'm not!" I raised my voice and I thought he would get how serious I was.. but suddenly he approached me. He came closer and grabbed my arms.. oh boy.. that smile.. and his touch. I got goosebumps. It was the first time he touched me besides our handshake of course.. and it was so.. good.

He was almost whispering when he said "Kiss me.." with his husky voice. He looked at my lips and my heart started racing. I started breathing faster under my blood pressure.. he wanted me to kiss him.. why? I couldn't do that. I couldn't get weak because he was turning me on. I couldn't kiss him. He wasn't going to be my first kiss and he wasn't going to get me so easily.

So I put my hands on his muscular chest and pushed him away. He let me go and took step backwards. I looked into his face but I couldn't tell what he was feeling. Unfortunately he was stronger than me.. of course he was stronger than me.

He grabbed my wrist and came closer again. His grip was so strong that it hurt.. the sharp pain made me gasp.

No one ever hurt me or did something like that with me. I wasn't used to it.. but I wasn't going to let him harass and assault me.

He came even closer and I noticed how good he was smelling.. I couldn't believe the thoughts that ran through my head..

His grip loosened and I finally started breathing again but I couldn't help but look at his perfect lips.

He kissed my hand looking right into my eyes while I was still totally hypnotized.. I looked at him eyes widened and stopped breathing.

He didn't let my wrist go.. he just interlocked his hand with mine and looked down at me. Whenever he did that I felt like loosing myself.

"You're not pushing me away.. Holding hands on the second day? You're getting hella fast princess.." he said and got me back to reality. Suddenly I wanted to rip his head off again. How could he say that? How could he call me 'princess'? My dad was the only one who was allowed to call me like that. I wanted to punch him for being so outrageous.

"W-what? You're the one that's holding my hand right now! And you're the one who wanted to kiss me!" I said stuttering a little nervous and mad. He was definitely crazy. I freed my hand. "You don't even know me!" I added and felt a little braver than before. This was a huge thing for me.

I turned around and wanted to leave in the opposite direction because I was definitely not going to go back to class until I heard his nerve killing laugh.. he pissed me off more than I expected.

"Oh I know you very well.." he starred. I turned back around and looked at him. "Excuse me?"

His mimic changed in less than a second. He wasn't smiling or laughing anymore. He was looking at me with a raised brow and a clenched jaw.. he seemed so scary.. that I questioned my actions. What if he was going to freak out or something?

Dean

Of course I wasn't that dumb to say 'yeah, daughter of Elijah and Melissa Dalton, Moon Dalton's sister, president of a lots of clubs, loves playing polo and all that other stuff that stupid, rich girls do..'

No. I really wasn't that dumb. If she would'Ve only know that I already knew everything about her after my father assured me that it was her who we were looking for.

Sun

I was shocked about the way he looked.. suddenly so angry.. breathing heavily. Only his look was enough to kill someone. I was sure of that.

He slowly walked towards me with that death stare that terrified me.

"You're one of these pretty barbies. The most popular girl.." his voice was so deep and rough like he was talking to his enemy.. His blue eyes were scaring me so I looked away.

He was coming closer and closer.. as he reached me he made me look at him. He grabbed my face a little tightly and turned my face around to him.

"You live in your pink, glittery dream world with cotton candy as clouds!" his voice was filled with so much hate and a little bit of angry laughter that it irritated me. I couldn't understand what made him so angry. What was his problem and what did he want from me?

I mean I never did anything that bad to him that gave him to right to say these things. He was right. He was right but he said it in a humiliating way. A way that made me feel so embarrassed about it all although there was no need to.. he made it all seem like it was bad..

Then he looked down at me again when only inches were left between us. He was messing with my feelings.

All I wanted to do was get away from him. No one has ever talked to me like this. I felt so uncomfortable around him that I needed to get away from him because otherwise I was going to cry because even his voice made me feel like s**t. Every word of his had the power to make me feel like s**t.

It was like he had the power and control over me from the first moment on.. and that made me feel very uncomfortable. It all made feel uncomfortable.. It seemed like that was his other side that he was hiding until he was getting annoyed.

"You think you know what real life is... but you don't.. because you still live in your dream world where everything is perfect.."

I wanted him to stop talking because if he was going to continue I was going to cry and my eyes were already wet. Probably because nobody has ever been that mean to me and he was right.

"Stop." my voice came out more broken than I thought. I furrowed my eyebrows and clenched my jaw that was still in his palms. The hate in his eyes was spitting fire.

"You're rich, you're a cheerleader, you're clever and pretty, every boy is running after you."

Was he complementing or offending me? Why was he so angry at me? What made him that angry? Only because I didn't want to kiss him and I wasn't that easy to get? If yes, then he was really, really sensible.. but I knew that there was something else behind it.

"Please just stop." my voice was shaking.

"Why? You can't stand hearing the truth, right?" his harsh voice made me feel even worse.

He was so close that our noses touched. My chest was going up and down more than a rollercoaster. I turned to my right so they our noses wouldn't touch because I couldn't stand being so close to him but he started grinding his nose on my cheek, down to my neck and I got goosebumps again...

I shivered when I felt his hand on my lower waist..

"But baby I promise I won't be one of these boys. You'll be the one who runs after me. You'll be addicted to me. You will do anything for me." he pulled me closer and our bodies touched. That left me breathless but I was still upset.. I was not going to do what he said.. he was never going to get me. Nor me.

When a tear rolled down my cheek I felt so uncomfortable and stupid that I freed myself from him. I wanted to go but he pulled me back just as close as before and I tried to free myself again but he didn't let me go. He was stronger than me..

And suddenly he kissed me.

He pressed his lips against mine

For a second I didn't move but when I realized what was actually happening, I pushed him away immediately. He laughed again in that nerve killing way that was going to make me crazy. I was shaking and breathing heavily. I couldn't realize what just happened..

He was my first kiss.. That douchebag who just hurt my feelings a few seconds ago was my first kiss.. I was so weak... even the fact that he could make me cry so easily.. and that he just kissed me.. made me lose my mind.

It was his second day here and he already confused the s**t out of me and made me feel every emotion that existed in me at once. Hate, love, luck, anger, sadness.. and a lot more.

For the first time in my life I felt the butterflies in my stomach.. no matter how much I hated him it just made me feel something... it did something to me.. Why was he doing that?

He was confusing me...