The cruel King

We were in a party just like any other. He likes to take me in these parties, he likes it when I accompany him in the events like these. He likes it when he show the world that I'm his, that I belong to him... He always brings new dresses for me for every event. He says dressing by his choices makes me look more his. I wore turquoise dress with side long slit, and backless with only one string all over my back in zig zag pattern, he helped me wear this as I can't wear the complicated string on my own. He learnt hairstyles, way of dressing many traditional dresses like kimono, and even saree. He learnt all of it, no it's not romance it's just he don't want anyone else to dress me, he says only he can dress and undress me. So here we are, the CEO of Lopez security and Lopez luxuries is doing the back string of a woman from around half an hour... I was just looking down, "just a second baby, it's done" I didn't gave any answers, I didn't nodded nor uttered anything, why would I, I don't want to go to that party, I dont even want to be with him. Is anything here, which is my will? No, it's not, I don't want this, I don't want any of it... It's been almost 7 months of my disappearance from the outer world. He made a different world for me which he calls "Heaven" the luxurious mansion with every single thing a human needs... The other reason why he calls it heaven is because it looks like we made it lovingly by mixing our names, Evelyn and Hayden. I never noticed it, it's just when ms lily pointed it out. In this house, it's just ms lily, a 56 yrs old, house helper, who makes me feel warm and homely. When Hayden is not home I used to go to ms Lily's room and sleep on putting my head on her lap. Sometimes, I even weep, and she consoles me, that one day will come, and I'll love Hayden like how he loves me.. We didn't had s*x, it's because he thinks I'm might not ready for it. And I'm not, I'm really not, and I don't think I'll ever will be. After what he's doing with my life without my will. He want to give me time, but why don't he understands that the time will never up for me. Why he never understand that I never wanted to be with him, from the very start, from the school which I left lovingly but now I regret it, if it's not because of that school, I might have never met Hayden, and his sick obsession won't even exist. We went to the party, I was standing there with one lady who was wife of Hayden's friend. She was telling me about her club and blah blah blah I'm never interested in these things, then someone called her, so she excused herself, thank God. I turned and saw a big balcony, starry beautiful night with pleasant breeze, it's the only thing that didn't changed in my life, nice air and beautiful sky. I always used to love them in Florida. I guess LA have nice sky and breeze too but not as good as Florida because Florida has one thing which LA can never give me, freedom. I was looking at the sky when one guy came and introduced himself to me, I looked around for Hayden because if he saw any guy talking to me I'm sure he'll show his cruel side. But the guy was giving positive aura. "Hi! I'm charles" he said. "Hello, I'm Evelyn" "Evelyn such a nice name, my sister's name is Evelyn too" "Ohh" I smiled. He looked around as if checking that nobody see us talking. "Look,I know what's happening to you, and I feel really, trust me, really bad for you. I want you to have freedom from that cruel prince" I looked at him as if he had grown 2 heads, is he kidding me, he can really, can he? "Yes, I'll help you escape, you tell me where you want to go I'll arrange everything. I'll pick you up from that hell and will drop you wherever you say, you'll never hear from me or from Hayden after that" "Is it really possible?" "Yes" he says nodding with a smile. "I can trust you right? You'll help me escape right?" I said getting desperate. "Yes, you just have to come out from the back door at 6 as Hayden have meeting day after tomorrow he won't be home until 9 so you can go as far as you can, I'll pick you up from there, a blue van will wait for you just hop into it and then you'll be free" he said in a hurry but I was really attentive and heard everything, why not, it's for my most beloved thing, my freedom. "Miss Evelyn, sir Lopez is looking for you" I nodded at the woman who came to call me. I looked at charles one last time and said thank you. He don't know how big favor he is doing on me. I went outside, Hayden was looking at me with his dangerous yet soft green orbs, he held my hand and intertwined our fingers, I was looking down. "You guys look really good with each other" one lady complimented "We surely do" Hayden said proudly looking at me. I just forced a smile. We reached "Heaven" and went inside our room. He held my waist and pressed me to him from back "you look so beautiful, sweetheart" he whispered in my ear and snaked his hands on my waist, pressing me on his chest. He turned me around to look at him and tilted my face, but before I can look into his eyes he kissed me roughly. He turned and pressed my back on the wall, next thing I remember was the string of my dress was circled on his fingers as I started to feel my dress loose. He pulled the long string in one go without leaving my lips, the dress fell on the ground near my ankles. I Shivered as the cold wind was fanning my body.. he broke the kiss and looked at my body.. "you're so beautiful baby" And held me against him tightly and kissed me senselessly. He took me on to the bed and hovered over me, I was just looking at him. I surrendered long before, I can't fight with him always, it's been 8 months of my kidnapping. I wonder if anyone out there is still trying to find me, do I want them to find me? The answer is yes. I want them to find me, I'm still on this earth, if they try they'll find me, are they even trying? As long as I remember my family and my friends everyone always used to love me, are they not finding me, and even if they do will Hayden ever leave me. When day after tomorrow, I will reach Florida again will they be happy to see me. A faint tear slipped from my eye.