Can't Hate You

First time

Melissa

I turned around and there was a life sized teddy bear standing in front of me. My heart stopped beating and I couldn't help but smile.

When I saw Elijah's face behind it my smile got even brighter and I had to laugh. He also had a really bright smile on his face. "I won this for you." he said totally proud. "And you say that you're not cute." I said and he furrowed his eyebrows. "Don't ever call me cute." he said joking so I laughed. I hugged him tightly being thankful for every second that I felt his love.

When he buried his face in my neck I asked "What have I done to deserve you?"

His grip tightened. "You were just yourself." I smiled at his answer.

We brought the teddy bear to his car to take a little break from all the people and the noises and went back.

"Moon, I'm hungry!" I said feeling the emptiness in my stomach.

He sighed in relief. "Finally!"

We were standing in the middle of everyone. He clapped and suddenly the lights went off. It felt like a movie and I was a little scared but it was obvious that he arranged everything before. Why wasn't I surprised? He was always so extra but that was one of the reasons why I loved him.

Every single light on the pier went off like even the roller coaster just stopped what was hella scary.. I looked around but the people disappeared. Well at least it was so dark that I couldn't see them.

"Moon?" I asked hoping I was looking at the right person because I couldn't recognize him since it was too dark. Even the sky wasn't pink anymore. It was pitch black and it seemed like I could see every star. it was fascinating. It felt like I could see the whole galaxy and that filled me with such a feeling...

Out of nowhere I saw some people with candles coming from the corner and a huge cake after them while I was too distracted with the sky...

I heard a loud noise and the sky lightened up for a few seconds. Fireworks..

I began to pour out all the tears I've been holding in since I woke up this morning because of all the beautiful presents, lovely gestures and the happiness I've been feeling in my heart like I've never done before.

There was a big '18' on the cake. The lights went on again and I could finally see the people again. They began to sing 'happy birthday' for me. Couples, families with their children, people who seemed like they came alone.. the all were looking at me and smiling and I knew they didn't know anything about this either what made me really happy because I realized that life was about these things. These things and nothing else.. People.. happiness.. no amount of money, nothing material could've ever made me that happy and soft. I felt like I fell into a new universe far from my actual home and my actual friends and I wasn't complaining about it because it was good like that. I was happy like that and it was all because o him.

I was still crying as they rolled the cake right in front of me on a little table.

"Don't forget to make a wish." I heard Elijah whispering. I looked at him and said "I want to blow these candles off with you. Together."

I interlocked my hand with his and he walked over to the other side of the cake. He gave me that look that let me know what he was thinking and I was thinking the same thing.. We came closer and the only things that were between us were the candles. I could feel their warmth and see the reelection of the fire in his eyes like always..

We looked at each other and blew them off.

My wish was to marry him one day. To have kids... one or two. or four. It didn't matter as long as I was with him. He was my future. I knew he would be a great dad. A dad who would care, who would love. A cool dad who would made his kids laugh. He would love them more than he would love me. He would love them more than I would love them. He would do anything for them. And when our kids would ask how we met, I would look at him and laugh because I would exactly how it all began and he would tell them the story as soon as they're ready to hear it....

Elijah

After we cut the cake and shared it with everyone who was there we took two slices and walked over to the railing where we could be a little alone and have some time for us were not everybody could see us.. I leaned on it and she was standing in front of me. She was smiling and looking at her cake with heart eyes. She was that child again that loved sprinkles and was happy about the littlest things. A huge reason why I loved her.

She ate a part of it and looked at me eyes wide open. I raised my eyebrow smirking.

"Chocolate and strawberries?" she asked totally surprised and I nodded smiling.

"I don't know how often I said it today but I love you!"

It felt like my heart was beating faster every time she said 'I love you'.

"I love you too." I said while she enjoyed her cake and as I looked at her again I saw that she had a little bit chocolate on her cheek. She looked at me. "What?" she asked with her big eyes. I put my plate away and approached her. "You..." I cupped her face looking deep into her eyes. "..have chocolate on your cheek." she smiled and I kissed the spot where the chocolate was, making it disappear... she put her plate next to mine and wrapped her arms around me. I kissed her lips and we began to make out.. that's how it always ended.. but it wasn't the end.

"Let's go home." I whispered impatiently to give her the last present and she nodded.

We went back home and as we arrived she noticed that no one was there. I could see that on the way she looked searching for one of the girls with her eyes. I told them they could have a day off after we left and the boys to only call me only if there's a real emergency. No one should bother us. Not today. This time I wasn't going to let anybody interrupt us.

We walked up to my room. She put her purse onto the ground and let her hair fall into her neck totally happily. I knew today was a success and that made me more than happy.. but it also made me feel something else...

"That was the best.. day.. in my whole life!" she said almost screaming with her shining eyes. I looked out of the window and slowly closed the curtains saying "Yeah.. but I think I forgot something.." with a dark and raspy voice. I turned back around to her and saw how she furrowed her eyebrow in confusion. "What?" she asked and I smirked.. "Your last present.."

Melissa

He put his shirt off and looked down at himself what made my stomach drop. I swallowed because I knew exactly what was going to happen and I was not prepared. I totally forgot about it. Again. I was that naive to think that this would be a soft day with a soft end.. I mean I wanted it as bad as him but I was scared because he was going to be my first...

He clenched his jaw and approached me what causes my heart to beat faster..

"I promise I'll be careful.." he said and that damn asshole.. I knew that he wasn't going to be careful. As well as I knew him he was going to be rough. Sometimes I hated that he didn't have mercy... "Turn around.." I slowly turned around trying to not hyperventilate. I was scared and I was asking myself what was happening and what he was going to do.. My blood was bumping like crazy and I thought I was going to faint. I mean I'm a person who helped a gang to rob a bak and I wasn't this scared during that process but this.. made me more nervous and couldn't tell why..

He helped me to get out of my pullover... I felt his warm breath and lips on my neck.. then I felt his hands on my hips and I got goosebumps. He slid the skirt off my hips... after that he walked around me and stopped in front of my licking his lips like he was craving something that was so far but also so close..

"Damn babygirl..." his raspy voice made me feel that type of way.. he really had the ability to make me crazy..

I was just standing there waiting for him to do something because I didn't know what to do first.

"I could tie you up..." he said like he was planning what to do to me. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him until I felt his bare skin on mine. "What's wrong? You were teasing the f**k out of me but now...?" he asked when I couldn't get out a word. "You're like a sweet terrified girl.." he said cupping my face with his hand that went down to my jaw and then to my neck.. "You want me to tease you?" I asked whispering because it seemed like my voice didn't have the guts to come out normally.. He groaned. "That was what I was waiting for..."

He squeezed my butt pulling me closer to him.. We walked over to his bed not moving away from each other and he let me fall on it. "I promise I won't hurt you.." he said undressing himself while I was watching him with big eyes.. "At least I'll try.." he added seeing how fast I was breathing.

He slowly got on top looking deep into my eyes and I've never seen this look before.. I've never felt this before when he looked into my soul. He began to kiss my neck while I was still thinking about his eyes and oping that he wouldn't hurt me too much... he made his way down... to my stomach and then he pulled my panties down with his teeth..

I was shaking a little bit. Even though he's already seen me naked I was still a little embarrassed..

I was already whimpering.. he made his way back up to my face again and looked me deep into my eyes... if I would've known that he was only distracting me.. while I got lost in his eyes he slowly thrusted into me. I held my breath.. I closed my eyes and a moan escaped my mouth. He buried his face in my neck. I could hear him groaning.. To be honest it hurt like hell but it felt good..

Elijah

I went deeper and faster. Her moans made me go crazy... I knew I was hurting her but she was just too good to make me stop. "Fuck.." She was so warm and so tight... she dug her nails into my back and scratched it. I grabbed the sheets while she wrapped her legs around me. She screamed because I was hurting her but that made me only go faster.

I grabbed her neck. It was a reflex and I f*****g loved choking her... she gasped and tried to breathe... but then I remembered that it was her first time so I let go because I didn't want to be so rough with her. I could see that she was enjoying her and I wanted to keep her from the pain but there was nothing I could do about it. She let her head fall and her eyes roll back. That was the best part.

"Daddy.." she said and I closed my eyes. She made me more than crazy. I've never felt like this before with anybody..

"Babygirl.. you're making me crazy.."

She scratched me literally everywhere. My back, my arms, my neck and chest.. her long nails hurt me almost everywhere but I loved it.. that meant I did her good.

Melissa

I was sweating and out of breath.. so was he but we finally came at the same time. I gasped and tried to breathe normally again but it took me a while.

"You good babygirl?!" he asked me when he let himself fall next to me. He looked at me.. his hair was wet and messy.. his lips were plump.. I rolled myself onto him with one move, wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his neck. He put his hands onto my waist. "Yes daddy."