Chapter Forty Six
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I was just looking at him and realizing how he truly has great knowledge and tactics when it comes to looking at me and basically just challenging everything inside of me and it just makes me want to have several excuses before joining him in bed. Is that what I was meant to do?
Is that what this night was supposed to end with? I really was not certain, but judging by the look of things, that's the only thing that was basically left to do. And I was basically looking for reasons to stop, but there was absolutely none, nothing really left for me to do.
I could not lie to him and say I needed to shower when we had clearly done that not long ago at all. I probably would guess it was the tension that I felt like I had created early in the dining room. And I
