Can't Hate You

Double trouble

Moon

I undressed her as fast as i could and got out of my clothes as well. Everything went so fast that I didn’t have enough time to admire her beautiful body. I was inpatient.. I ran my hand trough her soft hair..

Skylar

Feeling how he was sliding his fingers up and down my legs made me shiver... they went up to my stomach, my chest and then to my neck.. I got goosebumps when he grabbed my neck and slowly started choking me. I could see the darkness in his eyes.. a deep darkness.. anger and frustration.. and I wanted him to get it out on me. That was what he was doing to me.

I gasped for air.. he grinded his body on mine kissing my lips passionately.. I closed my eyes and let my head fall back..

Moon

She wrapped her legs around my waist. I thrusted into her without any warning.. Her moans filled the whole room with very single move..

I enjoyed seeing her like that..

Sun

He drove home as fast as he could while I kept kissing his neck. My whole body was burning..

When we arrived and got out of the car I asked “Isn’t your dad at home? Or your brother?”. I was a little worried about it. It would’ve been really embarrassing to appear like that.. He locked the car and asked “If they would be home, would I come here with you?”. He didn’t want an answer. He walked over to me and started kissing me again with one hand on my waist and the other between my hair..

We didn’t stop until we walked in because then he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I was still very nervous and almost about to get a heart attack. I tried to show it off but I knew that he was aware of it and that he was enjoying it.. I was doing this all for the first time.. what if I was going to do something wrong that was going to kill the whole vibe?

He carried my up to his room and I buried my face in his neck.. he was smelling so good..

Dean

I laid her down on my bed and heard how she chuckled. I loved it when she chuckled. I loved it when she laughed or smiled.. she was so pretty when she laughed.

I took off my T-shirt and got on top of her. I pulled her top off and almost got a heart attack when I saw her beautiful boobs. Her chest and her shoulders were so beautiful.. even her damn ribs.. she was perfect. Every inch of her.. like she was made by Van Gogh. That tan on her soft skin.. she was so tiny and cute but so hot at the same time that I couldn’t decide if I wanted to hug her and love her carefully or slap the s**t out of her because she turned me on so much.

She smiled a little embarrassed and I saw how she blushed.. I knew how nervous she was and that turned me on even more.

I felt like nothing around me was real.. only her smile. Her fluffy plump lips.. and her body.. her beautiful waist and her beautiful hips..

I kissed her.

Sun

My heart was beating extremely fast. I hoped that I wouldn’t get a heart attack because that was definitely a mood killer.

I felt his hands on my hips after he took of his pants. Seeing him like that made me even more nervous and I thought I was going to explode or faint. Suddenly he seemed so huge to me.. as if he was taller than I remembered although he was standing in front of me.. maybe he was too mature for me.. his bright eyes and his furrowed eyebrows made me breathe faster. I was afraid of starting to hyperventilate..

He pulled my jeans down carefully but quickly as if he knew exactly what he was doing.. not taking his eyes off mine. After he threw them into the ground he got on top of me.

Of course I knew what was going to happen and it was scaring me a lot. I never imagined this moment before. I wasn’t that kind of girl who had fantasies or something. I never thought about how it was going to happen or what I had to do. I even blushed because I was laying beneath him with nothing else than my -luckily matching- underwear. Getting naked in front of him was a little embarrassing and making me really really nervous.. I was asking myself what he was thinking of my body.. In that moment I was so glad that I got my waxing done a few weeks ago. It’s not like I expected this to happen. I was always doing that and this time got prepared without even knowing it.

He started kissing my neck and I closed my eyes.. I was a little anxious. I already heard a lot about.. this all.. but I never thought I would do it so fast. I never thought I would lose my virginity so quickly, totally unplanned. I never thought I would lose it in such a young age.. with somebody I’ve only known for a month.. somebody like him.. I always thought it was going to be as easy as it was in the movies or books. With roses, candles and special signs. I thought it would be something romantic and slow, not heated and rough.. but I liked that more.. because it was real. I wasn’t regretting anything. It was the opposite. I wanted it.. I wanted only him, no matter how scared I was of it.

He grabbed both of my wrists with one hand and placed them above my head.. his grip tightened and I held my breath.. I loved feelings his body against mine... his soft skin that was tanned so naturally.. he was so warm.. and his abs were making me crazy. Everything about him seemed so beautiful.. so perfect. His shoulders, his neck, his chest, his lips.. everything.

I knew that it was getting serious when he got out of his boxers.. my heart started racing even more although I didn’t think that it was possible.

When he undid my bra and helped me to get out of my panties I held my breath and said “Dean I never-..“. I wanted to tell him that I never did this before although I was sure he already knew it. It was obvious but I only wanted to say it. He cut me off with a soft laugh.. “Don't worry.. you don't need to do anything.. if you have to I'll let you know.. just enjoy it.” his husky voice made me shiver beneath him..

Being completely naked right under him while he was naked too made me even more nervous than I thought.. I never thought that I would want it that much but also be afraid as hell of it at the same time but fainting now was not an option. I swallowed and tried to calm down..

Skylar

He went faster and I couldn’t breathe. I never felt this way.. his hair was tickling my neck but but I couldn’t concentrate on it..

“Fuck..” he moaned under his breath..

I wanted to press my tights together because I felt like I was going to explode but I couldn’t.. wanted to scream but I didn’t.. I held it in..

Moon

She dug her nails in my back. It hurt but I couldn’t really care about that. I was sweating and my heart was racing... She moaned my name and made me feel some type of way.. I loved hearing how it came out of her mouth. It felt so different with her. I forgot everything around me.. I wasn't sure if it was because of her or because I wanted to let my anger out.. but I was sure that I wanted it a lot..

“Baby...” she whispered and I felt her hand running trough my hair. She grabbed it and moaned again. That was a good sign so I kept going...

Dean

She was so scared that it was cute. For a second I thought she was going to faint. I couldn't hide my smirk.

First I kept kissing her.. distracting her from what I was going to do to her.. my imaginations were running while and now I finally had her.. she was so warm.. she made me imagine things that I would’ve never thought of before.

I grabbed her wrist again and placed my other hand on her waist.. I wanted to make my way into her but she interrupted the kiss and looked at me. She seemed really worried.. her juicy lips were purple.

“W-wait.. no condom?” she asked and I almost bursted out in laughter but I wanted to keep this professional. “No, babe. My pull out game is strong, don’t worry. I want to feel you all around me.” I answered and for a second she seemed like she was trying to figure out if she wanted it like that or not but then she finally nodded quickly. I could literally feel how fast her heart was beating. How much she wanted this.. but how afraid she was..

“Is it going to hurt?” she whispered totally scared.. “Probably a lot.. I can’t promise you that I will be careful.. you may won’t be able to walk for the following days.” I answered and saw how anxious she got. For some reason I loved scaring her. It was so cute to see how scared she was of it.. that’s why I was going to give her a feeling that she was never going to forget. I wasn’t going to be careful but I was going to make it special.. do things that she would’ve never thought about..

Skylar

He got off me and let himself fall next to me. We both were out of breath and totally sweating. I needed to close my eyes for a second and realize what just happened.. I needed to try to control my heartbeat while still feeling every touch of his..

When I opened my eyes again I saw that he turned his head around to me. So I did the same.. I couldn't help but smile although I was still a little nervous. I was asking myself what was going to happen now. If this really meant something to him or if it was only something without feelings.. because for me it meant the world.. and I was sure that he felt the same as me. He couldn’t tell me that this was nothing..

He interlocked his hand with mine..

Dean

I trusted into her not taking my eyes off her eyes.. her eyes got bigger and bigger. Her shaking chin dropped and she gasped for air.. I loved the way she looked at me. Knowing that I was the only one who she was going to look at like this.. while being inside of her.. I could see everything in her eyes in that moment.. the whole universe.. everything else seemed irrelevant.

I shoved my hand underneath her back and put it on her waist when she arched her back. I knew it was hurting her. I was her first. Of course it hurt. Of course I was her first..

“Fuck.. you’re so tight..” I said breathing faster than I should.. my heart started racing and I could feel how I started getting nervous. This never happened to me before. I always knew what to do.. how to handle a body.. but she made me go crazy.

She screamed in pain and I could see the tears in her eyes.. I got goosebumps and let her wrists go slowly.. she put her hands on my chest and closed her eyes.. I liked seeing her in this kind of pain.. but at the same time I didn’t want to hurt her.. in any way.

A tear rolled down her cheek when I went a little deeper so I whispered in her ear.. “Ssshh..” I stoke her with my free hand to comfort her.. I did that for the first time.. usually I never cared how the girls beneath me felt.. but I didn’t want her to feel uncomfortable..

For a moment I closed my eyes and let my face fall into her neck because it felt so good that I almost lost myself but I needed to concentrate so I looked up at her again. My head was spinning and I felt something I’ve never felt before.. a feeling that was strange to me..

She wanted to press her tights together and I could feel how much she was shaking..

“Spread your legs babygirl..” I whispered and she slowly did what I said .. like always.. I kept going and after a painful moan I saw that she was crying..

“Do you want me to stop..?” I asked a little worried, slowing down a little bit. I was really scared that she was feeling uncomfortable or regretting it and that f****d me up because I shouldn’t be caring.. but I couldn’t do anything about it. And I was afraid because I didn’t want this to be over so fast.. I wanted to do this forever.. only with her.

She shook her very quickly like she was afraid that I would actually stop. “No.. please never stop..” she whispered and wrapped her arms around my neck..

That's my girl.

Sun

For the first time I felt some kind of pleasure that was so strong and had only one source. He was that source.. for the first time I felt this good.. he was complimenting my body with each of his moves.. with each of his kisses..

Although it hurt so bad, I didn’t want him to stop ever again. I didn’t think that it would feel this incredible.. that this could be all I wanted and needed.. I finally understood other people a little better when it came to this.

I could see the stars in his eyes.. the way he was looking at me.. he never looked at me like that..

He wiped my tears away and I knew that this was more meaningful than I thought..

His hair was already wet.. so was mine.. but I didn’t care about nothing in that moment. Only about him and the way he was getting in and outside of me. He made me shiver and I felt that knot in my lower stomach.. I dug my nails into his back.. I loved how he didn’t take his eyes off mine during the whole thing.. only when he kissed me..

I couldn't take it anymore when he went faster so I let my head fall back and arched my back without even noticing it.

Dean

I never enjoyed seeing someone in pain so much.. and hated it at the same time. I started kissing her neck again, hoping it would be less painful for her. Her screams and moans filled the room.. that was my new favorite song..

I looked at her messy hair that was all over my pillow.. at her plump lips.. her eyes that rolled back.. felt her skin in my palm and her nails in my back..

I hated that I fell in love with her in that moment.

Moon

I wanted to put my clothes on again but she pulled me back into her bed.

Our relationship had a completely different meaning after this. We never names it. We were just hanging around.. but after this we were going to be more than that. Even if I had feeling or not.. I was going to figure it out with time because one thing was obvious.. she definitely had feelings for me.. and that wasn’t bad at all.

“Where are you going?” she asked me very seductive. I smirked and put my hands on her waist. “I thought I should disappear before your parents come and I have to jump out of your window.” I answered and she laughed. That was the most beautiful laugh I’ve ever heard and seen..

“That's why I called you.. they went on a small business trip. They’ll be gone for a while in three weeks. Maybe we could celebrate or birthdays then.” she said looking at my lips.. “Hmm.. sounds good.. would fit perfectly.” I answered after letting it go through my head.

She kissed me and I don't know why but I liked being with her... more than I should.

I f****d many girls.. but none like her.. none made me feel like her. It made me forget everything.. she made me want to stray away from that drama for a while to be with her..