Can't Hate You

Daddy's little princess

Sun

For the first time in a really long time.. I hugged him again. I didn't even realize how much I missed and needed that. No matter if he never said that he was loving me, I felt safe in his arms and knew that he was loving me. I wished it would've be like this all the time. So easy and soft.. simple.

"You don't need to come down for dinner if you don't want to." he said after I backed off. He tried to smile. I was surprised that he was here and that he was trying to smile because I didn't understand why he was doing this all but I was too tired to show it off. "Thanks dad.." I said.

My stomach started aching with the thought of Dean.

I slowly backed off. I knew he could feel it. That's why it was so risky to get too close to him and that was also why I couldn't complain completely about our distance. Hugging him.. even touching him was a little dangerous because he always knew immediately what I was feeling.. he was going to be disappointed to find out about my mixed feelings. He would be disappointed about how easily I got distracted by him.

"I'll tell Sam to make you a tea and a warm soup." he said but this time he sounded more serious.. just the same old dad. I nodded. He kissed my forehead and left. I took a deep breath and let myself fall again.

I was really confused and all in all I didn't feel good. He made me feel some type of way even tho I didn't want to. I couldn't even understand why I was feeling this type of way. This wasn't me. In that moment in which he looked into my eyes, he hypnotized me with his pretty and shiny blue eyes. I lost the control of my body and brain.. and he found it.

For some reason I felt so weird.. like I knew him. To be honest, I never believed in love at the first sight because it was he most irreversible thing in my eyes.. How could you love someone without even knowing them? How could you trust them and act like you already knew them? That seemed ridiculous to me.

Loving and crushing were two completely different things.

And I was only crushing. Nothing more and I knew it would go away. That was okay. Every girl was crushing at some point and it wasn't a bad thing.. He was really handsome and sexy but there was no need to overact. I was just going to keep it casual and mature and talk to him to see what was going to happen.

My mood swings were going to kill me one day.

Elijah

I rushed back downstairs. Moon and Melissa were still sitting around the table. Well Moon was sleeping and Melissa was stroking his head. So I rushed towards her and grabbed her wrist to make her stand up and pull her to the room with the fireplace with me just like I did it back in the days..

"What are you doing?" she asked me eyes widened and looking at her wrist in pain. I didn't let it go. My grip tightened because I was blind.

"What is she afraid of?" I asked her breathing heavily. My blood was boiling. She raised her eyebrow. "Who-.. Sun?" she seemed very surprised.

Melissa

His voice was so deep. He was really angry like always when it came to Sun. I knew he just wanted to protect her and be there for her but he needed to tell me what was going on first so I could understand him.

He nodded, clenching his jaw. "What are you actually talking about?" I asked with furrowed eyebrows.. His grip tightened again and this time I thought my wrist was going to turn blue.

"What happened?" he asked me with a deeper voice than before. He was too confusing. "What is Sun afraid of?" he repeated. I swallowed. I couldn't understand anything. "I don't know! She didn't tell me about anything." I answered and he approached me.

"Babygirl.. even the way she looks makes it obvious. You know that I can feel even the tiniest bit of feeling in her, right?" he asked quietly. I pressed my lips together. That was true. He could literally feel everything that she was feeling with just a simple touch. That's why their bond was so strong. It was the same with Moon and I. That was another special thing but we got used to it since it was obvious that they weren't normal. They were special.

I told him what I knew but I knew that it wasn't going to help him.

"She was acting very weird today.." I started. He slowly nodded and finally let my wrist go. I told him that she seemed buys, kept running up to her room and got excited pretty fast and all that stuff.

"She keeps looking at her phone and saying that everything is alright but I can see that she gets exited about anything." I said and I knew that we both where thinking the same thing.. that's why I've saw him getting angry like this for the first time.

"She's in love, isn't she?" he asked out of nowhere with a shaking voice.

"I.. no.. I mean.. she would've told me that!" I said furrowing my eyebrows. He started breathing faster. "Are you sure?" he asked me shaking and looking at me with furrowed eyebrows. Why was this making him so angry? Of course she was going to fall in love one day.

"Calm down! That's totally normal!" I tried to make him calm down but he didn't even want to try it. "If she's in love then.." he didn't continue the sentence. He ran his hand over his face and didn't know what to say. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Then what? Are you going to kill her because she fell for someone?" he looked past me. "You need to calm down! If she falls in love, then it's totally fine! She's a teenage girl and of course a boy will get her heart one day, sh-" he cut me off with a death stare and his emotional words..

"I would die if someone would break her heart. You know that."

When he was talking like that.. I just couldn't be mad at him..

"I already feel my heart aching because I know she'll get hurt." suddenly his voice wasn't so strong and angry anymore. He sounded hurt and broken..

"I love her more than I love anything else on this world. II'll die if someone hurts her. I can't even take seeing a tear of her... how am I going to survive a heartbreak?" he asked and he seemed so emotional that he even made me emotional. He wasn't furious anymore. I hugged him because I knew him too well.

He didn't have any bed intentions. He just wanted to protect her in his own way. But he needed to learn to let her go at some point.

"I know baby.." I whispered. He wrapped his arms around me. "She's still so small in my eyes.. the fact that someone else is going to call her 'mine'.. especially in this age.." he continued. I rubbed his back.. he was crying.

"I always wanted to be the only one she is ever going to love... I always wanted to be the one who protects her.. what if someone else does it?"

I leaned my cheek against his chest.He was so emotional sometimes.. it was so cute. "Please don't say that. No matter what will happen, you'll always be her dad and she'll keep coming back to you!" I tried to comfort him again but I also had tears in my eyes because he always made me emotional.

"I swear if someone breaks her heart I will turn this world into the actual sun and everything will go up in flames."

Sun

On the next day I went to school without any expectations. I tried to distract myself with other things and live normally like I did before because at the end nothing changed. The girls were already waiting for me in class and I could hear their gossip from miles always. I greeted them when I entered and sat down between them right across from Chloe.

I caught up with their gossip and tried to understand what they were talking about. I wasn't going to be a part of it because I didn't really like it but I wasn't going to be the annoying person who would tell them to stop.. so I just listened. Before I did that, I looked around for Dean but I couldn't see him yet so I turned back around.

They were talking about the new students and the bag of a teacher.

"In my eyes that bag looks like she got it from her grandma who survived the first world war!« everyone laughed except Chloe and I. We weren't really into this gossip s**t.

"But the new boy.. Dean.." I turned around to Harper so fast that I almost broke my neck. Hearing his name out of her mouth.. got my attention.

Chloe looked at me eyes widened. She knew everything. She was the only one who I was trusting.. My heart started beating really fast..

"Oh my god you mean the one with the tattoos and scars?" Diana asked and Harper nodded smirking and in that moment I realized how much I actually hated them all except Chloe. I swallowed and tried to keep calm. I took a deep breath and leaned back.

"Yeah' he's seventeen and single!" she answered and everyone started celebrating it like it was the best thing that has ever happened. My blood was boiling and Harper started annoying me. She was acting like a b***h. I looked at her with furrowed eyebrows because I was really pissed but it seemed like she didn't even mind because she was too busy with talking about him. I was so disgusted about how they were acting.

How did she even know how old he was and that he was single? Did she just ask him? Did they talk? Did he get his number too and did he text her as well? What if their conversation was longer than ours? Why was I caring about it? It wasn't a competition. It all just annoyed me.

"I think.. you know what I mean. This girl right here is going to get this boy!" Harper continued and I had to look away because otherwise I was going to attack her. I was really ready to start a fight for someone I didn't know.. so I tried to stop caring. They should do whatever they wanted. They should start dating or do whatever they wanted. I needed to care about myself and only myself.

"Sun? Chloe? What about you? What do you think about him You didn't even say a word until now!" she asked out of nowhere. I cleared my throat and just looked at her with furrowed eyebrows that showed my disguise instead of answering her.

"Well in my opinion he's really hot! Such a daddy!" Mona said and I looked at her totally confused. I raised my eyebrows a little bit surprised. Daddy.. why was she saying that? What dod they mean. I was so innocent that I wasn't even aware of what it actually meant. Why would someone say that to someone who wasn't their dad?

"So.. why aren't you saying anything about him?" Harper asked us in a bitchy tone, with a fake smile, totally inpatient. and I realized how fake these girls actually were.. they were only hanging around with me so they would get some attention and get popular.. who did she think she was? They weren't even friends.. just girls from my class.. Chloe was my only and real friend.

The door of the classroom opened. "Sun! Baby, I was looking for you."

We all turned around to the direction where Dean's voice was coming from...