Chapter Seventy Nine > >> I am definitely running away from him right now and I don't know why I think this is a good idea and how long I am going to be able to do it, but right now I just do not have the energy to do with me when you have to rehearse something in my head first and when you have to find out exactly what desert I was going to say to him before I have to face him. I just could not get myself to do it right now, so I heard straight to my own private room, the one that has all my clothes and my other things, closing the door before I make it to the connected bathroom and lock myself in. Why did I think I was doing this and what did I think I was going to earn from doing all of this? I really had no idea, but I really could not look him in the eyes right now. I a

