Chapter Forty Seven > >> The pillow that I just lodged in between those joints, the other one on the floor I get and I finally turn around. “Why do you keep doing that?” I ask shakily and that smirk on his face just has me feeling like I cannot even dare question him any longer. Maybe I should just accept that there is nothing I can do to make me feel like I can avoid his touch and avoid all the things that he makes me feel. Because it's not matter if the people was there or not. It doesn't matter that I was trying to look away from him just to notice that he was behind me. Just his presence and the fact that he was within the same room with me was enough to make me feel all those emotions. So it was really pointless to be trying all these ridiculous methods to try and mask t

