Just a Coffee Break

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Melody I didn’t expect him to stay with me. That was the unsettling part. Long after I’d walked away from the maternity wing and slipped back into the controlled chaos of the emergency department, his presence lingered like a low hum beneath everything else. It made no sense. We hadn’t exchanged names. We hadn’t shared stories. We’d barely shared a minute. And yet, something about the way he’d looked at me—really looked—had slipped past defenses I didn’t even realize were thinning. I kept telling myself it was nothing. Just exhaustion. Just proximity to the maternity ward. Just a stranger who happened to ask the wrong question at the wrong time. But my body didn’t listen to logic. I found myself replaying the moment anyway: the brief pressure at my arm, the way he’d let go immediately, almost startled by his own instinct. The quiet sincerity in his voice when he asked if I was okay. Not out of obligation. Not curiosity. Recognition. I shook it off and forced myself back into rhythm. The board had shifted while I was gone. New names. New complaints. A trauma alert blinked red just as I finished charting on my last patient. The doors burst open minutes later. The sound hit first—the sharp callouts, the rush of feet, the clatter of equipment. A patient was wheeled in, disheveled, shaking, eyes wide and unfocused. A woman. Bruising visible even before her clothes were cut away. Defensive marks on her arms. Fear saturating the room. My chest tightened. “Dr. Harper,” a nurse said, already handing me gloves. I stepped forward automatically. Muscle memory took over. Questions, commands, assessments—all delivered calmly, efficiently. On the surface, I was exactly who I needed to be. Inside, something fractured. Her flinch when a man’s voice rose across the room. The way her eyes tracked every movement, calculating exits. The way she apologized reflexively for bleeding on the sheets. It was like looking at a mirror I’d buried. I kept my voice steady. Gentle. Low. I made sure she knew before every touch, every test. I watched relief flicker across her face when she realized she wasn’t in trouble—that she was safe, at least for now. But by the time imaging was ordered and labs were drawn, my hands were shaking just slightly. I stepped out of the room and leaned against the counter, breathing through it. Grounding myself the way I’d learned to do when the past tried to claw its way into the present. I told myself I was okay. That this was normal. That triggers didn’t mean weakness. Still, I needed air. “I’m going to take my break,” I told the charge nurse once the patient was stable and getting initial testing. “Page me if anything changes.” She nodded, understanding written all over her face. I turned toward the hallway just as the overhead speaker crackled to life. “Dr. Harper, please report to the ER front desk. Dr. Harper to the ER front desk.” My stomach dropped. My first thought was clinical. What came in? A consult? A complication? Something missed? My second thought was darker. Is he back? Had my ex shown up? Had someone recognized his name, his face? Had something from that life found its way back to me? The questions stacked quickly, breath tightening as I walked. I replayed worst-case scenarios with the efficiency of someone trained to do exactly that. By the time I reached the front desk, my guard was fully up. And then I saw him. He stood slightly off to the side, unmistakable even here—too composed, too out of place in a dark coat among scrubs and chaos. His posture was relaxed but alert, like a man used to controlling rooms without effort. When his eyes met mine, something crossed his face—relief, maybe, quickly masked. For a second, I just stared. Of course it’s him, my mind supplied uselessly. Of all people. “Dr. Harper,” he said, stepping forward but stopping at a respectful distance. “I hope this isn’t inappropriate.” My heart was suddenly doing something reckless. “Yes?” I managed. “I was told you might be here,” he continued. “I didn’t know how else to—” He stopped, then gave a small, self-aware exhale. “I wanted to see if you were okay.” There it was again. The same question. Different weight. “I’m fine,” I said, then sighed softly at myself. “I mean—yes. I’m okay.” He studied me for a moment, not intrusively, just attentively. “They said you were on shift. I didn’t want to interrupt.” “You didn’t,” I said. “I was actually heading on my break.” Something eased in his expression. “Would you…” He paused, clearly recalibrating. “Would you have time for coffee? If not, I understand.” I glanced down the hallway, then back at him. The timing felt unreal, like the universe nudging something I wasn’t ready to acknowledge. “I was on my way,” I said honestly. A faint smile tugged at his mouth—not triumphant, not relieved. Just… grateful. “Then maybe,” he said, “we could walk there together.” I hesitated only a moment. “Okay,” I said. And for the first time since that brief collision in the hallway, I let myself wonder—not fearfully, but curiously—what it might mean to stop running, just long enough, to sit down with someone who had already seen me when I wasn’t trying to be strong. The walk to the coffee stand was quiet. Not awkward. Not heavy. Just… unforced. He matched my pace without comment, hands in his coat pockets, eyes forward. No questions. No attempts to fill the space. It felt intentional, like he understood that silence didn’t always need rescuing. After the day I’d been having, that alone felt like a kindness. The coffee kiosk sat just off the main atrium, tucked between a gift shop and a wall of windows that looked out over the city. Afternoon light spilled in, softening the edges of everything. For a moment, the hospital noise dulled to a distant hum. He stepped forward before I could reach for my wallet. “My treat,” he said easily. Not performative. Not insistent. Just stated like it was the most natural thing in the world. “You don’t have to—” I started. “I want to,” he replied, already gesturing to the barista. “Coffee? Or something stronger if they had it.” Despite myself, a small breath of a laugh escaped. “Coffee’s fine.” “And a croissant,” he added, glancing at the case. “Unless you hate croissants.” “I don’t hate croissants,” I said. “Good,” he said. “That would’ve complicated things.” It shouldn’t have eased the tension the way it did, but it did. We stood side by side while the order was made, shoulders not touching but close enough to be aware of each other. I noticed the way he watched the room—not scanning, not suspicious, just observant. Like someone used to reading spaces the way I read vitals. He took the drinks when they were ready and handed one to me carefully, like it mattered. We moved to a small table by the window. For a few seconds, neither of us spoke. I wrapped my hands around the cup, letting the warmth settle into my palms. “I’m Mark,” he said finally. “Mark Rossi.” The name landed heavier than it should have. I felt it immediately—the tightening in my shoulders, the instinctive bristle I couldn’t fully control. Rossi wasn’t just a name in this city. It was a presence. Money. Influence. Hospital wings funded, research endowed, charity galas whispered about in staff rooms. A family name you didn’t say casually unless you knew what it carried. Of course. I masked the reaction quickly, but not fast enough. His eyes flicked to my face, registering it. “Right,” he said quietly. “That reaction.” I forced my expression back into neutrality. “Sorry. I just—yeah. I know the name.” Most people did. He nodded once, not defensive. Not proud either. Just acknowledging reality. “Fair.” I took a sip of coffee, buying myself a second. “I’m Dr. Melody Harper,” I said. “Melody Harper.” No Rossi. No legacy. No weight. Just a name that belonged to me and no one else. He didn’t press. Didn’t ask for more. He simply nodded, as if that told him enough. We sat there for a moment, steam rising between us. “Earlier,” he said gently, “in the hallway… I hope I didn’t misread things.” My grip tightened on the cup. “You didn’t,” I said quickly. Too quickly. “I was just distracted.” He watched me, not skeptically, but thoughtfully. “I’ve seen distraction. What I saw didn’t look like that.” There it was. I felt the familiar reflex kick in—the instinct to close ranks, to redirect, to keep the door firmly shut. “It was nothing,” I said. “Just a long day.” He held my gaze, then nodded, accepting the boundary without resentment. “Okay.” No pressure. No follow-up. The silence returned, but it felt different now—charged, aware. Outside the window, the city moved on like it always did. Cars. People. Lives intersecting without explanation. I broke off a piece of the croissant, hands steadier now. “You’re here for family,” I said, not a question. “My brother,” he replied. “And his wife. They had a son this morning.” “That’s wonderful,” I said—and meant it, even as something tender twisted inside me. He smiled then. Not wide. Just real. “Yeah. It is.” For a moment, joy and grief sat at the same table, neither acknowledged directly, both understood. I glanced at the clock, already aware my break wouldn’t last forever. “I should head back soon,” I said. “Of course,” he replied. “I won’t keep you.” But neither of us stood right away. I didn’t know what this was. I didn’t know what it could become. I only knew that somehow, improbably, a man with a name the city knew had walked into my day at its weakest moment—and instead of demanding anything, he’d simply sat with me. And that felt dangerous. And strange. And, despite myself, grounding. I stood first, slipping the lid back onto my cup. “Thank you. For the coffee.” “For the company,” he corrected quietly. As I turned back toward the ER, the badge catching the light, I felt his gaze follow me—not possessive, not expectant. Just present.
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