Chapter Eighty
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I actually could not believe that I'd actually let myself say all those things that I had said to Damien. I was really supposed to keep so secret to myself, but I really could not was telling him. And I really could not tell myself why I had actually continued to do that because it was really such a bad idea. It was such a bad idea for him to know because now he was very determined, determined to know exactly what mother was to the story.
And I was not determined to give him the answer. I just wanted him to forget that I ever said anything about him, him in the first place, but it just looked like he was really not going to do it. Like he was really not going to back down. So the last thing that I wanted to do was try to walk away from him right now becaus
