Chapter Twenty Six
I was struggling to get the moment that I shared with him and out of my head. It was very hard for me to stop thinking about it and I really just wanted to get to a point where I really just stopped fantasizing about him. But it was not happening. It was not even anything spectacular that happened right there, but the moment just felt so special. It was the very first time that I felt the way that he made me feel about a man.
Me just acknowledging this was making me feel like I really had to stop doing it. I really had to just consider the fact that I was just getting in with my head and I just wanted to get that out of my mind. He had actually had actually been the first person that was able to get me to the goal that I needed to get to. He was the first person who w
