Chapter 47
This place is perfect. Him kneeling in front of me asking me to marry him is perfect but I know in my hearts of hearts, it isn't.
Hindi ko na nakayanan. I cried hard in front of him. It was a mixture of too much joy and sadness. My lips quivered and I can't even say a word.
"What's wrong? Ayaw mo ba?" Nababahala niyang tanong.
Umiling ako.
I want to. God knows how much I want to marry him pero may parte sa puso ko na umaayaw. It must be my conscience. I love him and I want to marry but...
"Y-you need to k-know..." Pumikit ako ng mariin pinipigilan ang lalo pang pag-iyak. It was in vain mas lalo lang akong humagulgol. I can almost feel my heart slowly being ripped apart. Ang sakit.
"M-may kailangan kang malaman..." I said in between sobs. Hindi ko a
